i made art for a recent fic about beverly being annoyed by will & deanna's nonsense
https://archiveofourown.org/works/67240294
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i made art for a recent fic about beverly being annoyed by will & deanna's nonsense
https://archiveofourown.org/works/67240294
also an unused image:
february
Edgeworth's therapist suggests he tries to be more social, so he asks Maya to dinner.
[ao3 link]
He’d been going to therapy for several years.
Unpacking the trauma left behind by what happened to his father and then being raised by his father’s killer would still take plenty more years, but Edgeworth was proud of himself for coming as far as he had.
His therapist was helping him dissect and understand what Manfred von Karma had put him through, and she was doing her best to help lessen the effects that earthquakes and elevators had on his heart and mind. There was no way he’d ever react completely rationally during an earthquake, but he was happy to have gotten past the point where he’d collapse to the ground and be inconsolable for an embarrassing amount of time.
Dr. Endens’ most recent suggestions for Edgeworth were the most challenging he’d faced in a while: getting out and socializing more. Everyone knew he was a workaholic - he was passionate about his work and very good at it, and being Chief Prosecutor wasn’t something he could just turn off at five o’clock. But she was right, of course. He did need to socialize more.
The question was: how? And with whom?
He had a group of people he was friendly with. Sort of. He was friendly with a lot of people at the Prosecutor’s Office and some of the detectives down at the station. He was friendly with Wright, and through him had other associates and acquaintances that he’d consider almost friends. And there was, of course, Larry. But Edgeworth didn’t think he could ever bring himself to willingly socialize with Larry Butz. Not one-on-one, at least.
But they didn’t invite him to social functions anymore. Most of the time he rejected their invitations, and eventually they stopped asking. He didn’t fault them for that. But it meant that if he wanted to socialize…he’d have to initiate.
Edgeworth didn’t even know where to start.
Dr. Endens probably wouldn’t expect him to actually make any progress in the two weeks between appointments, but he felt a desire to surprise her by doing more than expected. If only he could think of anything.
When they were younger, it was easier to occasionally spend time with Wright (and Maya, who was always by his side). They’d see one another at the courthouse and get lunch together, talking about cases they were on. But things had changed: Wright had a lot more responsibility and a family to take care of, so his free time was usually pretty filled and Edgeworth felt uncomfortable at the thought of pulling him away from his daughter.
So he threw himself into his work, as per usual, keeping Dr. Endens’ suggestion in the back of his mind in case he did come across anything. Perhaps he’d see a poster advertising an upcoming social event that he could suggest to Wright or Gumshoe, who would then bring all of their family and friends. That wasn’t the worst idea.
Three days after his most recent appointment, Edgeworth was still without anything concrete. He was, however, getting a lot of work done, and that was much more important.
“Knock, knock!”
Edgeworth looked up from his desk, an eyebrow raised at the sound of a familiar voice saying the words knock, knock while simultaneously knocking on his door. “Come in,” he answered, confident he knew who was there, but wanting to see her face before he said the wrong name.
As expected, Maya Fey’s head popped up around the side of the door and she smiled brightly at him. “Hi, Mr. Edgeworth!” she said cheerfully, giving him a small wave.
It'd been a few weeks since he last saw Maya Fey - her work as the Master kept her in Kurain more often than not. It was nice to see her, though. She was one of the few people that Edgeworth considered himself friendly with, maybe even to the point of calling her his friend, and he hoped she felt the same.
“Maya,” he responded, releasing a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. Though they hadn’t spent too much time together, he always found himself feeling relaxed around her. She had a very calming presence when she wasn't in danger. “What can I help you with?”
She stepped further into the room, revealing a small manila folder in her hands. “Nick was gonna bring this over later today, but I was already heading in this direction so I thought I’d help you both out!”
“Oh, thank you,” he said as she walked closer and held out the folder. He took it from her and quickly glanced inside, making sure that it was the correct paperwork. Both Wright and Maya could be a bit airheaded at times, so it was always good to double-check. “I hope you didn’t have to go out of your way.”
“Aw, no! It’s no problem!” Maya clasped her hands together in front of her, smiling at him as if they were much closer than they really were. “I’m always happy to see you! And it’s cool to be in such a fancy office. Nick’s is nothing compared to this!”
Edgeworth couldn’t help but let out a quiet chuckle at that - though a small part of his brain was focused a little too intensely on her saying she was always happy to see him . He liked Maya, and found her surprisingly easy to spend time with. She was one of the least judgemental people he knew, and would probably say yes to any social invitation so long as there was food involved.
“Thankfully, I don’t have to share my office space with a magician,” he commented jokingly, not wanting to talk too much about the differences between his and Wright’s socioeconomic statuses.
“Not yet! But with all the whackadoos they hire here, you never know if the next big prosecutor will be pulling updated autopsy reports out of a hat!” Maya laughed at her own joke, then took a few seconds to look at all the decor in his office. “So classy,” she mumbled, half-serious.
Edgeworth watched her for a moment, an idea coming to mind. He was very grateful that she’d brought him the paperwork, and he had what could become a potential one-on-one social opportunity that evening. Dr. Endens mentioned that socializing as a way of expressing gratitude was one of the easier ways to initiate it. And…he felt like he could spend time with Maya without feeling too awkward. She’d be encouraging and he’d be taking a step in the right direction without too much risk of embarrassment.
With a deep breath, he stood up from his desk chair and interrupted her absentminded commentary about one of the books on his shelf. “Maya,” he started, trying not to stare down at the papers on his desk. “Are you, by any chance, free this evening?”
She turned to him and stared with a very confused expression, then glanced away and back to his face multiple times. “I, uh…I am, yeah.”
He took another deep breath. Being social was difficult enough - initiating social activities was the worst. “There's a new restaurant opening tonight just a few blocks from here. Would you like to go?” He wasn't an expert on Maya Fey by any means, but he knew how much she loved food. It seemed like a good idea. Something she would enjoy.
Maya’s cheeks lit up with a bright red blush and she smiled, holding her hands together in front of her. “R-Really? I mean…yeah, that sounds great! But…are you gonna be able to get a table?”
There was absolutely no chance that Edgeworth was going to tell her that he already had a standing reservation that he'd made weeks ago - somehow, admitting that he enjoyed going to new restaurants by himself was not something he felt comfortable confessing. He had so many people he was friendly with who would certainly go with him if he simply invited them. But that was the hard part.
“I have my ways,” he answered simply, smirking. Better that she think he was cool and influential rather than terribly, awkwardly lonely. “I'll send you their website so you can look at the menu ahead of time.”
Maya seemed oddly, unexpectedly shy when she responded. “Okay, yeah. Yeah! This’ll be fun!” She played with her bangs for a moment, then asked, “Is it a fancy place? Should I…what should I wear?”
“I suppose it looks, um, fancy,” he answered as he copied the website link to their messaging chat, “but your clothes should be fine. They're religiously significant and certainly wouldn't be seen as casual.”
She held one hand to her chin in thought, like she was still deciding.
Edgeworth didn't want such a small thing to add any unnecessary stress to what he hoped would be a pleasant evening. “If it helps at all, I'll be wearing this,” he said, motioning to the magenta suit he was known for.
Maya smiled at that, and clapped her hands together in front of her. “That does help, actually. So what time are you picking me up?”
Of course - though the restaurant was only a few blocks from his office, he shouldn't expect her to walk all the way from Wright's office to his twice in one day. The reservation (that he’d need to adjust from one person to two people) was set for 7:30, so… “7:10,” he answered.
“So specific!” Maya responded, still smiling, and she walked closer to his desk. “I'll be ready and waiting at 7:10, then.”
The blush across her cheeks had lightened, but Edgeworth noted that she still looked quite shyer than usual. He hoped he wasn't making her uncomfortable. “And of course there's no obligation to go, so please don't force yourself if you'd rather not,” he suddenly said, wishing he was more confident in these situations.
Maya playfully pushed a hand against his shoulder. “You can't back out now!” Then she did a little spin and walked towards the door, leaning against it as she looked back at him. “I'm expecting you at exactly 7:10! Don't be late, okay?”
Edgeworth nodded, smiling awkwardly as she shut the door behind her. He was proud of himself for getting out there and attempting sociability, even if there was a mountain of sweat trailing down his back.
He needed to get back to work, clearly.
x
Edgeworth left the garage of the Prosecutor's Office a little after 7, hoping to arrive at Wright’s office slightly early (or right on time, depending on traffic). He wondered if Maya told Wright about their outing - hopefully she didn't invite him along, since it would be a lot more difficult to alter his reservation again so last-minute.
He would try, of course, if they asked. But his attempts at being more social would also be easier one step at a time - or in this case, one person at a time.
Without giving it much more thought, Edgeworth enjoyed the classical music radio station for the remainder of his drive and was satisfied to see that the street in front of Wright's office was empty as ever. He parked and checked his pocket watch for the time - one minute early, just as planned.
Edgeworth walked up to the office door and knocked twice, wondering briefly if Maya was the type of woman to take a long time to get ready. He'd heard plenty of jokes from Larry about women and delays, but Maya didn't seem like the type of person to waste time like that.
When the door opened, he was greeted by a very unexpected sight.
Maya Fey was wearing a surprisingly tasteful evening gown - in the familiar purple color that he associated with her, and she'd done her hair differently - partially tied up but with loose braids around her face, and if he wasn't mistaken, she was even wearing makeup.
He knew that he was usually overdressed for events; suddenly he felt underdressed.
Not quite sure how to react, Edgeworth blinked down at her a few times, and finally opened his mouth to let out an absolutely humiliating, “I don't think I've ever seen you in such a normal outfit.”
Maya rolled her eyes and laughed, elbowing him lightly in the chest. “I thought this would be a good night to try something different! Do you like it?”
She did a little spin and Edgeworth couldn't stop himself from smiling. “You look lovely, Maya,” he answered honestly. Hopefully she didn't take that the wrong way and think he was being inappropriate. She really did look good, though. The dress fit her perfectly and he was glad to have given her an opportunity to wear it.
“Aw! Thank you, Miles!”
He didn't have even a moment to react to her calling him by his first name - not that he had any objections, it was just not something that anyone did - before she'd grabbed the lapels of his jacket and tugged his face down so she could give him a kiss on the cheek.
Edgeworth felt his face heating up as she let go and he straightened back up to his full height. He wasn't quite a foot taller than her, but it was close enough that she had to drag him down far to reach.
