Apr 9
never getting over the theory that the captain always fiddles with his swagger stick and seems to genuinely like it despite being forced to keep it on his person because it's him holding havers' hand. and when the ghosts all thought one of them was gonna move on in carpe diem he was gripping it so tightly that his knuckles turned white. because it was him holding havers' hand as he waited to join him wherever the next stage is. he's constantly got a piece of his beloved with him. he's constantly holding his hand. i'm crying ben willbond u made me CRY.
#i need to be heavily sedated#im gonna#sob#like genuinely#what the fuck#this was supposed to be a silly british comedy what the fuck#decidedly not okay rn#frosty talks#the captain#the captain bbc ghosts#the captain ghosts#anthony havers#caphavers#capavers#lieutenant havers#bbc ghosts#ghosts uk#ghosts bbc#legitimately how the fuck is ghosts not more popular.#why the fuck is it hard for me to find merch and fanart in this economy.#surely this hit hard in the gay tumblr community?#like#C'MON PEOPLE WHAT THE FUCK.
