#cfs problems

[guiltypleasurefandomface]

I knew one day my brain would brainfart and I'd comment on a fic i've already read (and commented on) as if i've never read it before...

Fucking hell.

[apxlllo]

"Everyone gets tired sweaty :)))" I almost fucking collapsed trying to get out of the bath don't fucking invalidate my cfs by saying shit like this I will fIGHT you

[havingacfsmoment]

Forgot how to use a knife and fork today. Thanks brain fog.

[voidspacecowboy]

"I was going to be productive today but then I woke up feeling exhausted and everything went to shit" - A novel by me

[chronicfunsyndrome]

Venting before i go to sleep

So didn't get much sleep today (will get more tonight hopefully), and am without one of the key supplements i take, therefore am irritable, tired. What does someone do? Be rude, which always seem to happen at an inopportune time.

Its happened a few times but just told i need to stop playing video games (only played for a few hours today at most) and socialize and watch a football game (i hate football btw), said person then falls asleep and i watch ufc event (or a lot of it, not the main events or main fights). Like wtf ppl?

What pissed me off is that it was also done when i was streaming, which im usually always streaming (unless i play on xbox 360 or a more recent pc game), seriously im going to speak up next time, i dont tolerate that during streams. 

Its incidents like these that make me want to move out asap, so will start working on my businesses, writing and more. Was also told to find a job within a week, my birthday is in a week like ill really get all that much done, ive been looking for work but honestly i dont want to work as a cook anymore, past two jobs ive worked as a prep cook/cook I have hated, filed a harrassment claim, and came close to assaulting some of my coworkers several times. I also worked with some really big douchebags/ignoramuses, and almost sued one of the places I worked at.

I doubt a different location will improve things at all, which is why I've wanted to work from home in some sort of fashion and make a decent living since I got CFS and a little bit before that too. 

I just seem to be surrounded by a lot of negativity and narrow mindedness, it just drives me nuts?! 

So new goal is make as much money within the next month or two so i can move out so I don't have to deal with this shit no more and fix my cfs problems and get a good doctor that knows what they are doing and can do more to help as well. 

[madeofbees]

Took shawl pictures outside since the sun is up and I kind of doubt that I'll have my shit together before sunset I am a mess but I'm also going to sleep for reals now. Pictures to be uploaded when I wake up.

[the-mighty-groot-blog]

I want to do some writing but I've got to conserve my energy for violin lessons and I've already done an activity that counts as tiring.

I guess I'm just going to watch a bunch of Qi and hope I'm not too tired after violin.