“It’s okay. I couldn’t sleep anyway.”
he hesitates outside of dick’s room, shifting slightly as he glances around inside. of course he already knows what the room looks like. damian has been inside on more than a few occasions to bother his eldest brother ( and on more occasions than he’d admit fallen asleep there ). even if he had been caught, damian still hesitates outside of the room. there was still a part of him that saw what he needed as a weakness. there was no way that he could ever completely erase everything that he had been taught within the league, but he could learn that things were okay. that he was allowed to feel things and want things. opening his mouth, he promptly shut it quickly before he pushed the door open wider.
“i did not have the intention to wake you, even if that is the case.” damian would have much preferred if dick had remained asleep. it would have saved him some embarrassment. with his previous night terror, and now this, it was starting to become more and more obvious that things were starting to get bad again. and damian didn’t want to admit that. it meant that he was weak. he should be able to handle night terrors and not run off to someone else in the middle of the night. “i couldn’t sleep either,” the teen finally admitted, hesitant as he spoke. he inched inside of the room slowly, uncertain as he made his way closer to the bed. it had been a while since things had gotten this bad. years since those memories made him suffer like this.
but he knew that dick would never judge him for that. his brother had always been there through it all. had been there when he had first been brought back and everything had plagued him. still hesitant, damian finally crossed the room and before he could change his mind and run out, he carefully climbed into dick’s bed and laid down, making sure he didn’t directly look at the other. he didn’t want dick to see that he was having a hard time with all of this. he didn’t want anyone to know how hard it was.
“don’t hog the covers,” he muttered after a moment. and this was just fine. damian could sleep like this and know that he was safe.