This is random message about TVXQ and the former members. Because i want to tell my dream. Feelings about them. I dont know if this is accurate or not but lets me explain.
Maybe a deep message for dear ot5 cassiopeia out there
I saw in my dream the five people, Sitting in the cinema watching old videos of memories within the career.
Jaejoong and yunho sitting beside each other in the middle. whille Xia Junsu sat next to Jaejoong, while Yoochun sat next to junsu. Changmin next to Yunho.
I feel bitter emotions within Changmin, as if there is still old past hurts that he need to release and heal to forgive others and himself to able to end this cycle. To move on and walk forward to be able accepting the offer of the other members. Yoochun and Junsu. He is not mad or not hating them. He has emotional baggage. That he hasnt fully release yet. It is just some frustration that he need speak up and talk it out. Because the split had impact of his view of his dreamteam. And it crashed so quickly for him too accept it. But he just dont know how to act and behave to the members, he looks confused or annoyed but i feel he is confused and that make him act seem a bit bitter. He dont know how to react. But he is still willing to be present with them.
While All the members enjoying their moment.
While jaejoong and Yunho seem to have nice balanced stable friendship they balanced junsu and yoochun. But Changmin need his time to forgive and learn and accepting his past hurts within the former members.
Because their past together is something that no one can erase. And that they will never will forget. What they have done for kpop. For the next generations.
I just write how I feel.
Forgive me about my grammar 😅
