One thing that nobody told you about being held prisoner was how maddening it was, not because of the torture or the humiliation or anything of the sort, but because of the sheer boredom faced consistently. Or at least, that was how it was for the clone’s shadow self. Time had passed by slowly — he wasn’t quite sure how long he had been trapped here — and it was almost painful.
Day in and day out, it was the same thing. He’d wake up in his gilded, golden cage, he’d study the cracks along the marble walls and floors, he’d count the bloody ceiling tiles over and over, he’d sing and tap a beat to himself. No matter how hard he tried to forget, he could still see the dim light flickering on and off above him. He endured every inch of pain riddling the clone’s body; he could hear that voice speaking to him in words he couldn’t understand...
The doppelgänger stared lifelessly into the void of the television installed in front of his cell. Israel was sleeping. Although, unlike the clone, his double wasn’t afforded that small luxury. He was forced to sit there and watch the pitiful clone have his strings pulled. In consequence, he was forced to mirror - like a puppet. Every bruise and bump the clone sustained appeared on his skin. A scar forming in it’s place. It wasn’t fair that such a weak and pitiful creature was afforded life.
In contrast, he wasted away in the shadows due to the clone’s sloppiness. For someone with such a high IQ— Israel was pretty stupid. Caught up in his thoughts, he didn’t notice the cell door creak open until the television erupted into black and white static. The sound was growing louder and louder...
Getting to his feet, the doppelgänger walked up the television, bloody Converse squeaking against the pristine tile. His head tilted to the side, watching... waiting... Nothing. Just static. But what was that? A voice? It was that same voice he had heard, but now he could understand it. You made bail. The same words flickered in the static. Was this some joke?
Perplexity swam in his dark eyes. Dragging over his cot, he stood upon the creaking service. Pressing up on his tiptoes, he banged on the television. His fist slipped through the screen, causing him to stare in confusion. Could it be? Extending his hand through space, he retracted it, expecting the hand to be lobbed off by some unseen force. But no, it was still attached at the wrist. Extending it again, then the other, he began to claw his way through the void.
Brrrzt... brrrzt... brrrrrrzt... The device buzzed frantically in the plastic bin. Untouched, outdated, and dead. It vibrated with life—the vibration pattern mirroring that of a heartbeat. The screen bleeds with color from the inside, the generic default background melting. The glass service cracking as something that looked like battery acid leaked out, slithering across the floor like like a snake. Black, inky tendrils taking shape.
Looking to the phone in his hand, Israel lolled his head to the side. Lazily scrolling through the stale and now vacant social media accounts of the outdated, blood-stained device. Who was the clone fooling with these fake smiles and faux-happiness? No one. Oh, but he would give the sack of borrowed cells something to smile about. Once he got his hands on him, that is.
Humming Dem Bones to himself, he crushed the electronic device in his hand and turned to leave the depressing room after pocketing the rest of Israel’s discarded belongings. Feet crunching over the broken remnants of the crushed iPhone. If he was going to impersonate him, he figured he ought to dress the part. Dress for the job you want. It was easy to slip amongst the chaos and out into the streets. His ears pricking up at the sound of hearts, beating, and ripe for the taking.
“Your leg bone connected to your knee bone... Your knee bone connected to your thigh bone...” The voice sang lowly, humming the tune as he fished out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. Exhaling the smoke, he watched the rings crawl to the heavens. “Come out come out wherever you are...” He murmured, playing with the scalpel in his pocket, practically tap-dancing through the streets. His gaze transfixed on the hospital as he drew the hood of his sweatshirt up over his head. He wouldn’t be but a moment.
“Your neck bone connected from your shoulder bone...”
Exiting the sliding doors with an organ transport box, he merrily went on his way. His nostrils flared as they caught on to Israel’s scent. He stank of fear, antibacterial soap, and bleach. It wouldn’t be too hard to find him. Walking down the street, dark eyes alight with purpose, he began to seek out victims while he searched. He would pick out the ones foolish enough to walk alone. Faces that seemed easily looked over. People no one would miss...
