#carpisma 11

[your-hands-are-cold]

“Söyle o çocuğa, onu çok seven biri var… çok”

[academyofbrokenhearts]

The fact that he’s brave and honest enough to admit that he’s nervous. The way she takes his hand to reassure him, and his absolutely stunned expression. The fact that he looks absolutely miserable when she talks about their first meeting. The fact that she once again reminds him that she forgave him completely and that she feels secure and loved by his side.

They are perfect, and if the writer won’t give them a happy ending, I will be very angry.

[academyofbrokenhearts]

Their first official date as a couple, awwww.

I absolutely LOVE how Kerem literally cannot believe that this is happening to him, and tbh SAME Kerem, she is absolutely stunning, no wonder you’re completely swept off your feet.

[academyofbrokenhearts]

Now it’s Cemre’s turn to talk about her insecurities - namely, Meral. To his credit, Kerem acknowledges the fact that Meral is indeed an issue in their relationship. Then he says that a man in love is blind, and Meral took advantage of that, while Cemre opened his eyes and reminded him of who he really was, and that he will not look at the person who blinded him, but at the person who helped him see. I melted, tbh. Kerem’s capacity of saying “I love you” without actually saying the words is absolutely amazing.

[academyofbrokenhearts]

There are many things that stop me from truly loving Kadir, but the way he supports Kerem is definitely not one of them. He even wants to lend him money for his planned bike repair shop (and Kerem refuses because he’s, well, Kerem). As a side note, I loled when Meral approached them at one point, and Kerem basically shooed her away, and then complained to Kadir that the house turned into a minefield. Amazing.

[academyofbrokenhearts]

This is the worst CemKer scene up until this point. Yes, worse than the stabbing scene, and that’s something.

The background: Kerem is told by the owner of the place he wanted to rent that he will receive the place for free for the first two months, on account of only the small advance he had already paid in order to retain it for a week. Then Demir calls him, meets him and makes some extremely rude comments regarding Cemre, suggesting that she already put “a leash” on Kerem. They subsequently fight, but Demir’s allusions have made Kerem suspicious, so he goes to the owner and forces him to tell the truth - namely, that Cemre paid the rent in advance. Then he calls Cemre, asks her if it’s true that she paid the money for the place, and when she confirms it, he pretty much dumps her on the spot, asking her what are they for each other, why does she intrude in his life when she only knows him “for a couple of days”, and telling her she does not know how to love, which is particularly harsh, if I might add, for Cemre, who grew up without a mother, and whose ex cheated on her with her step mother. And indeed, the poor girl is so destroyed that she cannot even defend herself; she just stays there and takes it all, too stunned to even cry.

While I do agree that Cemre made a mistake going behind Kerem’s back, especially when she knew that he was particularly sensitive to their wealth difference, it annoys me to no end that Kerem danced exactly how Meral predicted. Meral actually calls Demir following this scene and tells him point blank that Kerem “can say extremely harsh things, I know that,” which can only mean that she witnessed Kerem saying similar things in the past; she might have even been a target of his anger.

[academyofbrokenhearts]

me last week: yay CEMKER KISS I TOTALLY APPROVE OF THIS MY LOVE AT FIRST STAB OTP IS FINALLY TOGETHER

me this week: aaaaaand apparently this lasted for like five minutes lmao what did I expect from a show that killed a woman and a kid in the first episode

[academyofbrokenhearts]

The saddest thing is that, while Kerem gets to vent in front of Kadir, Cemre is reduced to sobbing all alone in her car, because she has no one left on her side (as Zeynep is busy with her own issues). I’m so sad for her; she did not deserve this.

And of course, because the universe apparently hates her now, she receives a call from Belma, who informs her that Selim had a heart attack (which, as we saw in a previous scene, is related to the doctor who helped deliver Cemre and who apparently knows something about the murder of Cemre’s mum).