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In bloom, in wilt, nature is so seductive... Last night I dreamt about a ghost from my past. I noted this morning, the dream slithering along the edges of my consciousness, that I was curious, interested, I observed the familiarity & joy old dance moves activate. #anxiety #trauma #blackbody #candiceanitra #orchid #orchidyoni https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvbv5-iAdZC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lia538jx308j

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Play is crucial to my wellness. The form changes as needed as I follow my body's lead, receive all of the wisdoms within, & celebrate all of the ways this form has served me in the past - putting up walls so thick the patriarchy couldn't eat me alive, though it has tried. During full days traumas rise to the surface for clearing & integration & I note the tension, the anger, the #anxiety ...the joy cultivated, this joy I am cultivating is in direct proportion to the amount of loving judgement-free attention I pour into all of my selves iterations & parts. #candiceanitra #shadowdancer #lightworker #blackbody #blackityblack #authentictantra #nonbinaryblackmagic #nonbinary #alchemist #singersoulmama #trauma #sexeducatorintraining #sexualityeducator https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu_giMKA9kd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cmq6vy4fd8ol

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#amaryllis portal to worlds beyond my lover blossoming sweet surrender simple seduction #candiceanitra https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu4HNwRgW5K/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1616ou61buuy0

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Shadow dancing is an art. Me & my chocolate church holding my tender pieces tenderly, tending, my loving gaze awakens, awakened, awakening. Walking down some staircase somewhere I remember, I am remembered, I am remembering feeling, ancient, mending, an astonishing energetic stillness & vibration alternating, things lose... A memory tumbles out from the ether unraveling I am, I am-ing. #shadowdancer #lightworker #loveletter #candiceanitra #anxiety #trauma https://www.instagram.com/p/Burd-3hAxix/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mex547vzs18e

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Much to witness & discover & cultivate & purge. Many beginnings & endings. Many of my past lives washing up on my shores as my baby steps thrill me. I am getting familiar. #shadowdancer #lightworker #singersoulmama #candiceanitra #tibetantantra #authentictantra #sexeducator #tantra #nonbinaryblackmagic #nonbinary https://www.instagram.com/p/BuP3VhBgpdZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v98rwb83ml8b

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New moves to old music while I cultivate mindfulness & my internalized sexism & anti-blackness comes into play on all sides. I am a #sexualityeducator & a #multidisciplinaryartist. This is me playing, exploring my vessel with loving tenderness. I am expanding. I am dancing to one of my Dad's old records. I am unlearning some things. I am consciously aware of others. I love me as I am. There are ghosts here & they say, you are too much woman. Whispering into the ether I respond "Na na nah boo boo/Too much for you/Who's stuck in a box/Me or you." - #candiceanitra #toomuchwoman #ojays #iswearilovenoonebutyou #vinylseduction *I do not own the rights to this music* https://www.instagram.com/p/BuNUUgLgL0D/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qnxh6pmmedug