HOLLI-DAZED !

indie original character // written by celeste

[coolartcorner]

*holds a cat’s paw* you’re the only one i need

[notashipbutanarmada]

*cat desperately tries to pull away*

[bcardwalker]

would like a new url for ms. holliday too but we’ll see what i can come up w/

[phantomemes]

starters  /  prompts taken from hieu minh nguyen’s work ,  not here .  feel free to change pronouns  /  tenses as necessary .

  ❛  it seems important to mention all the things that went wrong  ❜

  ❛  don’t ask if i’m a ghost  ❜

  ❛  i fled and did not return  ❜

  ❛  i cannot love you  ,  if i love you  ,  i will die  ❜

  ❛  for years i chose death  ❜

  ❛  i belong to my mother’s fear  ❜

  ❛  what do you do with tenderness when all you expect is fury ?  ❜

  ❛  he looks like he will keep you safe  ❜

  ❛  any love i find will be treason  ❜

  ❛  why did you bring me here ?  ❜

  ❛  i count the hornets that escape their mouths  ❜

  ❛  i only ask for your laughter  ❜

  ❛  look at me in the old way in this new light  ❜

  ❛  sometimes i wake up and my body does not follow  ❜

  ❛  it wasn’t the same without you  ❜

  ❛  i’m still trying to figure out what it means to stay  ❜

  ❛  it’s all very predictable  ❜

  ❛  how can i love something that isn’t ruined ?  ❜

  ❛  like all agony  ,  there are pleasant moments  ❜

  ❛  i want to be better at lying  ❜

  ❛  i’m afraid if i say it out loud i will cast a curse  ❜

  ❛  some men don’t know they’re hungry until they eat  ❜

  ❛  some spells take years to cast  ❜

  ❛  there are rules you have to follow if you want to survive  ❜

  ❛  i know you’re not supposed to smile back  ❜

  ❛  madness  ,  too  ,  can be cumulative  ❜

  ❛  trying to forget is not the same as leaving  ❜

  ❛  i really should get a sense of humor  ❜

  ❛  i understand no one  ❜

  ❛  i cannot stop him from disappearing  ❜

  ❛  her body was a dress i hung for motivation  ❜

  ❛  you were once and perhaps continue to be the myth you tell to scare yourself  ❜

  ❛  there are countless ways to justify company  ❜

  ❛  you are predictable in your longing  ❜

  ❛  i don’t want to explain a thing  ❜

  ❛  i knew if i just asked him to leave he would have  ❜

  ❛  there are countless ways to open a carcass  ❜

  ❛  all i’ve ever wanted to be was useful  ❜

  ❛  there’s still time to be saved  ❜

  ❛  shut up  ;  i know the story  ,  or at least the lesson  ❜

  ❛  you wont find it  ;  you won’t find whatever you’re looking for  ❜

  ❛  i could get away with being clumsy with knives  ❜

  ❛  i want to study the mechanics of leaving  ❜

  ❛  any adjective can be true if you cry hard enough  ❜

  ❛  i see little futures in the distance but none belong  ❜

  ❛  i am beginning to forget what i expect from the world i always knew  ❜

  ❛  you can’t think of regret as a town you move too when grief snores too loud  ❜

  ❛  in death we belong to everyone  ❜

  ❛  i want to return to my old body  ❜

  ❛  i think the life i want is the life i have  ,  but how can i be sure ?  ❜

[bcardwalker]

omg i always forget holliday and cash / @carbonhands grew up together as best friends, which means she probably big sister’d oakley / @kinetichands until the end of fucking time oh my goddddd 

[bcardwalker]

i’m really just here for the inherent homoeroticism of holliday teaching another girl how to longboard by holding her hips and her hands and helping her along, that’s all

[dailytogcast]

[prettymysticfalls]

Josefine Frida Pettersen at “Skam-Festen” at Sentralen on June 23, 2017 in Oslo, Norway

[malinaa]

not to be an english major (derogatory) but reading books is good for u actually

[artesie]

Josefine Frida Pettersen.

[bcardwalker]

my tags on here are fucking WACK

[skamsource]

[ruescenic]

[bcardwalker]

holly walking out of bill and ted face the music in love with both thea and billie

[sacred-portal]

[deathpt1]

Me n Ethan

[bcardwalker]

holly’s def got the shirt that’s like “yeah i support men’s rights .... men’s rights to shut the fuck up!”

[bcardwalker]

LITTLEXOPHELIA‌

    SHE’S FRESH out of the shower, purple hair dripping onto her grey robe, and she freezes, hand still buried in the towel drying her hair. “i think it was HERO. she’s gotta learn eliza’s part for tuesday… cory can talk to her about it, if you want.”

    “uh huh, sure.” holliday hope ophelia can hear the doubt in her voice. it’s said with a smile, because there’s not really any hard feelings, but maybe next time she’ll consider her shower playlist choices a little more carefully. “i think if it is hero you’d b the perfect person to talk to her about it, yeah? remind her of the house etiquette and all.” holliday glances to ophelia’s dripping violet hair. “made sure to wash all the dye off the porcelain, right? you know that stuff can stain.”

[bcardwalker]

black christmas (2019) wasn’t good but i am thankful that the guy who took my ticket at AMC didn’t ask to see my ID