He was understandably embarrassed about what just occurred. It’d been a very long time since anyone had kissed him. A very long time. He also didn’t understand why she’d kissed him, but…he knew that Maya was a very affectionate person. She'd always been quicker to hug or link arms or lay her hand on his shoulder, so it wasn't unusual to think she'd be quick to kiss as well.
His blush deepened at his own thoughts and he tried to shake off the sentiment by focusing on the conversation. “I, uh, yes, of course. Are you ready to leave?”
“Yes! Let's go before Nick realizes you're here and starts badgering you,” she said with a chuckle, grabbing her jacket and purse before closing the door behind her.
“I'm sure if he needs to talk to me, he'll just call me tomorrow,” Edgeworth responded with a shrug.
The drive was fairly quick - getting from Wright’s office to the Prosecutor’s Office took less than five minutes by car, and Edgeworth just planned to park there since he always had a free spot and it was in a nice location in the middle of town. One of the many perks of being Chief Prosecutor.
Maya was noticeably quiet on the drive and the walk to the restaurant - polite, of course, and she answered him when prompted and participated in light conversation, but it didn’t escape his notice that they passed by a man wearing a Steel Samurai t-shirt and she didn’t say anything about it.
Though he thought that was a bit odd for Maya, Edgeworth chalked it up to her wanting to have a fancy night on the town. The dress she was wearing looked mature and elegant and it would’ve seemed out of place for her to start chatting with some stranger about a children’s television program. That made enough sense for him to decide not to ask her about it, anyway.
The restaurant was only a few blocks from his office, just as he’d said, and Maya seemed happy that they were led to their seats almost immediately after walking in.
“It’s like being out with a celebrity,” Maya commented jokingly as they followed the waiter.
Edgeworth shook his head. “I suppose I have a reputation for having high expectations,” he responded, hoping that made him sound classy rather than snooty.
They got to the table and Edgeworth pulled out Maya’s seat for her, not completely surprised to see her blush and smile politely before sitting down. She’d been acting a bit nervous during their time together and he was starting to wonder if he’d pushed this onto her too quickly. Maybe he should’ve started with a friendly chat over tea instead of dinner. But the timing just worked out so well…
They chatted idly as the waiter brought water and menus, Maya didn’t ask for a soda or a cocktail or anything which Edgeworth, once again, thought was odd. He remembered her ordering colorful drinks whenever they were available when she was younger. Perhaps she’d grown out of that.
He glanced at the menu, though he’d looked it over on their website beforehand so he wouldn’t have to spend much time deciding. They had a Mediterranean salmon dish that sounded quite good and he’d chosen it quickly.
Based on how much Maya was eyeballing the menu, he had a feeling she didn’t look online before they came. Which was fine. He knew that not everyone did that - he’d gotten used to it over the years because of being a picky eater when he was young.
While she was focused on that, he glanced around the room at the other patrons. The restaurant was a bit darker than he preferred, but each table had a flickering candle between the diners. Which worked nicely, since every single table seated two.
Hm. Well, that was interesting, wasn’t it? Usually there was a wider variety of groups at restaurants, but as he looked fully around the room, Edgeworth noted that every single table was just two people. Each set of two seemed generally around the same age, so he could safely assume that most (if not all) of them were dates.
Edgeworth knew going into their night together that any onlooker would assume they were on a date. That didn’t matter to him - he’d never cared about the gender of the people he spent time with and didn’t pay any attention to what others assumed because of it. But if he’d unintentionally taken them to a restaurant that was specifically catering to couples, then he’d put himself and Maya into a very awkward position.
“Okay, I know what I’m getting!” Maya announced, a smile on her face. “Everything sounds so good, though.”
The smile on her face made him relax. Perhaps he was overthinking things.
But then Maya glanced around the room just as he had. And then that blush on her cheeks reappeared and she started playing with her hair a bit and she was probably very uncomfortable.
He felt an urge to apologize and explain that he didn’t realize, but the waiter came back to take their orders. “The Mediterranean salmon, please. Caesar salad. And a glass of Sauvignon blanc.”
“And for you, miss?”
“Can I get the chicken burrata salad? With the av-goh-lee-mono soup?”
Though she and the waiter kept speaking for a few moments, Edgeworth could suddenly only hear white noise. He barely even registered her mispronunciation.
A salad?
Maya Fey had ordered…a salad?
For dinner?
For a meal?
Sure, yes, it had meat and cheese in it. But…still. He’d never, in all the years he’d known her, seen her order a salad. And after spending hours listening to Wright complain about Maya’s eating habits, he was pretty confident that she didn’t eat healthy any other time, either.
So…what was different? Was she just in a strange mood? Was it a particularly good-sounding salad? He supposed it didn’t sound bad, looking at the description on the menu before handing it over to the waiter. But it didn’t stand out as anything spectacular.
Just as Edgeworth was about to ask her about it, he was mentally dragged back to his paranoid thoughts from before they’d ordered.
“Oh, my God! Yes! Yes, I will!”
Dozens of people in the room started clapping - including Maya - and Edgeworth turned around to see a couple at a table on the other end of the room were hugging and kissing. The shorter of the two men shouted something about getting married and held his hand up high, clearly showing off the ring on his finger.
That pretty much sealed his paranoia. This was a distinctly romantic restaurant and Edgeworth had dragged Maya Fey, his platonic acquaintance/friend whom he enjoyed spending time with, to it without warning her ahead of time.
He felt near-mortified at such a social misstep. He had definitely gone too far, too fast. He should’ve started with tea.
But Dr. Endens’ voice appeared in his head - she would tell him to take a breath, assess the situation rationally, and explain himself before assuming that his associates were angry with him. So he took that deep breath and opened his mouth.
But then the waiter came back with their starters. That was quick.
“That was fast!” Maya said cheerfully as the waiter smiled down at her.
Edgeworth supposed that starter salads and soups were prepared ahead of time, which explained the speed. Plus, well. His aforementioned reputation.
Maya dug into her soup immediately, looking like she was absolutely starved. Edgeworth ate a few bites of his salad, but he still wanted to address the elephant in the room. He wanted to make sure that Maya wasn’t uncomfortable, and also make sure she knew that he didn’t have any unspoken intentions when he asked her out to dinner.
He swallowed a bite, drank a sip of wine, and took another deep breath. “Maya.”
“Hm?”
“I want to make sure you know that I didn’t mean to put any expectations on this dinner,” he said quickly, hoping he was being clear. “I must’ve missed the part of their website where they mentioned the…atmosphere here.”
Maya blinked at him slowly, then tilted her head to the side. “Huh?”
“I…I didn't realize this place would be so…romantic,” he said quietly, feeling embarrassed. Their outing looked like a date. He couldn't pretend otherwise, especially when they were literally surrounded by couples of all ages.
“You didn't?” she asked genuinely, spoon in her mouth.
Edgeworth turned his head away from her stare, blush rising to his cheeks again. “I apologize, Maya. I didn't know anything about this.” He wouldn't have been surprised if she was uncomfortable, and felt an urge to offer her an out despite the fact that they'd already ordered.
“Oh. Oh. You don't know what day it is, do you?” Maya asked, an amused smile forming on her face.
He was confused by the sudden question. “It's…February 14th, isn't it?”
Maya tilted her head forward slightly. “Sure is. And do you know what else?”
Edgeworth glared at her in confusion. What else? The date was the date. It was February 14th. It was…oh.
Oh.
“I'm an idiot,” he grumbled, covering his blushing face with his hands.
Maya laughed, stirring her spoon around her soup bowl, as if some sort of pressure had been released. “This explains so much!” she said with a chuckle. “I was like, wow, Mr. Edgeworth, this is all so sudden!”
He reached out and grabbed his wine, drinking it slowly as she laughed at him. It didn't evade his notice that she was calling him Mr. Edgeworth again. What had changed, exactly? Now she knew he was an idiot who didn't pay attention to non-bank holidays? Probably.
As he continued to drink the wine, Maya got the waiter’s attention, ordered ‘whatever you have that's closest to mozzarella sticks!’, and then she continued giggling at his social faux-pas before excusing herself to the bathroom.
She walked away quickly and Miles was struck by a sudden realization.
Maya Fey had thought that he asked her out on a romantic date. On Valentine’s Day. And not only had she accepted, but she also dressed up especially nice and had ordered food that was more socially acceptable than her usual choices.
She was trying to make a good impression.
On him.
…she wanted to be on a date with him .
Edgeworth felt the back of his neck get sweaty. He knew what that meant, logically. It meant that Maya Fey, at the very least , was attracted to him. And at the very most, she saw potential in a romantic relationship between them.
He needed more wine before he spiraled into thinking about the situation further.
He barely ever thought about things like romance or sex. As a man who could barely maintain friendships, the thought of romance stayed far away from his mind. And it always had, so it wasn't something that generally appealed to him from women or men or anyone.
But…’barely ever’ wasn't never.
Maya Fey was not someone he'd considered as an option before, if he was being honest with himself. She was quite a few years younger than him, and more than that…she was the best friend of Phoenix Wright , one of his closest friends and rivals.
(One of his closest friends was a man he didn't speak to for seven years. It was no wonder his therapist put so much emphasis on getting him to socialize more.)
Given the circumstances they were currently in, Edgeworth took a moment to…consider her.
He enjoyed spending time with her. They'd been friendly for several years, even if their interactions were few and far between. She was charmingly upbeat, pleasant, friendly…and also very beautiful. He'd never noticed that before, and felt a little ignorant having come to the realization only after seeing her in different clothes. How shallow was he?
The idea that she could have an interest in him made Edgeworth very, very nervous. He wasn’t unused to attention from women (and men), but they were always strangers. When someone knew him better, knew his personality and his habits, they tended to lose interest. Not that he particularly cared, it was just a pattern he’d noticed over the years.
Maya, however, did know him. Quite well, in fact. She’d been present for some of the darkest times in his life, just as he had for her. And yet she still said yes to what she thought was a…a romantic outing.
A Valentine’s Day date.
Edgeworth knew his cheeks were bright red. Thankfully, he could blame that on the wine. He was thoroughly embarrassed by his social blunder, thoroughly embarrassed by the idea of being on a date, thoroughly embarrassed that he forgot about Valentine’s Day, and thoroughly embarrassed that a small part of him wished he hadn’t said anything at all.
She was taking her time in the bathroom, so Edgeworth let his mind wander while he picked at his salad. If they’d gone through the entire evening with her thinking it was a date and him not knowing, then…how would it have ended?
…would she have tried to kiss him?
He tugged at his cravat, which suddenly felt very tight. He didn’t know how he would’ve reacted to something like that. He probably would’ve turned into a statue, completely unmoving, and she would’ve been put-off and then that would’ve been the end of that. Just another in a long list of social failures for Chief Prosecutor Miles Edgeworth.
