♡ w/c & a/n - 1.6k | posting this here because im so sad for Carlos 💔
"No."
"But—"
"Still no."
"You didn't even let me finish!"
You look up from your laptop to find Carlos Sainz giving you his best puppy-dog eyes, leaning against your desk in the Williams garage. It's a look that probably works wonders on most people, but you've built up an immunity. Mostly.
"Let me guess," you say, trying not to smile. "You were about to invite me to dinner. Again."
He grins, unashamed. "Actually, I was going to suggest breakfast this time. You know, mix it up a little."
"Carlos."
"What? Breakfast is very professional. People have business breakfasts all the time."
You give him your best unimpressed look, the one you've perfected after two years as William's chief strategy analyst. "And would this be a business breakfast?"
"It could be," he says hopefully. "We could discuss... race strategy?"
"We do that every day. Right here. In the garage. Where we work."
He drops into the chair beside your desk, and you pretend not to notice how good he looks in his race suit, sleeves tied around his waist. It's unfair, really, how someone can be both adorable and devastatingly handsome at the same time.
"You know," he says conversationally, "most people would be flattered that their driver keeps asking them out."
"Most people don't have to maintain professional relationships with their drivers."
"Ah, but I'm not just any driver. I'm your favorite driver."
You snort. "Charles is my favorite driver."
"You wound me, mi corazón." He clutches his chest dramatically. "After all we've been through?"
"All we've been through is you interrupting my work to ask me out seventeen times—"
"Twenty-three times," he corrects.
"You're keeping count?"
His smile turns softer, more genuine. "Of course I am. I'm hoping you'll say yes before we reach fifty."
Something warm flutters in your chest, but you squash it down. "Carlos..."
"I know, I know. The Williams rule." He sighs. "'No dating within the team.' But rules are made to be broken, no?"
"Says the man who got a penalty last race for track limits."
"That was different! The wind—"
"Sainz!" James' voice cuts through the garage. "Stop distracting my best strategist and get to your engineering briefing!"
Carlos stands with exaggerated reluctance. "This isn't over," he warns you playfully.
"It never is with you," you call after him, fighting a smile as he walks backward, still watching you until he nearly trips over a tire.
Emma, your assistant, slides into the seat Carlos vacated. "You know," she says thoughtfully, "the Williams rule isn't actually written anywhere."
"Don't you start."
"I'm just saying, have you seen the way he looks at you when you're explaining race scenarios? Like you're explaining the secrets of the universe instead of tire degradation data."
You feel your cheeks heat up. "He's just... intense about racing."
"Right. That's definitely it. Nothing to do with how he brings you coffee every morning—"
"He brings the whole strategy team coffee!"
"—or how he only sits next to you in briefings—"
"That's because I give the best feedback!"
"—or how he literally lights up every time you walk into a room."
You bury your face in your hands. "I hate you."
"No you don't," she says cheerfully. "You hate that I'm right."
The problem is, she kind of is. You've been fighting this attraction to Carlos since your first day at Williams, when he'd introduced himself by accidentally spilling espresso all over your carefully prepared notes and spent the next hour helping you recreate them, making you laugh despite your initial irritation.
Twenty-three asks later (apparently), and it's getting harder to say no.
Later that afternoon, you're focused on simulation data when a sandwich appears on your desk.
"You missed lunch," Carlos says simply.
You blink at the sandwich, then at him. "I had lunch."
"Coffee is not lunch."
"I'm fine, I'll eat later—"
"You get grumpy when you don't eat properly," he says, pulling up his chair again. "Remember Monaco? When you threw a pen at Alex?"
"He deserved it! He wouldn't stop talking about how cereal is a soup."
Carlos unwraps the sandwich and holds it out expectantly. You take it with a sigh, knowing he won't leave until you eat.
"This doesn't count as a date," you warn him.
His eyes crinkle with amusement. "Sharing a sandwich in the garage while you pretend not to like me? No, this is just Tuesday."
You take a bite to avoid responding, then make an embarrassing sound of appreciation. It's your favorite – prosciutto and mozzarella from that little deli down the street.
"You remembered," you say softly.
