#can't keep doing this

[intheconfessiondial]

Get them OUT of my head.

[sathone]

Aight. Time to go do that intake assessment for the mental health center. Delayed it long enough.

[doughmonkey]

OK, I have to stop coming to Tumblr, because I start scrolling and looking for photos etc about a _certain man_, and I end up spending an hour just looking at photos and reading fanfics on others' blogs and get lost among links etc. then my time (day...) is over and I haven't done anything useful! Damn you, Benicio.

[wayfaringauthorofficial]

I never thought this would happen,

sickening feeling in my gut again.

All unshed tears, wide eyes staring at the

ceiling again.

But I was stupid enough to let down my walls

because kind eyes and a twisted smile

told me it was okay.

Maybe one day,

I’ll learn to run when he says ‘hi’.

Maybe one day,

I won’t go out of my way

to please him because he wants me close

and I don’t want to lose someone else.

Because some people are meant to be lost…

aren’t they?

--Numbed for the umpteenth time.

[criminaltimes]

[light-hidden-in-dark]

I've lost..

I've lost my desire... to care, to be loved, to help others...

I've lost my ability... to think positively, to be strong, to lift myself up...

Just. One. More. Time.

I've lost my belief... in myself, in humanity, in things getting better...

I've lost my light... that kept me safe, that connected me to this place, that helped me hold on...

I've lost my...

Self

[prjctdiva]

last night I got the notif that spain won the world cup and for some reason my first reaction was to state "wow luis serra would be so happy if he was still alive. and also real." ???????

[corettobaretto]

Finally dropping off to sleep at 7:20am, then my housemates alarm goes off 🫩