“Would you like more wine, sir?”
“Yes.” Edgeworth answered the waiter faster and more urgently than he meant to, and of course that was also the moment that Maya came back from the bathroom.
The waiter didn’t say anything, just refilled his glass and walked away, but Maya chuckled and tugged some hair behind her ear. “Woww, almost being on a date with me is just that bad, huh?”
She was clearly trying to be humorous, but Edgeworth felt much too nervous and awkward to play along. Instead, he cleared his throat and shook his head. “Not at all, Maya. I was just…” He took a moment to sigh. “...just embarrassed, I suppose.”
“It’s all good,” she answered with a smile and a shrug. “I, um…I get the feeling you’ve never really been one for Valentine’s Day. One of the many reasons why I was so surprised!”
“Is it that obvious?” He felt like she was trying to alleviate his embarrassment, but that just made it worse.
And yet, she still said yes.
Edgeworth started on his new glass of wine. It was the same as the previous, but tasted better somehow.
“Completely obvious,” she answered cheekily. “It’s okay. Not like I’ve ever celebrated either!”
Absentmindedly, he thought that was strange. A holiday centered around candy and gifts and love seemed perfectly fitting for someone like Maya Fey. But then he thought about where and how she was raised - Kurain Village likely didn’t celebrate such holidays.
“Here’s your fried cheese, ma’am,” the waiter said gently as he placed the mozzarella sticks in front of her.
Maya smiled and dug into them immediately, letting out a sound of satisfaction as she initiated a loud, textured crunch.
Edgeworth was happy for the distraction, allowing him to collect himself for a moment. He was struggling to get over the information about Maya that he'd deduced, but watching her loudly chew a stick of cheese was helping.
It was that moment when his phone buzzed, and Edgeworth was surprised to see he had a text message from Phoenix Wright.
You really didn't know it was Valentine's Day? Lame.
Edgeworth's cheeks burned and he put his phone away - not wanting to be rude and also too embarrassed to deal with the fact that Wright knew about his blunder. He couldn't even be mad at Maya for sharing - she was obviously embarrassed as well. And, based on her comment about Wright from the beginning of the evening, it sounded like he was already aware of their outing.
And, of course, she'd undoubtedly told Wright that it was a date.
Edgeworth grabbed his water that time, not wanting to overdo it on the wine. He was genuinely surprised that Wright didn't accost him during the day. He'd always been very protective of Maya (for good reason, since she was such a trouble magnet).
“I…I know it's beating a dead horse at this point,” Edgeworth started slowly, “but I'd like to apologize again. This was an entirely avoidable misunderstanding.”
She smiled radiantly at him and finished off another mozzarella stick. “Ahh, it's okay! Really! It's not like anyone else is gonna take me to a fancy dinner,” she answered with a chuckle.
Something about her response didn't sit quite well with him and Edgeworth frowned. Without even realizing his mouth was open, he said, “That can't be true.”
Maya tilted her head to the side. “What do you mean?”
Edgeworth's mouth suddenly filled with sand as he realized that he'd spoken out loud. His thought process was quite simple: she was very pretty, outspoken, charming, and easy to talk to, so it didn't make sense for her to be without suitors. He could not bring himself to say any of that out loud for a multitude of reasons, so he opted instead to stare at her and repeatedly open and close his mouth like a fish.
They dealt with a terribly awkward few seconds before Maya spoke again, almost like she knew he’d spoken without meaning to. “Ohhh, you mean because I’m so beaaaautiful and funny and nice to talk to, the boys should be lining up?” she said jokingly, striking a few poses and giving him a cheeky grin.
Breath returned to his lungs and Edgeworth was able to speak again. “Um- yes. Something like that,” he answered. He could tell she was joking, being a bit self-deprecating, and he desperately wanted to stop her from doing that. But he couldn’t argue without complimenting her physically and the idea of doing so made his neck start to sweat again.
Maya chuckled and the conversion paused for a moment as their food arrived and was placed quietly in front of them. As soon as the waiter left, she smiled back at Edgeworth. “Well, I guess looks aren’t enough anymore! Not like I can meet guys anyway - the only men that come to Kurain are channeling clients and lawyers trying to get me un-kidnapped again.”
That comment brought a small smile to Edgeworth’s face, just for a second, and then he looked down at his food like it was the most interesting thing in the world. “I see,” he responded, feeling awkward as ever. “That makes sense, I suppose.”
In a good-natured attempt to lighten the mood, Maya reached her fork out and stole a little bit of the couscous off of Edgeworth’s plate. “It’s okay though! I’m happy to spend Valentine’s Day with you even if it’s not a date!” she said happily.
And then, very quickly, she looked embarrassed. She ate that bite of couscous and then moved onto her own food, shoveling it into her mouth, and that seemed to be the end of the conversation.
Edgeworth replayed her last sentence in his head. Even if it’s not a date. Implying that she’d be happier if it was a date. He could feel his neck starting to sweat again.
It was clear that Maya didn’t mean to say that, based on how she was stuffing her face with food to prevent herself from talking anymore. He understood the urge very well.
They stuck to simpler topics for the rest of the meal - updates on Wright and other shared friends of theirs, local news and goings-on, Franziska and her many adventures, and even the new Steel Samurai movie after some light goading. He wasn’t particularly excited for it - he hadn’t been interested in newer updates to the franchise in years. But Maya tried to keep up just in case there were any diamonds in the rough, which he commended. She even promised to let him know if there was anything worth checking out.
Everything felt lighter after they moved on from their social struggles - Edgeworth found himself genuinely enjoying the time spent with Maya, even when he had to point out that she had a piece of food stuck to her cheek.
It was oddly cute to watch her try and get it with her tongue and then give up and use her napkin. Then Edgeworth felt very wrong for thinking such a thing. But he wasn't wrong. She was cute. She’s Maya.
He excused himself to the bathroom after that, finished with his food and wanting to wash his hands. And also he needed a little break from socializing so much and coming to a very disturbing realization that he was finding himself oh-so-slightly attracted to Maya Fey. Which was completely and one-hundred percent uncomfortable to think about. He’d known her for such a long time and he’d never thought of her in that way, not even once. She’d always been a friendly, calming face - someone who inspired him to be stronger and more outspoken, just as Wright did, and one of the associates in his life that made him want to be a better person. Being the prosecutor on the case of Mia Fey - actively accusing and charging Maya with her own sister’s murder - was still a weight on his shoulders. Especially since Maya came to his rescue just a few months later without hesitation.
There weren’t enough thank yous in the world to express his gratitude to her. But being grateful to someone wasn’t a reason to date them, and being grateful to Maya wasn’t the reason he was suddenly feeling a certain kind of way about her.
He’d felt a desire to spend more time with her, acted on that impulse, then found himself humiliated and somehow still he wanted to spend more time with her.
It had to mean something, he was pretty sure. Combined with the fact that an annoying part of his brain kept repeating the word cute every time he looked at her, it was hard to pretend that he wasn't dealing with some unfamiliar feelings.
Edgeworth washed his hands for what felt like the fifth time when he came to a decision. He was going to take a chance, for the first time in a very long time.
If Maya saw potential between them, then she must’ve had reasons to. She wasn't as logic-based as Edgeworth, but she wouldn't have come up with the idea out of thin air.
He walked back over to their table only to find Maya talking to the waiter - he handed her the check and walked off.
Edgeworth sat down, a bit confused. “You don’t want to get dessert?” he asked.
“Ahh, I mean, some of them looked pretty good, but I figure we should head out,” she answered, a light blush on her cheeks as she avoided eye contact.
Edgeworth understood what she was doing. She was giving him an out, an opportunity to end their not-quite-a-date early and save the both of them some awkwardness and embarrassment.
“I see,” he responded quietly, reaching out for the check. He was not going to take the out, but he also didn’t want to overstep and make her uncomfortable. So no dessert at the restaurant, that was fine. They were in a nice part of town and he had other ideas.
Maya was playing with her hair - cute - when the waiter came back to take his card, and she gave Edgeworth a small smile. “Thank you for this. I'm sorry I made it weird, but this was really nice!”
He glanced up at her, unsurprised to see that she was blushing again. “You did no such thing, Maya. The blunder was mine,” he said softly, fighting an urge to tap his fingertips against the table. “I’ve had a nice time as well.”
Conversation stalled once again as the waiter came back - Edgeworth left a sizable tip (and not only because Maya was staring directly at his hand while he was signing, he always left good tips!), and they made their way out of the restaurant. Maya took the lead, waving goodbye to every waiter and waitress they passed on the way.
Which was very cute of her to do.
They stepped outside - the air was cooler than earlier in the evening, but still warm for February.
Maya chuckled and moved her hands to the back of her neck, leaving them there as some sort of comfort while she looked up and down the street. “Back to the car, then?” she asked, already starting to walk towards the Prosecutor's Office.
It was now or never, Edgeworth decided. Though he knew that was an exaggeration and he could always attempt to remedy their situation later, he wanted to try living in the moment. Make Dr. Endens proud.
“Actually…”
Maya turned her head, staring at him with a confused expression.
“... there's a patisserie a few blocks from here that's open late,” Edgeworth continued, crossing his arms over his chest defensively. “I…think you would like it.”
She blinked at him. “Yeah?”
“Also, um…” He took a deep breath, willing himself to say the next thing he wanted to say. It was very difficult. But he really wanted to say it. “You can, ah…” he continued quietly, trying not to bring attention to how embarrassed he was, “...continue to call me Miles, if you'd like. I don't mind.”
Maya looked surprised for a second, then smiled brightly at him. Her smile was contagious, which really helped ease him out of his embarrassed misery.
“Okay Miles… ” Maya said cheekily, looking much more confident than a moment earlier. “I can do that!”
She didn't question his invitation to continue their not-date, which he very much appreciated. The walk to the patisserie would only take them a few minutes, and she instead filled the silence with idle talk about some of the outfits they saw along the street.
He offered small affirmations that he'd heard her - too distracted by the fact that his hand was dangling very close to hers as they walked along. Their hands even brushed briefly, which he knew from reading the occasional romantic novel was his opportunity to grab her hand.
Edgeworth’s other hand, in his pocket, twitched at the thought. He was very bad at this, he knew that. But she put a lot of effort into trying to impress him for the evening, so he wanted to do the same.
He reached his dangling hand closer to hers, fully intending to try and grab it.
Unfortunately, she'd leaned a little bit to the left just as he did that and her hand was slightly out of reach. So all that happened was his pinky finger brushed against her palm, and his confidence depleted immediately.