He watched the scalpel slice through the delicate skin like warm butter, and the doppelganger shuddered in pleasure as he began to make quick work of the body. Locating the desired organ, he gently placed it in his little, white box. Casually dumping the escort’s body in the alleyway dumpster, he turned to walk out of the alley before he eyed a familiar face turn down the adjacent alleyway. Israel. "Tag. You're it." He watched the body crumple to the ground as he incapacitated the clone and dragged his lifeless body against the pavement. No one would question him. Why would they? No one cared about lowly prisoners.
Sitting at the computer and eating a container of Singapore Rice Noodles, the doppelganger turned as he heard movement. Lazily flicking his eyes over to the now coherent and struggling clone. He watched with a Cheshire Cat grin. He would see panic surging through him as he began to move, his arms and legs thrashing against the restraints. “Oooh. I wouldn’t do that.” The doppelganger's voice cooed. Israel ceased his thrashing. The unaltered voice sounded so foreign now. And how had he accessed his lab? How had he...
The doppelganger smiled wider. The sound of his own unaltered voice or his pulsating, bleeding abdomen. Israel didn’t know what hurt more; he could see it in his eyes. Getting to his feet, he leaned over the clone, not looking at his face but at his gaping abdomen. A hand sliding up along the naked curve of his hip. A scream of agony ripping from the clone’s throat as his body convulsed on the glass. “I liked you better when you were silent.”
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Staring at his bruised face in the mirror as he brushed his teeth, Israel leaned forward to spit before his head connected with the mirror. Feeling it shatter and cut him, he feebly pushed the assailant off. Frenzied eyes turned to see himself dressed in a bloody hospital gown. How was this possible? Is' genetic code couldn't be duplicated. The terminator genes... they... they... Israel's head swam from the pain medication being pumped into him. None of this made sense. This had to be a bad trip or something. Looking down at his abdomen and the pain he felt, the clone swallowed dryly. His brain was struggling to come to grips with what was happening. He stared lifelessly at the look-alike as the doppelgänger grabbed him, glossy brown eyes staring into those dead eyes. It was strange. Not the replica; he was a copy himself, after all.
There wasn't anything behind them.
A vast, stark nothingness.
Feeling the hand close around his neck, he struggled as he was pushed against the wall. He knew he was clearly outmatched, outwitted. This version of him was everything his parents wanted. Everything he should've been. Feeling himself dissociate from the situation, he let the other’s words fade in and out.
"They don't care about you. None of them do. You're nothing to them. Just a toy to fuck around with until they get bored or you break again." Israel blinked back to life as he looked to the other. "No one likes a broken toy." So much had been taken from him already, and now this thing wanted his life? Why? The clone frowned, clearly perplexed by the idea. "Vu vant mein life? Bleaze take it. It's yours." He managed steadily, confusion flitting over the other's face. "What?" He snarled, breath smelling of blood and cigarettes. “Take it.” Israel smiled, pupils blown wide. "Vu'll chust pe sduck in zis hakonising hell..." He laughed. "Und if vu do earn your freetom, vu'll pe zome client's blay-zing. All zat botential vasted, muzzled!"
"Vu don't vant to pe me..." Taking the IV pole with a surge of adrenaline, Israel shoved it at the doppelgänger, knocking him off balance. Grabbing the pump, he tore it loose, slamming it down repeatedly into the doppelgänger's head and the concrete wall. They wrestled on the ground, snarling and growling like animals. Israel took the metal pole and broke it in half. Using all his remaining strength he jammed it through the creature’s chest. “Heal... from zis... pitch.” Breathing heavily, his body slumped on the bloody bathroom tile as his adrenaline rush wore off. Pulling the the "call nurse" chord with shaking fingers, he crawled to the dying doppelgänger. Taking his shaking hands, he inspected the doppelgänger's abdomen. Swallowing as the horror of his reality sank in. Jagged stitches running along pale flesh. They weren't there. His organs. "FUCKER!" He screamed, shaking the dead body through tearful eyes, barely noticing the nurses trying to drag him away from the gruesome scene.