ONLY ANGEL, HARRY’s GENDER-FLUID JOURNEY
“Meet me half way”, “Only angel”, “she” : HS3
In “Only Angel” H uses the angel metaphor -general knowledge: angels don’t have gender- encouraging himself to reflect on it without prejudices.
He knows “he is stuck” with both genders’ essences, he appreciates it & wants to enjoy them, he desperately asks for an invitation into the bedroom, as a representation of his intimate & private area, where to be him & her indistinctively, freely.
This is a very revealing part of Harry’s discovery journey, since we have listened to references of both identities considered but not coexisting. They literally meet in the hallway -when one goes out, the other rests in- almost as unfolding one person in two.
“She is my angel, my only angel” Harry clearly accepts and welcomes this figure, stablishing how she is the only “female” he will ever own.
“She tells to her brother” “bro”/“pal”/ “male side” his intention of finally setting all the containment out, leading to face a passionate no “goodness” angel at all, she is free and uncontrollable. Not to ever be ignored again.
Gender fluid realization. His feminine & masculine sides are not coexisting in his public persona, he even tries to ignore it.
“I will be at your door” - Meet me in the Hallway
Both genders acceptance. Need the intimate connection to exists between them, becoming one. He comes down to let the feminine exploration grow in him.
“Broke a finger knocking on your bedroom door. I got splinters in my knuckles crawling 'cross the floor” - Only angel
Gender fluidity can’t be no longer ignored. She has became a bigger part of him, more relevant. She is now part of his universe, but still hidden to the outsiders.
“She sleeps in his bed, while he plays pretend” - She
According to the path that Harry is following, it won’t surprise me that HS3 gives us more present of his feminine side, completing his persona also towards the public.