Edgeworth internally cursed himself and turned his head away from Maya, glad that she didn't seem to notice.
Or he thought as much, until he felt her small hand wrap around his own.
His heart started beating faster and he turned to look down at her - she was blushing and smiling slightly, but most notably, she was looking straight ahead and avoiding his eye line.
It seemed that neither of them were very good at this sort of thing.
Their conversation dwindled, both a bit too distracted by their hands to focus. If not for the couples sitting outside the patisserie, Edgeworth had a feeling they would've walked right past it.
“This is it,” he said, stopping in front of the door.
“Wowww,” Maya said, letting out an exaggerated whistle. “It looks so fancy. I should get one of everything!”
Edgeworth squeezed her hand lightly before pulling his hand away and crossing his arms over his chest. “Perhaps just one or two treats.” He paused for a moment, then added, “We can always come back next time.”
She looked up at him when he said that, an unreadable expression on her face. It seemed like she was trying to figure out exactly what that meant, though Edgeworth was surprised that he managed to suggest it at all. He was still feeling exceptionally nervous. A bit like his stomach was going to explode.
“We should get something for Nick and Trucy,” she responded with a smile. “I bet they'll be jealous that we went somewhere so extravagant!”
He smiled back and moved forward to open the door, letting Maya enter the building first. Millie’s was a small business, though they often catered important events at the Prosecutor’s Office so Edgeworth had become familiar with them over the years.
The woman behind the counter recognized him immediately. “Good evening, Prosecutor Edgeworth!” she said, noticing Maya and not yet acknowledging her. “Would you like your usual?”
That question put an excited smile on Maya’s face - she leaned onto the counter and held up two fingers. “ Two of Prosecutor Edgeworth’s usual, please!”
The woman nodded at her. “Of course, just a moment!”
“You don't even know what it is,” Edgeworth said to Maya as she turned back around to face him.
“If it's good enough to be your usual then I have to try it!” she responded, giggling. “I never knew you had such a sweet tooth, Miles!”
The light mockery and her using his first name brought the blush back to his cheeks, making Edgeworth almost regret all of his decisions in the last ten minutes. Almost. “I…well.” He pouted, turning away from her. “I don't keep many sweets at home, so I come here whenever I have a craving.”
“That's so cute.”
His face felt even warmer. He'd been thinking about that word all evening, but she just came out and said it without a second thought. “I think I'm a bit old to be called cute .”
Maya stepped forward and leaned into his personal space, lifting up one finger and lightly poking the tip of his nose. “If you don't wanna be called cute, then you shouldn't say cute things!”
Unsure if it was possible to be more embarrassed, Edgeworth stood there and stewed in his humiliation. As the woman came back, Maya ordered two chocolate croissants to go, and then tugged on his arm when those were packed up.
“Do you want anything else?” Maya asked.
He blinked down at her. The last minute passed by so quickly. “No. This is fine.”
Maya reached towards her purse after he said that, and Edgeworth quickly put a hand over hers as he handed his card to the worker.
“But you paid for dinner!” Maya exclaimed, not moving her hand out from under his.
“Of course,” he responded like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “And I'm paying for this, too.” He paused for just a moment before deciding to add, “I'm the one who invited you out. It only makes sense that I pay.”
She pouted at him, but relented, and there was a faint hint of pink on her cheeks as she turned away from his gaze. “I just don't want you to feel like I'm only here for the free food,” she said to him, half-joking.
Edgeworth shook his head playfully. “The thought never even crossed my mind,” he answered. If not for her slip-ups during dinner - the moments where she accidentally admitted to wanting to be on a date with him - maybe he would've wondered such a thing. But her interest was clear, no matter how nervous that fact made him.
“Here's your butterscotch croissants!” the woman behind the counter said happily, handing the paper bag to Maya.
Maya had the most comically surprised look on her face as she took the bag, and her smirk didn't falter for a moment as she stared up at Edgeworth. “Never in a million years could I have predicted your usual!”
He rolled his eyes and didn't object as Maya grabbed him by his sleeve and pulled him outside so they could sit at a small outdoor table. “What were you expecting? Something coffee flavored?”
“Oh, yeah, one hundred percent,” she responded with a laugh. “Or maybe a black and white cookie. Definitely not…this!” Maya pulled out one of the croissants as she finished her sentence, and was stunned into silence by the size of it. It looked deliciously flaky and buttery, and there was a small amount of butterscotch cream oozing out of one end. “This looks so good.”
Edgeworth reached into the bag to grab his own - it was smaller than Maya’s, but he was used to slight differences since they were all hand-made. And truth be told, their croissants were often too filling for him, anyway.
Probably just right for Maya, though.
“They are very good,” he answered, shifting his position in the uncomfortable metal chair. “I believe they-... Maya. ”
He cut himself off when he glanced up at the woman across the table and saw her devouring the croissant - barely a few seconds had passed and there was only a bite or two left. It was shocking that she’d managed to eat it so quickly without getting flakes of croissant all over her face.
“Hm?” she mumbled back, innocently, then she took another huge bite to finish off the pastry.
Edgeworth blinked slowly, then shook his head for a moment before turning to the croissant in his hand. He took a small bite and savored the light crunch and the sweet flavor while trying to understand how the hell he’d ended up on a date with a woman like Maya Fey. She was ridiculous. She was impossibly charming. It didn’t make any sense.
And yet, there he was. He felt oddly calm after watching her eat her dessert in such a…Maya way. His fear that he was making her at all uncomfortable melted away just as the butterscotch melted in his mouth.
It’d been a good evening.
“This has been really nice, Miles,” Maya said suddenly, capturing his attention once again. “Thank you!”
He still had several bites left to go, but Edgeworth was a slow eater and he didn’t see any reason to pretend otherwise. He glanced back up at her and was a little surprised to see her playing with her hair and looking shy again.
Suddenly remembering that he wasn’t the only person feeling nervous about their situation, Edgeworth cleared his throat and nodded. “Of course. I…I’ve enjoyed…spending this time with you.” He stuffed the croissant back in his mouth, hoping it would prevent him from saying anything more embarrassing than that.
Maya’s eyes looked like they were sparkling from the reflection of the moon and stars. It was slightly captivating.
“Do you wanna go for a walk?” she asked happily, handing him a napkin as he finished his pastry. “Burn off these calories?”
He took the napkin and patted the corners of his mouth, fairly confident there wasn’t any food on his face. Part of him was not at all surprised by her question, but another part couldn’t believe how well his first sort-of-date in over ten years was going. Probably longer than that. Twenty years, maybe? Edgeworth stood up and held out a hand to Maya. “There’s a park just around the corner.”
She smiled and grabbed his hand, allowing him to feel like a gentleman and also initiate more hand-holding without the same awkwardness from before. Maya grabbed the two pastry bags and tossed one into a nearby trash can, then quickly took the lead towards Exposé Park .
It was a quick little walk and he was happy to see that there were a lot less people outside than earlier. The public displays of affection were difficult for him - less of an audience (not that anyone was really paying attention to them) made it much easier. They passed one other pair - Maya complimented the woman’s dress and she responded in kind, then they continued on their separate ways.
“It’s impressive how you can do that,” he commented absentmindedly.
“What do you mean?” Maya asked, looking up at him and squeezing his hand.
Edgeworth stared down at her, then suddenly felt his heart race faster and turned to stare ahead instead. “You complimented that woman without a second thought. It’s very…nice.”
“Oh!” She giggled and briefly leaned against his arm. “Well, y’know…people like getting compliments on things they made a choice about.”
Her wording was interesting and Edgeworth found himself curious about it. “That’s why you specifically commented on her dress?”
Maya let go of his hand as they walked past the gate into the park - it wasn’t super well-lit, but they could feel a light breeze from the nearby pond. “Dress, hair, makeup, shoes…you get it.”
He nodded his head, understanding her logic. “I’ve never given it much thought before, but it makes sense. If I said your dress is nice then I’m addressing the conscious choices you made to purchase it and wear it, but if I said you have beautiful eyes then that’s just about your looks.”
She was staring at him with an amused smile and a blush on her cheeks that made Edgeworth feel self-conscious.
“I-I, um. Or maybe I shouldn’t say anything.”
“No, Miles, it’s okay,” Maya said, laughing slightly. She held her hands out and rested them on his arms. “I was talking about how to compliment strangers. With friends it just kind of depends, y’know?”
“Right.” He felt embarrassed again.
“But with that being said, um…” She paused for a moment and pulled away from him, suddenly distracted by strands of her hair that’d fallen out of place. “I feel like I should just say this, but. Well. I’m getting really mixed signals from you tonight.”
Edgeworth felt like his heart was going to explode. “What do you mean?”
Maya combed her fingers through her hair and held it against the sides of her neck, trying to look up at him but repeatedly glancing away. “This wasn’t supposed to be a date, right?”
“It was not, no,” he answered honestly, hoping his voice didn’t waver with nervousness.
“Right, but…is it a date now?”
It was very difficult to answer that question. He didn’t really know anything about dates or dating rituals or what counted as a date and what didn’t. He’d been told in the past that he was on a date without realizing it, and had had moments where he thought something felt like a date when it most likely was not.
He simply was not good at making the distinction.
“I-I, um…” Edgeworth started, hating himself for tripping over his words. He wished he could be smoother. “I…it’s up to you.”
Maya’s eyes widened at that response and she blinked slowly a few times before responding. “Is it?”
“Yes,” he answered quickly before he could get stuck in his head about it again.
She smiled at that, which made Edgeworth happy that he may have actually said the right thing, and then Maya glanced around them - almost as if she was checking to see that no one else was around. It was pretty dark outside, so even if there was someone, there was little chance they’d be bothered. “Well, then…if we’re gonna call this a date, then it needs a little something, right?”
He stared down at her. Was he supposed to know what that something was? Hopefully she didn’t expect him to give an answer because he genuinely had no clue. “What’s that?”
Without saying anything else, Edgeworth felt her fingers dig into the lapels of his coat and she tugged him down towards her. He didn’t even have a moment to question her actions before their lips made contact and he was immediately stunned into silent shock.
The kiss lasted only a second or two, then Maya let him go and stepped away. Her face was red as a tomato and he suspected that his was the same.
“I-I’m so sorry,” Maya said, stammering, her confidence utterly shaken by her decision. “I shouldn’t have done that!” She laughed uncomfortably between words. “I should go home, I’m so sorry, I-”
Edgeworth reached out and grabbed her wrist, knowing he had to say something to get her to stop spiraling. It was important for him to remember that this wasn’t much easier for her than it was for him. “Maya.”
