❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜
every day in june feels like a countdown to the anniversary of jason’s death , & every day he wakes up with a heavier & heavier weight on his shoulders . jason’s memory already haunted him daily , but this time of year it just gets exhausting , & not for the first time does matt just wish he were normal .
he always used work as a distraction to drown out all those feelings , but even more so now . he knows cash has noticed , & now he only shrugs , barely looking up from his laptop . ❝ that’s the thing . i don’t know what’ll help . ❞ the admission is soft , hollow , but it’s one he’s long since come to terms with .