its 10:54pm right now and the secret is that im a lot more sad than i look and i think i could be depressed and/or have anxiety but i am too afraid to admit it because i dont feel like i actually have it because my friends seemingly have it worse so i have no right to complain. i hide behind claims that "i wont say anything about me having it bcuz i dont believe in self diagnosis" when really im afraid of it. then i tell myself that i dont have it and hide my actual feelings from everyone :^(
Anonymous said: sorry for sending that i wanted to vent and it just all came bursting out :^(
oh no its fine friend!!! im v sorry to hear that tho :CC but dude!! just because others “”have it worse”” doesnt make you or your feelings let valid. youre still a person, even if it feels shitty. its nothing you can control and you deserve to get help and feels better just as much as your friends do. Dont put yourself down, its perfectly okay to look after and take care of yourself!!