She stared at his hand around her wrist and didn’t respond.
“I, um. That was. Um. It was nice,” he said awkwardly, wishing the chill of the night would cool down his face.
“It was?” She sounded genuinely unsure and looked up at him again, making eye contact.
Edgeworth’s heart was racing so fast and he squeezed her wrist a little tighter on a reflex, then let go of her out of fear that he’d hurt her by accident. God, his neck was sweaty. “Y-yes. It was.” He wouldn’t lie to her, of course, not even to spare her feelings.
Maya smiled, her cheeks still pink but she seemed much calmer than before. She looked off to the side, then up at him again, and then started playing with her hair again.
Clearly she was thinking about something. But he was still too dumbstruck to open his mouth without prompting. He was just kissed by Maya Fey. What the hell was he supposed to say?
“...want me to do it again?”
He blinked slowly at her. Ah. Perhaps that would’ve been the right response. Or maybe he was just supposed to kiss her back like an adult capable of rational decisions would do. But it seemed that Maya understood how difficult and new this situation was for him, which he greatly appreciated.
Edgeworth reached his right hand towards her again, and they laced their fingers together in a way that made his heart flutter. If he didn’t know better, he would’ve thought it would just fly right out of his mouth. “If…if you’d like to, then I’d be amenable to that.”
Maya laughed, loudly, much more loudly than he would’ve expected, and then used her free hand to pull him down for another kiss.
It lasted longer than the first one and he kissed her back that time. Their hands came apart and she gripped his lapels again while his hands found their way to her hips. The thought came to his mind that he liked the feeling of her hips under his hands, and then he felt nervous about that line of thinking and then the kiss was over before he could think about it any further.
He didn’t stand back up quite yet, enjoying being close to her. It was nice. Everything at that moment was nice.
Maya gave him another peck on his lips and smiled in that way that he was always happy to see. “We should do this again next time I’m in town.”
Without even a moment of hesitation, he answered, “Yes. Yes we should.”
running in circles
chapter twenty-one: i wanna know me like you do summary: Goldie visits Duckburg after a long, long absence. warnings: references to sex, nothing explicit wordcount: 4710 playlist (will be updated as chapters are posted): shorturl.at/bfBCQ ao3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/33776632/chapters/91579945
here’s chapter twenty-one!! text will also be included in this post for those of you that don’t use ao3:
1949; Duckburg:
On her trip from China to Iran to France to Canada to Calisota, Goldie had plenty of time to catch up on some of the things she’d missed.
First big thing: there’d been another World War. Alright. That one thing contained a lot of little pieces of information and she spent a nine-hour flight just trying to learn as much as she could about it. It certainly explained all the fear and anxiety from the Chinese civilians she’d interacted with.
Second big thing: the planes she’d been a passenger on were much nicer than they used to be. Felt safer and more comfortable. So some significant technological advancements had happened. Goldie wondered if Scrooge had anything to do with any of that.
She’d looked him up when she got to France, happy to browse the French newspapers since it was a language she’d been familiar with since her childhood. She found an article about Scrooge investing in some German airship that crashed and killed a bunch of people. She found articles about how Scrooge, as of 1947, was the second-richest man in the world. How did they determine something like that? It seemed like it’d be a hard number to come up with out of the blue.
But still, she was happy for him. That was what he wanted, after all.
It was frustrating to hear about how well he was doing, though. Goldie didn’t want him to be a miserable sack of pathetic nothingness, but she had hoped her being out of his life for such a long time would at least have thrown him off his game. She didn’t see anything from the mid- to late-1930s that indicated he’d had a meltdown of any sort, so...she supposed he didn’t care all that much.
Privately, she hoped he’d hid it well.
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Goldie wandered through Duckburg with a hollow feeling in her chest. The whole town looked so different than the last time she’d been there. There were new stores and shops everywhere, so many cars, so many more people. But Scrooge’s mansion on top of the hill and his giant money bin looked exactly the same.
It reminded her that Scrooge wasn’t someone who liked to change. He’d be the same old Scrooge she’d known for fifty years.
She paused in her stroll as the number fifty repeated in her head.
Fifty years was a long time. She’d known Scrooge for more than half her life.
Goldie turned and looked in a nearby window, seeing how long her hair had gotten. Her bangs had grown out completely and it made her feel weird to see a hairstyle she hadn’t sported since she was a teenager.
As she glanced down at her torn and ratty clothes, Goldie figured she should at least make herself presentable. It wasn’t like she was trapped anymore. She could go shopping and eat nice food and get a haircut before barging back into Scrooge’s life. From all the reading material she found, it didn’t seem like he had a wife or anything, but that didn’t mean he was alone. She wanted to show him the same face he’d fallen for so many years ago.
It was hard to put off seeing him any longer, but Goldie figured an extra hour or two wouldn’t make much of a difference.
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Scrooge McDuck was old and tired.
At the tender age of eighty-two, he’d been all around the world, collected hundreds of treasures and artifacts, he’d traveled to dozens of different dimensions and made friends and enemies in each and every one of them. He’d climbed mountains and found sunken ships. He routinely fought off evil witches who appeared out of nowhere and he regularly dealt with a gigantic family of criminals who were trying to steal his fortune.
Since he started out as a poor foreign boy trying to make it in America on his own, Scrooge definitely considered himself a success story.
That being said, despite all his riches and businesses - he fixed his family’s ancestral castle and he had his own butler! - Scrooge felt like he was missing something.
He knew what it was. He knew who it was. But she’d died over a decade ago and Scrooge hadn’t even considered the possibility of moving on. He’d known since the 1910’s that no one would ever make him feel the same way that Goldie did.
Scrooge sighed and walked over to his desk, pulling out a thin, white envelope with his name scribbled across the front. Thinking about Goldie always made him want to reread her letter. It was hard, but when he’d first received it he spent months thinking about it every…single…day.
“Mr. McDuck? Here’s your mail.”
“Just put it on the pile,” Scrooge scowled and waved a dismissive hand at his butler. “All a bunch of bills ‘n charities beggin’ for my money!”
“Actually, sir…” Quackmore said hesitantly. “There’s something new today.”
“And what’s that?”
“...a handwritten letter from Miss O’Gilt.”
Scrooge’s head whipped around and he stared at the envelope in his butler’s hands. After a few seconds of hesitation and anxiety, he forewent all his paperwork and grabbed it, gripping the edge of the envelope roughly.
Quackmore didn’t say anything as Scrooge held the envelope up to the light of the window, trying to see through it. It was obviously just a piece of paper inside. But a piece of paper could still contain a lie or a con. There was no way to say one way or another without opening it up.
“...would you like me to leave, sir?” Quackmore asked.
Scrooge sighed and held the envelope in both hands. “I got a letter from Goldie once before. Only once.”
Quackmore didn’t respond, assuming Scrooge wasn’t interested in a two-way conversation.
“I didnae read it. Didnae even look at it. I just assumed her words would be cruel and awful so I threw it in the snow and never looked back.” Scrooge ran his thumb over his name, the ink smearing a little bit. “I cannae do that again. But...what could she possibly be writin’ me about?”
His butler frowned and felt the urge to comfort Scrooge, though he quickly ignored that urge and straightened his back again. “There’s only one way to find out, sir.”
“Right. Of course,” Scrooge mumbled. He glanced at the address the letter came from and frowned. “Mongolia? She’s...still there? After two years?” His brain started overthinking and Scrooge wondered if her ‘contact’ from their Gobi Desert adventure was more than just a ‘contact’. Maybe she got married and moved there and this letter was just her way of breaking the news!
Quackmore shifted his feet awkwardly as he watched his boss having a brief mental breakdown. “Um...sir?”
Scrooge shook his head and looked up. “Yes?”
“...the letter?”
“O-oh. Right, yes.” He was visibly nervous as he tore the edge of the envelope. He knew he was thinking too hard. Was Goldie the type of person to settle down? No, of course not. And if she was, then...why would she always be popping into Scrooge’s life? He didn’t really think he was her dirty little secret. If anything, she was his!
Scrooge pulled the letter out of its envelope and frowned at himself. No, she wasn’t his secret. He genuinely loved her and if she really loved him and wanted him to, then he would parade her around the world for everyone to see. But she didn’t, so he wouldn’t.
He unfolded the paper and felt his heart jump at the date in the corner. The letter was written two years ago. She wasn’t still in Mongolia, then. So why did it only send now?
Not wanting to lose to his anxieties, Scrooge finally started to read Goldie’s words. The letter wasn’t long, but it said a lot. A lot more than he ever imagined getting from her.
Quackmore desperately wanted to know what the letter said, but continued to stand there because Scrooge hadn’t dismissed him properly and he knew from Goldie-related experiences that his boss might need a drink or to go for a drive immediately after. She had a hold on him that Quackmore did not understand, but he was never one for romance. Still, he was curious. And his curiosity only grew when Scrooge started to laugh.
“...Mr. McDuck?” Quackmore asked.
Scrooge had covered his eyes with one hand and started laughing while he put the letter down on his desk. His laugh sounded hollow and pained, and as he pulled his hand away Quackmore could see his boss was crying.
Unable to stop himself, Quackmore grabbed the letter and scanned it quickly before Scrooge could take it away from him.
“Oh...Mr. McDuck, I’m so sorry,” he said quietly, putting the letter back down. “Are you, um...do you need anything?”
Scrooge’s shoulders were shaking and he was staring up at the ceiling, unable to stop himself from crying and unable to get up from his chair. He felt like he was going to pass out. “Of course Goldie manages to break me again!”
Quackmore frowned.
“Even from the afterlife, she just…” Scrooge leaned forward and grabbed the letter again. “...she just completely...she always knows how to ruin me.”
Listening to his boss was making him feel anxious, so Quackmore finally decided to leave the room. “I’ll go get you something to drink.”
Scrooge didn’t respond and just read Goldie’s words over and over again. He couldn’t stop. Every curve and angle in her handwriting was captivating and he never wanted to look away. He wished so much that he could’ve seen her one last time.
Scrooge -
If you’re getting this, I’m probably dead. I can’t really explain how or why because I don’t know yet. But I’m about to do something a bit stupid and dangerous, so I thought I should write a little something for you just in case I never come back.
I hope you know that I love you. I really do. Despite everything, I always enjoy waking up next to you and listening to you talk in your sleep. I miss you when we’re not together. And we aren’t together often, so...I miss you a lot.
This is turning into a lot of sappy bullshit. I guess potentially being on death’s door will do that to a person. I don’t know. Maybe I won’t be dead, maybe I’ll just be lost. But don’t waste your time trying to find me. I know you've got better things to do with your time.
