#celestial.bodies

[ukeishin]

atsumu never quite fully healed when you left him. he always puts on a smile and laughs through the pain. his heart has been irreversibly broken, left with the pieces you created.

note: pls be gentle i don’t usually write angst

ft. miya atsumu

warning: angst

Atsumu swears he’s fine.

Why wouldn’t he be?

You were nothing more than a silly little fling to him. Merely someone who somehow managed to capture his attention and kept his bed nice and warm during lonely late nights. Your relationship was never going to last and why should that concern Atsumu? He’s a pro-athlete with plenty of adoring fans who would die to spend a single night with him. He has everything he could possibly need: fame, money, women, so why is it that he feels like something is missing? Why is it that he’s still searching for remnants of you in everything?

When Atsumu wakes to the usual incessant shrill of his alarm clock, he loudly groans and rolls over onto his side, grumbling under his breath and reaching out blindly across the mattress. It takes him a moment to realize that there’s nobody there besides himself, the bed sheets are cold and Atsumu withdraws his hand so quickly almost as if it pains him to touch what used to be your side of the bed.

And despite his best efforts, his eyes still scan the crowd before matches, hoping to see you amongst the throng of people. He never does.

He waves off the growing concern of those close to him, plastering on an easy grin and assuring them that he’s never been better. It’s like a weight has been lifted off of his chest with your departure. They’re skeptical, but if Atsumu wants to lie to himself, then so be it.

Atsumu carries on like usual as if your presence in his life never meant anything to him. He’s quick with a joke and a jab, prompting his teammates to roll their eyes and chuckle at his antics. But if they looked closely, they’d be able to notice how strained his smile is and how it never quite reaches his eyes anymore.

Atsumu finds people to fill that space you left in his life, but none of them quite fit like you did.

[ukeishin]

i now h/c that sakusa covers his smile if he doesn't have his mask on; like covers it with his hand, because of you 😔

:,(((( imagine him being told that his smile was scary/off-putting when he was younger by his classmates because they think he’s so intimidating. it sticks with him and he just hates the way his smile looks now. so on the rare occasion he cracks a smile, it’s just instinct for him to cover it up behind a mask or a hand. but, you do something so fucking stupid that omi can’t believe it and he laughs and smiles, too caught up in whatever you did to remember to cover up his mouth so when you comment on how he has a really pretty smile, omi clams up. he scoffs, but his ears are tinged red because although he doesn’t believe you, he also knows that you’re not a liar.

[ukeishin]

i honestly think that kaminari would try to show off his quirk in front of you and he’s gone over his limit multiple times but when he’s in his loopy state, he’ll become super clingy with you and when he returns to normal he’s all flustered pls i’m in love with him

kaminari one hundred percent tries to show off in front of you. he thinks you’re the cutest person there is and you’re so nice to him that he can’t help the fact that he has the world’s largest crush on you.

he doesn’t exactly try to hide how much he likes you, either. he never passes up the opportunity to flirt with you or compliment you on how your quirk is so cool and powerful.

kaminari still doesn’t have complete control over his quirk so when he tries to show off in front of you, it normally goes wrong. when he eventually comes to, and realizes that he’s clinging to one of your arms, he instantly goes red and tries to sputter out a coherent response.

he swears you’re trying to kill him when you peck his cheek and tell him that he should be careful before walking away to catch up with your friends. man if that’s how you’re going to treat him every time he overdoes it, he should do it more often.

[ukeishin]

hajime loves when u say his name, more than baby or honey or any nickname. it just makes him feel so proud when you call him like that, like he’s yours

don’t get him wrong, iwaizumi loves all of the nicknames you’ve given him, some more so than others, but nothing compares to you saying his name. he’s had to put up with oikawa incessantly calling him iwa-chan for most of his life while others in his life simply refer to him as iwaizumi.

iwaizumi didn’t think he could like his name as much as it sounded coming from your mouth. it’s nothing extraordinary, really. it’s just his given name, but something about the way you say it has his chest feeling warm. maybe it’s the way your lips curl up or the fondness in your voice when you say hajime, honestly it doesn’t really matter to iwaizumi. as long as you call him yours, he’s happy.

send me soft headcanons

[ukeishin]

BABEEYYY IT IS KIRI BRAINROT HOURRRSSSSS

HES SO CUTE WANNA KISS EM

[ukeishin]

ok so i feel like tsukki wouldn’t know what to do when he figures out his feelings for you so yamaguchi tells him to flirt with you and compliment you but this mf gives the most awkward and or backhanded compliments ever 💀💀

PLEASE GJSLSJSHD

tsukki likes you so much that it pisses him off. yamaguchi advises him to just be nicer to you, you know compliment you and maybe even flirt a bit. tsukki scoffs at the advice, but mentally he’s filing away that information for later. now let’s get into what kind of compliments mr. tsukishima would give you.

“oh, i guess you’re not completely an idiot” - said when you score highly on an exam that you studied really hard for. you felt like he was undermining your intelligence and effort, but tsukishima was just impressed that you managed to do so well.

“who the fuck are you all dressed up for?” - said when you put a little more effort than usual into your appearance. you get pissed off because uh no one? you dress for you and yourself only. tsukishima thought you looked cute, but sometimes the words get jumbled up.

“you’re smarter than you look.” - said when you added your input into a conversation. you were SO offended because what the fuck does that even mean. tsukishima thought it came across as flirting or teasing but once he say the look in your eyes, he realized he was off by a long shot.

“they didn’t deserve you, idiot.” - said after you get dumped by your former s/o. it comes out awkward and a little stiff, but tsukishima’s tone is completely genuine. perhaps, he’s not as bad as you thought.

[ukeishin]

okay imagine bad boy!iwa who’s parents sign him up for volunteering at an animal shelter to try to fix his behavior and he meets you; a sweet, empathetic volunteer who all the animals love bc you care about them so so much and at first ur like “aw fuck this bitch” and you make him do all the chores you don’t wanna do around the shelter and over time he starts falling for you because he sees you interacting with all the animals and he sees how much they trust you and you start falling for him when you see him holding a small puppy and wrapping it up in his jacket to be able to cuddle it without it getting scared

brit 💔💔 why would u do this to me 💔💔

you disliked iwaizumi when he first started. it was obvious that he didn’t actually care about the animals, and that he was only there because he was forced to be. you make him to do all these menial tasks that you don’t want to do, but you slowly begin to take pity on him. he’s just so bad at it that you feel bad and start to give him pointers here and there of what to do. he’s a good listener, and a fast learner, taking your tips to heart. so you build a steady routine over time. you don’t talk much to one another as you work, but you find your eyes drifting over to iwaizumi more often than not. your heart melts when you see how gentle he is with the animals, a vivid contrast to his appearance. you don’t notice the small grin on his face when he hears you greet each and every one of the animals.

[ukeishin]

hinata learns how to “talk dirty” in brazil. you think he’s saying dirty stuff to you but in reality he’s just whispering the months of the year into your ear. it just sounds good in brazilian portuguese coming from his mouth.

IM GOING TO CRY FKFJFJSLSJD JADE 😭😭😭😭