Sep 30, 2020
Three-hundred sixty three 🎻⭐️🌺🗡
#accountability#violin#practice streak#suffering from some smoke inhalation#and fatigue#cause of stuff#but of course I'm still practicing#but really though#I felt very dizzy earlier#it is getting better now#and I am going to go lie down#and go to bed early#cause I am not actually crazy#very very determined#ambitious af yes#but not completely without some sense#going to wait a few more minutes#until I feel less Haunted#did I mention that?#I was hitting this online one card tarot app#in hypnotic obsessive fascination#over and over#as if it might give me a damned answer#why that flower!?!?#okay rest#and I have suffered from worse smoke inhalation before#it makes your headspace wEiRd