Alright, this is getting long. I was supposed to keep it short and sweet, but thinking about saying goodbye to you is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I guess I should've known, you've been the biggest part of my life and I wouldn't be who I am without you.
XOXO
GG
For days, Scrooge had thought the letter was a trap.
He didn't understand what the trap could be or where Goldie was or why she'd sent him a letter that was so...emotional and heartbreaking, but he didn't want to believe that Goldie could be dead. She'd survived so much and the idea of her just throwing it away to chase some dangerous scheme was a bit too much for him.
For over a year, Scrooge assumed Goldie was still alive and would come back any day. She'd sent the letter to goad him, and when he didn't respond she would have to come get him herself.
After all that time with no response, Scrooge finally took a trip back to Dawson. Her properties were still there and he knew she spent a decent amount of time in town. But the Blackjack employees were no help. They hadn't seen her in years.
Years.
It was at that point, in 1936, that Scrooge had finally started to accept the reality. Goldie O'Gilt was most likely dead. She was dead and...she loved him. Actually, genuinely loved him. Why did he have to learn both things at the exact same time? Was there anything in the world more cruel than that?
There was still a little part of him that was holding onto the ‘most likely’ and all the (many) questionable parts of Goldie’s letter, so for two more years Scrooge checked in on her hotel every other month just to see if they’d heard anything. Each time they had not. And eventually the woman at the front desk said she’d checked the other hotels, and Goldie hadn’t been at any of them, either.
Scrooge faltered at the concept of other hotels. Then he thought back to his and Goldie’s conversations over the years and realized he’d thought she was exaggerating her own success or lying to get into fancy parties. But when he looked into it, it seemed that...Goldie did own a few hotels. All around the world. And they were nice. He had a brief moment of frustration when he realized he could’ve been staying in her hotels, probably for free, when he was on business trips in those cities.
He sighed and laid his head down on his desk.
By 1938, Scrooge had given up. Goldie was dead somewhere in Mongolia, which was foreign and empty and vast and they’d never be able to find her, and he would never see her again.
Scrooge was sad. More than that, he was depressed. He had a lot of regrets when it came to Goldie and he’d never had someone so close to him die before. There were so many unanswered questions and things unsaid and he needed to talk to her again! But he couldn’t. And when Quackmore mentioned needing a day off to go to his brother’s funeral, Scrooge was hit with an idea that would get him back on his feet.
He needed to give Goldie a funeral.
He didn’t know anyone else that knew her (not the way he knew her, at least). And if he was being honest, he just wanted this to be between them. A quick flight up to Dawson, a visit to the old cabin, a glass of whiskey and a few goodbyes. That’s all he needed.
When that was done, Scrooge did his best to focus and get Goldie off his mind. For years, he didn’t think about love or romance. When his sisters visited or he visited his parents and they all harassed him about a wife and kids, he brushed them off like they were fools. He didn’t need any of that.
So in the far off year of 1949, when the doorbell rang one Saturday afternoon while Scrooge was in the kitchen with some guests, he absolutely could never have guessed who would be on the other side.
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The man who answered the door was the same butler from last time. Goldie thought he looked a lot older, but she supposed that was because...he was. Still young, though, maybe forty? He definitely wasn’t old. Not like Scrooge. And not like her.
She was glad she’d stopped for new clothes and a haircut before coming over, though, because the butler’s face was absolutely hilarious.
“M-Miss...O’...Gilt?!”
Goldie crossed her arms over her chest and stuck out her hip. The mid-length skirt she’d picked out was flowing nicely in the breeze and definitely gave her more of an entrance. “That’s me. Is Scrooge here?”
“He’s...I don’t, um…” Quackmore looked concerned and confused, looking at Goldie, then back into the manor, then back to Goldie again. “I need to...just, uh…pardon me, but…” He suddenly reached out and poked Goldie in the shoulder, then recoiled his arm as she glared. “My apologies. Please give me a minute.”
He shut the door in her face and Goldie pouted. Rude. She politely came to the door and rang the bell and he just shut her out?
She leaned to the left to try and look in the window, seeing a silhouette that was definitely probably Scrooge and the silhouette of his butler. There was some conversation happening, but she couldn’t hear a word of it. Then Goldie saw another silhouette and wondered who that could be. Scrooge’s new girlfriend? Maybe. Seemed unlikely. But it would explain the door in her face.
The silhouettes seemed to freeze for a moment, then the shadow she recognized as Scrooge ran out towards the front door. In only a second, the front door was open again and she was face-to-face with the man of the house.
He didn’t look much older. Maybe he’d found another fountain of youth or something. But seeing his face again did make her heart skip a beat. Several beats. It was beating so fast that she couldn’t hear it anymore. Her arms dropped to her sides and she felt suddenly very nervous. Especially since he hadn’t said a single word since he laid his eyes on her.
Scrooge’s face was unreadable. Over the years she’d figured him out and gotten used to all his little quirks and expressions. But at that moment, Goldie didn’t know what to expect. She didn’t know what was going on in his head. Was he mad? Had he thought she was dead? Had he...read her letter?
“...Goldie,” Scrooge said finally. He stepped forward and put a hand against her cheek, cradling her face. “Is it really you?”
She sunk into his hand, her heart jumping into her throat as she realized how long it’d been for him since they were last together. “Who else would it be?”
He breathed out a short laugh and stepped even closer, bringing their foreheads together. “Goldie girl…” Scrooge’s other hand came up and cupped her other cheek.
Being held by him made Goldie feel safer than she had in years.
“I thought...I...where were you? It’s been so long.”
“I was away,” she mumbled, trying to ignore the warm feeling spreading throughout her chest and failing miserably. “Not on my own terms. But...now I’m back.”
“You are,” he answered, his eyes sparkling. “And you look even younger than the last time I saw you.”
“The power of a good haircut,” Goldie laughed. She moved her hands to his shoulders while he continued to hold her face. “So are you gonna kiss me or what?”
Scrooge smiled brightly, but he had the beginnings of tears in his eyes. “First, I, um...we should talk about your, uh...your letter-”
“Mmm, no,” she said quickly, cutting him off. “You should forget about that and kiss me and invite me inside.”
With a sigh - a happy sigh, Goldie noticed - Scrooge obliged and pulled her beak to his for their first kiss in a long, long time. For her...she’d waited longer. But the longing in his kiss was contagious and Goldie felt herself yearning for him as if she’d felt all sixteen years pass. She’d missed him so much in such a short amount of time...if his feelings were anywhere close to hers, then he must’ve been miserable.
If being the key word. But he certainly didn’t not miss her.
“SCROOGE! Where’d you go?!”
Goldie and Scrooge separated at the sound of a woman’s voice from inside the manor. Scrooge looked annoyed at the interruption and Goldie felt a boatload of questions piling up in her head.
“Did you really just kiss me when you have another woman here?” Goldie asked judgmentally, though she hadn’t moved her arms from around his neck. Or moved her body so it wasn’t pressed against his.
“Another wo...oh, no, God, no,” Scrooge said, starting out confused and transforming into outright disgust. “No, they’re not-”
“Matilda, go get him! It’s his turn!”
“SCROOOOOGE! Monopoly isn’t goin’ to play itself, ye-”
Scrooge and Goldie froze in their spot, staring at the loud woman who’d just made her way into the foyer. She had a flower in her hair. Goldie could’ve sworn she’d seen her before.
The woman cupped her hands around her beak and screamed, “HORTENSE! You might want to come oooouut here!”
Scrooge groaned and finally let go of Goldie, hiding his head in his hands. His face was bright red and Goldie finally realized what was going on.
“Ah...these are your sisters, aren’t they?”
Scrooge nodded just as the second woman entered the room, her feathers curled up all around her face. The two of them had several features similar to Scrooge’s - Goldie could definitely see the family resemblance. Plus, well. The accents.
They both looked very young. Goldie knew they’d been around since before the Gold Rush, so she was extremely curious about that. The one with the flower in her hair could’ve been as young as twenty-five, and the curly-haired one looked even younger than that. If they weren’t his sisters, Goldie might’ve been feeling a bit insecure about her age at that moment.
She thought about the hair dye that was applied to her head just a few hours earlier. Maybe she was a bit insecure either way.
“Matilda, do my eyes deceive me?” asked the curly-haired sister. “Is that our brother...with a girl?”
“Oh, Hortense, it’s true!” Matilda answered in a dramatic pose. “Our big brother is finally growin’ up! You wouldnae believe the amount of kissin’ I just walked into!”
“Kissin’?! Surely you couldnae mean our dear sweet brother would kiss someone without marryin’ her first!” Hortense added with a laugh. “After what he said about me and Quackmore, I assumed he would propose before even holdin’ her hand!”
The two girls continued their little show for a minute while Goldie turned her focus back to Scrooge. He looked absolutely mortified. As much as Goldie wanted to milk this for all it was worth and go share embarrassing stories with the pair of them, she also really just wanted to spend some alone time with Scrooge. It’d been a very long time since she’d had intimate contact with another person. Had it been as long for him? She wasn’t going to ask.
“Scrooge.”
“Hrmmm. Yes?” Scrooge grumbled quietly.
Goldie grabbed him by the lapels of his sportcoat and pulled him closer. “Tell your sisters to give us one hour of privacy, alright? Just an hour.”
The smile reappeared on his face and Scrooge ignored his sisters as they started whooping when he wrapped his arms around Goldie again. “Goldie girl, an hour won’t be enough time with you.”
“We’ll make it count,” Goldie said, giving him a brief peck on his beak.
Scrooge’s sisters started oooohing at that and Scrooge’s face quickly turned from joy to anger. Goldie found it very charming. She’d never seen him with his family before, so this felt like...a new step for them. Something different.
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sex summary: https://sites.google.com/view/running-in-circles/summaries/nsfw21
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“So...where were you?”
Goldie sighed from her spot laying against Scrooge’s shoulder. She just wanted to keep playing with the feathers on his chest, not talking about all the stupid shit she went through. “Away.”
Scrooge had his arm around her and he pulled her closer. “Goldie…”
“I went through an interdimensional portal and couldn’t find my way out again, alright?” Goldie answered quickly. “I traveled through two dozen different worlds, some of them terrifying and deadly, and then finally made it back here. And I guess I missed a lot because our world is very different than it was before.”
He blinked at her rapidly, trying to soak in all that information. “You were...I...are you...alright?”
“Really?”
“Okay, yes, I know you’re alright. But...well. I’m glad you’re here, then.” Scrooge started running his fingers through her hair. “Sixteen years is a long time.”
