#caroline rants

[cometchiron]

I was born in the right generation I love yuri and monster energy

[lokis-army-77]

I haven't watched and nor will I watch the new weathering heights movie, but from the shit I have heard that is going down in that bastardization of an adaptation emerald fennell better hope she doesn't see me in the fucking streets.

What the fuck is wrong with you that you interpreted that book in this fucking way? For someone who studied english at oxford, I would expect a lot more. This bitch needs to go get her money back because apparently she didn't learn shit.

[daniallricciardo]

a rant about niall that is way too sappy pls ignore if you so feel:

i had a realization yesterday that the last time i saw 1d in concert, it was the day before Niall’s 22nd birthday.  i was almost 17 and having the best time and just so young and happy.  today, on his 27th birthday, i am under 3 weeks from turning 22.  those 5 years of me catching up to his age at the closing night of OTRA flew by at a rate i am struggling to understand.  it has been around 4 years since the day he surprise-released this town - i was a senior in high school then, and i am a senior in college now.  i can’t believe how much of my life i have spent admiring, thinking about, and loving him - over 8 years now.  i have watched him grow, mature, laugh, and love, and at the same time, i got to do the same.  i love him every day of the year, but it’s days like today when I realize just how much he has meant to me for almost half of my life.  his presence has shaped me - how could it not - and im proud to have always supported and loved him.  his talent, his beauty, and his maturity have only grown, and it is surreal and a privilege that we have gotten to watch him become who he is. anyways, i can’t wait to see what he does next, and if the last 10 years indicate anything, its that he will only get better for the next 10. happy 27th to the actual king of my heart 💕💕

anyways TLDR i love niall also support him and stream HBW also everything he has ever released

[carolinestudys]

I’m going to my dream school, now what?

In my senior year, I asked my parents if I could apply to Cornell University early decision because I was so sure of my love for it. My parents and I fought about it night after night- fighting about financial aid, distance, price, future career goals etc.- and it ended with me not applying to Cornell early decision.

In about a month, I’ll be moving into my dorm at Cornell University. I should be full of excitement, but weirdly I’m not. My love for Cornell has diminished greatly, almost as if now that I actually did it, that this dream of mine was actually attainable, that it has lost all appeal. I no longer find it impressive, or something I should be proud of, it’s almost like, if I did it, everyone must be able to. 

I recognize this is most likely imposter syndrome, but still I have a whole in my life now. Since I was 14, I have been working towards getting into an ivy league school and now that I’m going to one I don’t know what to do next. My only goal for five years was to get into this school and now that I have accomplished this- I have no other goals. 

I guess, my other goals could be doing well in school, getting a job, moving to my dream city but those all seem so far away. Right now, I’m 19 and I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t have a test to study for, I don’t have an extracurricular to participate in, I have nothing to do. 

I think this has a lot to do with the fact in high school, I didn’t really develop habits or hobbies that I enjoyed but just ones that I thought would look good on my college application so now that my college application part of my life is finished, I have no hobbies. 

So essentially, I’m 19 and I have imposter syndrome and know nothing about myself.  

[cometchiron]

Hey! So I'm working on a Horror Dating Sim thats about being stalked by an artist who views you as his muse. It's current title is "My Muse" but that might be subject to change LOL. Anyways if your interested in the game check out my blog for it @my-muse-game <3 I'll post game updates theres, and also doodles of the characters!

[cometchiron]

Im gonna go to my first actual party this halloween OUH Im excited

[cometchiron]

Love seeing people in my notifs that Arent Actually Mutuals but we're spiritually connected. I do not follow you, you do not follow me. But we like eachothers posts anyway. As god intended

[cometchiron]

I just dyed my hair blue without gloves and I feel like Lady Macbeth trying to wash her hands of blood