"I remember everything about you." He says it so simply, like it's the most natural thing in the world. "Like how you take your coffee, and which pen is your lucky pen, and how you scrunch your nose when you're concentrating really hard..."
"Carlos..."
"And how you always say my name like that when you're trying not to smile."
You throw your napkin at him. "Don't you have somewhere to be?"
"Probably." He makes no move to leave. "But I like it here better."
The garage bustles around you, mechanics and engineers going about their work, but somehow Carlos has this way of making it feel like you're in your own little bubble.
"Twenty-four," he says suddenly.
"What?"
"Would you like to have dinner with me tomorrow night?"
You should say no. You always say no. But...
"Carlos, I—"
"Before you say no," he interrupts quickly, "just... think about it? Really think about it. Because yes, maybe dating within the team is complicated. But isn't everything in F1 complicated? We manage million-dollar cars going three hundred kilometers per hour. We coordinate hundreds of people across different countries. We deal with rain and red flags and rival teams."
He leans forward, and his eyes are so earnest it almost hurts. "But we do it all because some things are worth the complexity. And this?" He gestures between you two. "This feels worth it to me."
Your heart is doing that fluttery thing again. "That was a good speech."
"I practiced it in the mirror."
You laugh despite yourself. "Of course you did."
"Is it working?"
You look at him – really look at him. At the hope in his eyes, the nervous way he's playing with his watch strap, the soft curl falling over his forehead that you've always wanted to brush back.
"If," you say slowly, "and this is a big if... if I said yes, what exactly would you have planned?"
His whole face lights up. "Well, I know this amazing little restaurant in Maranello. Very private, incredible pasta. We could talk about anything except work. I could tell you about growing up in Madrid, you could tell me about your family. Maybe afterwards we could walk through the old town, get gelato..."
"You've really thought about this, haven't you?"
"Only about a hundred times." He grins. "So..."
You take a deep breath. "If – and I mean if – I said yes... you have to promise me something."
"Anything."
"If it doesn't work out, we stay professional. The team comes first."
"Always," he agrees immediately. "Although it will work out."
"Oh? You're that confident?"
His smile turns softer. "I've never been more sure of anything."
And maybe it's the way he's looking at you, or maybe it's Emma's words from earlier echoing in your head, or maybe you're just tired of pretending you don't feel this too.
"Okay," you say quietly.
He blinks. "Okay?"
"Yes. To dinner. Tomorrow night."
For a moment he just stares at you, like he can't quite believe it. Then the biggest smile breaks across his face, the one that makes his eyes crinkle at the corners.
"Really? You're not joking?"
"Don't make me change my mind, Sainz."
He jumps up, practically bouncing with excitement. "You won't regret this, I promise. I'm going to plan the perfect evening. It will be amazing. You're going to fall so in love with me—"
"Carlos!"
"Right, sorry, getting ahead of myself." But he's still beaming. "Tomorrow night then? Eight o'clock?"
You nod, fighting your own smile. "Eight o'clock."
He backs away, still grinning, and this time he actually does trip over a tire. You hear him apologizing to the mechanics in rapid Spanish, but he doesn't stop smiling.
Emma appears as if by magic. "Finally!" she exclaims. "I thought I was going to have to lock you two in the simulator room."
"It's just dinner," you mutter, but you can feel yourself blushing.
"Sure it is." She hands you a file with a knowing look. "Just like it was 'just coffee' when he started bringing it to you every morning, and 'just being nice' when he waited two hours at the track in Malaysia because your flight was delayed."
"Whose side are you on?"
"The side of love, obviously." She dodges your swat. "And maybe the side of the garage betting pool."
"The what?"
But she's already walking away, humming what sounds suspiciously like the Italian national anthem.
You turn back to your work, trying to focus on lap times and tire strategies, but your mind keeps drifting to tomorrow night. To dinner and walks and gelato and the way Carlos looks at you like you're his favorite victory.
Your phone buzzes with a text:
Carlos: Twenty-four was my lucky number anyway 😉
You bite your lip to hold back a smile.
You: Don't push your luck, Sainz
Carlos: Too late. Already the luckiest man in Maranello 💙
And despite all your rules and reservations, you can't help but think that maybe, just maybe, you're pretty lucky too.
After all, some things are worth breaking the rules for.