“Well…” Goldie started, still debating whether or not she wanted to share every little detail with him. “For me, actually...it hasn’t even been two years. Or at least it didn’t feel like any longer than that.”
“Oh?” Scrooge raised his eyebrows, thinking about that. “Some kind of time travel? Or did time work differently over there?”
“No idea.”
Scrooge paused for a moment and then slowly turned his body so he was next to Goldie and completely facing her. “So you missed me this much after only two years? I guess...you really do love me.”
Goldie’s eyes widened and her cheeks turned pink - though there was a bit of nervousness in his voice, Scrooge knew he had the upper hand at that particular moment. He wanted to bring up that letter and she wasn’t going to let them just move past it without addressing the gigantic elephant in the room. Love. Love.
She stupidly used that stupid word in her stupid letter ‘cause she stupid thought she was going to stupid die. Stupid! It wasn’t like he’d ever said as much to her. She assumed because of her hair in his box, but it wasn’t necessarily true. Was he going to mock her for having feelings? Goldie wondered if she should just brush it off and pretend being unsure of her own survival made her feel things that weren’t there. She didn’t really love him, she just wanted to feel something strong before her untimely demise!
Scrooge placed his hand against her cheek again and Goldie’s eyes were drawn to his. He looked so sincere and his cheeks were also quite red and she could tell he wanted to talk about it. He wanted to talk about them and their feelings and…
...and Goldie wasn’t sure. She just...she didn’t know where that would lead. Or if she wanted to go wherever that was. But there was no benefit to arguing about it, no joy in starting a fight. She still wanted to be there with him in that moment. So…
“...and what if I do?”
The shyness in Goldie’s voice combined with her inability to keep eye contact was keeping a big smile on Scrooge’s face. He thought, for sure, that she would deny everything and move on without addressing the letter. He absolutely did not want to do that. But instead she asked him exactly the right question.
“Then...I’d probably say I love you, too,” Scrooge said quietly as he brought his beak closer to hers.
Goldie closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, trying not to get too ahead of herself. He was feeling a lot of feelings after thinking she was dead for over a decade. A few decades ago she would’ve convinced herself that his feelings were a lie, but now she knew better. He definitely did love her. But...he might’ve been overselling it a little. Just because of how excited he was.
Well...for once, she didn’t mind. Maybe she could enjoy being loved, just that once.
Their beaks crashed together in another kiss.
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sex summary: https://sites.google.com/view/running-in-circles/summaries/nsfw21#h.ufjt2xx4dnq7
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“Kathmandu?”
“Mhmm,” Scrooge said with a nod. “I have it on good word that King Malla’s gold is hidden there. And it’s a lot of gold.”
“Huh.” Goldie was cuddled against his side and picking at the feathers on her fingertips. It sounded like it could be a fun trip and a good way to get them back into the swing of things. But… “Are you in a hurry?”
Scrooge raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”
“I mean...can it wait a month or two? I want to go check on some...investments. And some people that I haven’t seen in almost two decades.”
He didn’t answer for a few seconds and then breathed out a happy sigh. “You came here first?”
Goldie blushed and shoved her elbow into his side. “We’ve already established that I missed you, sourdough, time to move on.”
Scrooge rolled his eyes and kissed her on the top of her head. “Yes, yes. How long do ye need?”
“Give me three months to get my life back in order. Then...meet in New Delhi?”
“Sounds perfect,” Scrooge mumbled, leaning in for another kiss.
Goldie kissed him back and then smirked. “But for now...I’m very curious to meet your other houseguests.”
Scrooge frowned. “I dinnae think you need to talk to them.”
“Oh, but I do.”
“They’re very annoyin’, you willnae like ‘em.”
“But you’re annoying and I still like you.”
“Annoy-?! Now that’s the pot callin’ the kettle black!”
“Are you trying to say something, Scroogey?”
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the following links leads to graphic/explicit sexual text, please do not read if under 18 but if you do anyway please dont tell me you did lol https://sites.google.com/view/running-in-circles/summaries/nsfw21
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REAL HISTORY FACTS:
- Okay so Goldie actually would not have been able to get out of China by plane in 1949 BUT sometimes I must embellish. So China to Iran to France to Canada she went.
DUCK FRANCHISE REFERENCES:
- The 1950s is when the original duck comics took place. I guess that's not really a reference it's just a fun fact. Now they just take place whenever they want so that they can have cell phones and laptops but also Scrooge's riches started in the Klondike gold rush. It doesn't matter lol - In Don Rosa's comics, when Scrooge gets Goldie's letter (that contains her feelings and hopes for their relationship), he thinks it's a rejection letter. So he throws it into the snow and never reads it. Then they don't see each other again for 50 years. Fun! - I don't think my characterization of Quackmore is all that accurate, but his writing is kind of all over the place in the comics. It's hard to get a consistent read on him. - Matilda and Hortense love to tease Scrooge about Goldie. That's only canon from one panel but it just feels right lol
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“Hold her shoulder for me, young lady.”
“Yes, Sir.”
[on ao3]
He didn’t recognize her. Hawkeye didn’t know whether she should even have a reaction to that – they’d never spoken, and only met two or three times under unfortunate circumstances. One was fairly recent, when her colonel was still recovering in the hospital, but Dr. Knox wasn’t one for eye contact. He probably didn’t even notice that she was there.
Still, a part of her wanted to thank him. Though Colonel Mustang had never said the man’s name specifically, she knew that he was the one who helped her recover after her back was burned. She was asleep for most of the recovery time, but she distinctly remembered his voice – remembered him yelling at Mustang, calling him an idiot, saying he should report him…
She was grateful that he didn’t. And didn’t send her to a hospital, either. She hated hospitals and, if possible, tried to avoid them. So far no doctor had questioned her about her tattoo [or the burns on top of it], but she didn’t want to risk it. Too many questions. Too many secrets.
Hawkeye looked up at the doctor across from her and saw the worry etched on his face; Lan Fan was clearly in excruciating pain and they didn’t have any anesthetic for her. Perhaps the pain from cutting off her arm was too strong for her to feel each individual stitch, but it was still hard to watch. She could tell that Dr. Knox wanted to scream at her for being reckless – he already chastised her for running around in the sewer, but he wanted to keep going. She wondered if he always yelled at his patients when they caused their own trauma.
He probably yelled at her, too, though she didn’t remember it. Hopefully the colonel explained that she asked him to burn her back – otherwise how would he excuse what he did? Dr. Knox probably looked at her, saw the bubbling skin on her back, and rubbed his temples before screaming that she was an idiot. She would’ve deserved it.
Lan Fan’s scream brought Riza back to reality – she needed to focus on the girl in front of her. She needed to make sure she survived and had enough strength to get away if something bad were to happen here. There was no time to dwell on the past.
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He didn’t like to make eye contact with anyone – not with patients, not with family…nobody. So when Mustang dragged him along on this stupid trip to an old house in the suburbs, he didn’t pay any attention to the short, blonde kid or the giant suit of armor-wearing kid. They seemed loud and frustrating, he didn’t need to deal with it. Just go with Mustang, help this injured girl, and come home. A good day’s work.
He continued his process of not really looking at anybody until he was done working on the girl. Mustang’s lieutenant assisted him, which was a great help since his patient kept trying to thrash around. If only he had some anesthetic this wouldn’t be such a problem – but that’s what happens when a sixteen-year-old girl cuts off her own goddamn arm. What the hell was she thinking? “Had to protect the Prince,” sure, fine, whatever. Stupid kid.
It wasn’t until they were done and Mustang ordered his lieutenant to keep watch that Dr. Knox actually took a look at her. And it did take him a few seconds to realize exactly who she was...she looked different with long hair. Surprisingly, his first thought was that he was glad she and Mustang were still working together. After Ishval, a lot of soldiers had to quit the military due to the severity of their trauma. He thought she would’ve been one of them – but she was stubborn, he supposed. Maybe she felt responsible for Mustang…or something like that. Though he hadn’t commented on it, Dr. Knox was perfectly aware of what was on Hawkeye’s back and the significance of it. Even back then, when he was instructing Mustang on what he needed to do to make sure her wounds didn’t get infected, he didn’t ask about the tattoo.
The answer was probably all kinds of messed up. But after what he’d been through in Ishval, he didn’t really dwell on it. Everything that Amestrian soldiers did seemed to be all kinds of messed up.
Dr. Knox frowned as Mustang started rambling a bit, thinking back to Ishval again. Thinking back to all the innocent people he experimented on, thinking back to all the lives that were lost because of him. Seeing Hawkeye was an uncomfortable reminder of one of the few lives he helped.
As Mustang told him to come see the creature they’d captured, the doctor nodded and focused back to the task at hand. The girl was going to be fine, and Hawkeye seemed to be doing well, so he couldn’t wait to get out of here.
Talia and Auriana for the fic thing?
Auriana got bored very, very easily. And since she was a people-person, whether they were Earth-people or Ephedia-people, she needed to be doing things with other people at all times! But today was going slowly. Iris had plans with Nathaniel, Carissa and Lyna were off doing who-knows-what, and Doug was on a trip with his family. So Auriana needed to spend time with someone, and that someone had to be Talia!
It took a lot of begging - and eventually some serious deal making - for Auriana to get Talia to spend the afternoon with her.Talia usually studied spells or walked around Sunny Bay to try and find people in need (which would ruin Iris’ special day with Nathaniel! Talia always tried to find ways to ruin their dates...). But today, Auriana was going to stop her from doing boring stuff and get her to have some fun!
“Our definitions of fun are pretty different, Auriana,” Talia said with a slight scowl, her arms crossed over her chest.
“Come on, Talia! You promised!” Auriana was sifting through the drawers in her room, looking for the exact items she needed for their first activity. “I won’t whine during practice for the next two weeks and all you have to do is have fun with me!”
Talia rolled her eyes and sat on the bed. “I’m starting to wonder if I should’ve bumped it up to a month...”
“Hey!” Auriana turned her head quickly to glare at her teammate, her ponytail whapping her in the face. “I think two weeks is pretty fai-OOH! I found it!”
Not being able to contain her curiosity, Talia leaned to the side so she could see over Auriana’s shoulder. Auriana pulled out a medium-sized black bag, with handles sticking out of it. Talia looked up at Auriana’s eager face with a raised eyebrow. “...so, what exactly is that?”
“It’s my...” Auriana unfolded the bag to reveal a ton of brushes, blenders, applicators, and sponges. “MAKEUP BAG!”
Talia stared at her teammate. “Um...you want to, what, give me a makeover?”
