caoimheroisin replied to your post: Hey Lise, I was wondering if you could maybe just...
I was scrolling quickly past this thinking to avoid spoilers and saw the phrase ‘fisted by Wen Ning’, which has caused me psychological harm
it builds character
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caoimheroisin replied to your post: Hey Lise, I was wondering if you could maybe just...
I was scrolling quickly past this thinking to avoid spoilers and saw the phrase ‘fisted by Wen Ning’, which has caused me psychological harm
it builds character
@madtomedgar I can't tell if this is an oh no at staying up too late or an oh no for A-Yao but both are appropriate 😅 It ends up okay but there are more than a few hurt feelings!
@caoimheroisin GLAD TO KNOW IT'S NOT JUST MEEE 😂
caoimheroisin replied to your post “remember this cold update: I am 20 pages into this fic and Carol has...”
#in his defence he is very stressed could be a strikingly good Loki tag
it’s not necessarily a particularly good defense but well. he is very stressed a lot of the time
caoimheroisin replied to your link “the hills on fire for miles (Ch. 1)”
Oh man I’m going to plan my Wednesday evenings around this
lokirogers replied to your link “the hills on fire for miles (Ch. 1)”
Omg so excited
sitharmitage replied to your link “the hills on fire for miles (Ch. 1)”
yessssss i goota find a second this week to read this ♡
:D :D :D and it only took me about four months! that’s not too bad!
(man, I’m so glad people are excited about this one, I’ve been super nervous about it for like the last month)
emthroney replied to your post “is there a really niche market for “horrifying smut” because I think...”
*raises hand* also part of that market
caoimheroisin replied to your post “is there a really niche market for “horrifying smut” because I think...”
I am Excited
much-ado-about-mothing replied to your post “is there a really niche market for “horrifying smut” because I think...”
My fucking JAM
arcano-cosplay replied to your post “is there a really niche market for “horrifying smut” because I think...”
here for u honey :D
not-poignant replied to your post “is there a really niche market for “horrifying smut” because I think...”
YES I AM THAT MARKET
on the one hand I’m like “oh good I’m not alone” and on the other hand I’m like...deeply afraid that you guys are underestimating how dark I’m willing to go
then again I guess at least some of you were probably here for the “vaguely erotic vivisection” fic so like...you probably know who I am at this point
replying to replies on that fic from yesterday...
wolfblade10 replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
Ahh this makes me so sad!! I feel so bad for the Loki clones??
apparently what I do is write really sad fic about the clones in this verse? well, these ones didn’t actually exist in verse canon but if they did it’d be very sad. I mean, they might be “just” clones but clones are people too
portraitoftheoddity replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
O_O meeeeeep
this is the kind of creepy darkfic you needed today, y/y?
abstractiondesolation replied to your post “What's the angstiest fic you've read in so far this year?”
Dude. I am not ok with how sad this made me.
I am sorry about the sadness! I mean, sort of. :D?
caoimheroisin replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
I absolutely love everything in the Vivisection Mambo collection it gives me shivers of horror
ahhh, thank you! I’m always so glad other people are into this shit because clearly I am, and clearly I keep writing it, and man I just love disturbing horror shit. I am who I am and...this is who I am, I guess. not sure what that says about me...
thelightofthingshopedfor replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
But like. What if Victor miscalculated and one of the clones actually, successfully rebelled, and...idk, Loki Prime would hate any of his clones on principle even if they weren't Doom's handiwork but now I want something where a clone escapes and actually makes a life for himself, or Loki and a clone escape together
Or somehow it got tied back around to one of the Steve clones surviving, idk
oh man, clone team up. because yeah, I’m pretty sure Loki Prime would...not tolerate a clone of himself, especially a Doom created clone. I mean, Loki encountering any version of himself is always a recipe for horribly embodied self-loathing trips, much less one tied up in all of Loki’s Doom-related issues.
but if one somehow managed to get out on their own, and managed to avoid Loki Prime (though man, the existential panic of realizing that you are a clone of someone else, there’s another head trip), and somehow crossing paths with a clone!Steve and the two of them going on a roadtrip of self discovery or something, idk
man that’d be such a trainwreck though because those versions of Steve and Loki would be like five times more fucked up than the Prime versions
theotherodinson replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
yikes! creepy good, but also...yikes!
I feel like all things Doom and Loki are basically the embodiment of “yikes.”
structural-sentimental replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
This was so uncomfortable to read, but in the best kind of way. Poor Loki -- even as a clone he's desperate to prove himself worthy.
some things stay the same. and yeah, there’s something about Loki that I think just...wants to please, and in this case that’s definitely even enhanced by the fact that he sees Doom not just as his creator but as his entire world. he literally has nothing and no one else. so of course all his self-worth is pinned on him.
it’s almost a distorted reflection of how Loki pins all his hopes on Odin’s approval, making him the central figure around whom Loki’s self-worth revolves.
namlamb replied to your post “So! I was rereading The Vivisection Mambo and I started thinking about...”
oh my heart..... this was too much
:D? I’d...apologize but I feel like it would probably sound disingenuous.