Auriana nodded so fast her head became a blur. “I just wanna do our makeup and then take some pictures and then keep them forever and ever and ever!”
Talia rolled her eyes again, but this time it was partnered with a smile. “...alright, I think I can handle that kind of fun. Just don’t go too crazy.”
title: say it again word count: ~1500 ships/characters: vex/percy, cass summary: Vex visits Percy in his room a few hours after he comes back. ao3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/60056530
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They hadn't had a chance to talk yet. Not really.
Which was fine with her, if she was being perfectly honest with herself. Vex was still so shocked and awestruck and happy that he was back and he was alive that she hadn't taken the time to figure out what she wanted to say to him.
She doubted that he'd heard what she’d said before he woke up. And even if he had, he probably wouldn't remember it. His body and soul had gone through so much that she had absolutely zero expectations. She loved him dearly, but there was always a small chance that he was angry with her for walking away from him.
Maybe he even hated her.
Vex took a deep breath and leaned her head against the wall. She didn't really think that he hated her. But the guilt she felt was overwhelming and she needed to talk to him before she started crying about it again.
It was difficult, though. He'd been bathed and fed and rested. Then everyone wanted to chat with him, update him on what he'd missed. Keyleth seemed especially excited to tell him about her and Vax, though Vex never got the impression that Percy even noticed what was going on between the two of them.
His sister was with him at that moment and Vex certainly didn't want to interrupt them. Cassandra had been absent from the group’s discussion about reviving Percy - the magic that Vax has described reminded her of the Briarwoods and though she wasn't going to stop them from trying, she was scared to get her hopes up on something that sounded so dark.
Vex was happy that she came around. She was Percy’s only living family and Vex thought it'd be nice to get to know her better. If they had the opportunity.
“Vex’ahlia?”
She turned her head to find Cass standing outside Percy’s room and staring straight at her. “Hi,” Vex responded, not sure what else to say.
“Have you slept at all?” Cass asked, walking closer and laying her hand on Vex’s arm. “You looked exhausted even before the ritual.”
“Can't sleep.” Vex sighed and gave the younger woman an awkward smile. “I need to talk to him, but…well. How is he? Maybe I should let him rest, or-”
“He's been talking about you quite a bit,” she interrupted. “I think you should go see him now.” Cass tilted her head in the direction of his door. “I've no doubt he wants to see you.”
Vex didn't know how much Cassandra knew about their relationship prior to her embarrassing, romantic speech during his revival. There wouldn’t have been much time for Percy to tell her before they went off on another world-saving mission. It was nice to know that she approved, though.
“Right,” she responded, pushing herself off the wall. Her heart started beating faster as she realized she still hadn't figured out what to say to him. “Thank you.”
“Just remember that he's still recovering,” Cass said semi-jokingly as she walked off. “Don’t exert him too much.”
Normally such a comment wouldn't have embarrassed her, but Vex felt herself blush at that. She did want to touch him and feel him again, but at that moment she just wanted to hear his voice and make sure he knew how she felt.
She knocked lightly on the door and opened it, wincing at the creaking sound before poking her head in. “Percy?”
His eyes widened and almost seemed to light up at the sight of her. “Vex!” he said excitedly, adjusting himself into an upright position.
Vex came into the room fully and closed the door behind her. “How are you feeling, darling?”
He smiled at her with that insanely charming smile that she loved, loved, loved. “Better. Not my best, but…well. Anything’s better than being dead.”
“Don't I know it?” she replied cheekily, walking over and taking a seat on the edge of his bed. She'd taken a moment to decide where exactly to sit - her natural instinct was to scoot him over and plop her butt right next to his, but the rarely-used, more rational part of her brain told her to sit further away. Next to his legs. Neutral territory.
They silently stared at each other for a few comfortable moments, then Vex took a deep breath. “I'm…sure you're feeling overwhelmed. With everyone talking to you at once.”
“It's been fine,” he answered quietly, staring down at her right hand. It wasn't too terribly far away from his own, and his fingers twitched like they wanted to feel her against him.
“Right.” She lifted up her hands and held them together in her lap, playing with her fingers. It was difficult to come up with the words she needed to say. “I just…I wanted to say…”
Percy held his breath, staring at her profile.
“I'm so sorry.”
“Sorry?” Percy asked, genuinely confused. “You have nothing to be sorry for, Vex.”
“Of course I do!” She whipped her head towards him, frustrated that tears were pricking at her eyes again. “I shouldn't have-! I…I was a coward, Percy. You opened your heart to me and I walked away. It was awful. Unforgivable. I…it was cruel.”
He blinked slowly at her, then smiled sadly. “It's fine. I knew you weren't ready to say it and pushed you anyway.”
Vex shook her head. “But I should've been. I was holding myself back and I…” She took a deep breath and leaned towards him on the bed, staring straight into his eyes. “I love you, Percival. I'm in love with you.”
Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes wet, her hair a mess, and her voice slightly hoarse. She felt desperate - needing him to know how much she regretted not telling him how she felt sooner.
Percy’s expression softened and he gave her a dreamy smile. “I know.”
Not expecting that response, Vex’s cheeks burned hotter and she glanced away from his gaze. “I-I know, but…I wanted you to hear it from me. It's not the-”
“I did hear it.”
She shut her mouth and connected with his eyes again, blinking slowly. “...you heard?”
Percy groaned and sat up even straighter, scooting as close to her as he could, and grabbed her hand with his. He gave her hand a tight squeeze and smiled again. “I heard every word, Vex’ahlia. Your voice grounded me, made me remember who I am.”
The blush on her cheeks didn't go away as she considered just how vulnerable and open she'd been at that moment. She used her free hand to play with her hair. “...I meant it. All of it.”
He tugged her hand, pulling her towards him, and Vex was more than happy to comply. Their lips touched and it felt like a fire was ignited in her heart - she breathed out every moment of longing she'd felt about him and melted into the kiss. She'd missed him so, so much.
Vex pulled away for air and was about to dive right back in when Percy lifted a shaky hand to her face, gently caressing her cheek with his thumb.
“Could you say it again?” he asked, eyes closed and lips reddened with her lipstick.
She smiled and pecked his lips once, then twice. “I love you, Percival Fredrickstein Von Musel Klossowski de Rolo. I love you so much and I cannot wait til you have your strength back so I can show you just how strongly I mean it.”
Percy chuckled and kissed her again - a deeper, stronger kiss that time, though it only lasted a few seconds as he pulled back for some air. “I'll keep that in mind while I'm recovering,” he said with a charming smirk.
Vex felt like a great weight had been lifted from her shoulders as he held her face in front of his and kissed her once again.
“What would I do without you?” he mumbled softly against her lips.
She took another deep breath and lifted her hands to grab his, holding them against the top of her chest. “Let's never find out, darling. Neither of us are allowed to die again anytime soon.”
Percy turned her hands so he could hold hers and he exhaled loudly. “I’d hate to go against the direct orders of a Whitestone noblewoman.”
At that, Vex felt the dam break. The thought of being a Lady in his home, a part of the thing he held most dear, the chance to be with him in such a beautiful place with such wonderful people - made the tears spill from her eyes again. She laughed and leaned forward to kiss him once more. “I love you.”
“And I love you,” he responded eagerly, wiping away her tears. “Will you stay with me tonight?”
She shook her head and reached out her hand, laying it on his chest to feel his heartbeat. “I'm not leaving your side ever again.”
He smiled and put his hand on top of hers. “I wouldn't want it any other way.”
thank you lower decks for the canon transporter clone!Deanna AU which i have written and started posting and obviously will be drawing art for because why not
read it here on ao3:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/62882926
title: kisses word count: ~630 ships/characters: vex/percy, vax summary: Vex was so happy to hear his voice again. ao3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/60019693
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Vex stared at his face - sunken cheeks, chapped lips, dark circles around his eyes - and she'd never seen a more beautiful, perfect sight in her entire life.
She took several deep breaths as the sound of his voice, a voice she never thought she'd ever hear again, filled her ears. She was so, so relieved. Her heart was still beating so fast, it felt like her chest was going to burst.
"...Vex," he whispered, his voice scratchy and hoarse.
Unable to stop herself, she grabbed his face and pulled him towards her, pressing their lips together. She needed to feel him and she didn't care who was watching.
Percy kissed back immediately, though his shaky hands struggled to grab onto her.
Vex pulled away for a brief moment, allowing Percy to speak again. "Vex, I-"
No. Hearing his voice just reminded her of the mistakes she'd made. She kissed him again, peppering small kisses on his lips and all around as she mumbled against his skin, "I love you, I love you, I love you."
His grip on her arm strengthened and he kissed her back feverishly, almost as if he'd just escaped from an endless, hellish nightmare. "I-I love you, too, but-"
She ignored him, kissing him still. Vex needed to feel him and touch him and hold him. She needed to make sure he understood exactly how much she loved him. She should've told him before and she'd never let him go without hearing it again. "I love you so much," she mumbled, barely aware of the tears that continued trailing down her cheeks.
"Please, Vex'ahlia-" Percy lightly shoved her shoulder, his hand barely able to keep a grip on her top. "I...this is very, um." His cheeks were bright red, positively burning, and he stared down at the floor.
Vex blinked twice, gently swiping her thumbs across his face. She quickly glanced around the room to find that most of their team had looked away from them (Scanlan and Grog excluded, of course), but the publicity of her displays of affection were leaving Percival deeply embarrassed.
She smirked at him, no longer feeling like she needed to cry. She felt almost normal for the first time in a long time. "I need to get some color back in your cheeks, darling. Makes you look more alive."
Percy huffed and looked back up at her, smiling. His eyes sparkled and he leaned forward to kiss her - just briefly, nothing like she'd been doing to him - and he pulled back to take a deep breath.
"Are you two done? I don't think I can take anymore of this," Vax called out from the other side of the room. Cassandra made a noise of agreement, though the look on her face showed that she was happier than she'd ever been.
"For now," Vex responded, helping Percy sit up straight. She kept one hand on his back and the other on his chest, feeling his heartbeat. "We should get you bathed and fed, darling."
"That sounds spectacular," Percy responded, leaning against her as what was left of his strength gave out.
Vex took another deep breath and allowed the rest of the team to take their turns hugging and kissing their newly revived friend. Some of them joked about how bad he smelled and she was surprised that she didn't notice anything wrong with him at all. All she could think about was how much she loved him and how happy she was to see him alive and breathing again. She had to stop herself from reaching out and grabbing him - he needed time to breathe and to be with his other friends and family again.
But Gods did she want to hold him and never let go.





