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first meetings.
(commissioned from sxbxb8)
as in life, so in death.
(commissioned from zuki)
i find mhin's relationship with the other cast members fascinating, so i'm compiling my thoughts here in regards to how mhin discusses the others!
what is most prominent in regards to kuras is how highly mhin talks about him--a rarity, considering their usual acerbic tone. what makes kuras so different is how much mhin likes his kindness and goodwill. mhin values goodness and the sanctity of life as a scientist themself, but at the same time, they're wary of kuras's ulterior motives and thus can't let themself get too close to him--such altruism is frightening because it's simply too good to be true, and might mask other, more sinister intentions.
vere is someone who mhin speaks about with unrestrained vitriol, and there's no reluctant compliment or cool observation to be found. what mhin despises about vere isn't just the attempt on their life (though they aren't above personal grudges), it's vere's blatant disregard for others and his selfish actions that have no justification other than "he wants to act this way." vere's actions reinforces mhin's own notions about monsters, so what you see with vere is what you get--of course vere has done something terrible enough to warrant containment by the senobium. mhin has no pity for him, and assumes the worst of vere by default.
mhin is fond of leander for the same reason they're fond of kuras. they're slightly smitten by the idea of leander as the people's savior, and they're probably smitten by leander in general, as i think mhin is more susceptible to charisma and the persona of a good samaritan. at the same time, i think they also enjoy that leander is persistent and isn't put off by mhin's prickly demeanor. it might seem like a contradiction, but they enjoy when people try to get close to them despite how they act. it's a taste of the connection and vulnerability they long for, even if they will still deny it to themself at the end of the day. it's also why they're so quick to put distance between themself and leander, by immediately dissuading any notion they're part of the adderstones.
though all of mhin's relationships are interesting, there's something fascinating by how they view ais and the insight it gives to their mindset. ais, in mhin's own words, hasn't "done anything yet"--which means they're waiting for him to slip up and prove himself to be the monster mhin thinks he is. they expect ais to disappoint them and suspect he's the same as vere deep down. mhin's vitriol for monstrosity might be rooted in self-loathing, but it's interesting how they believe it to be inherent, not learned, which is why they're already bracing for the worst case scenario. what mhin hates about monsters the most is their disregard for others, when mhin has been shown to be someone who cares deeply about other people.
perhaps mhin wants ais to act differently, but they'll resent ais all the more for not choosing to be anything but a monster in the end. he can't be anything but his nature, so it'll be their fault for having any hope ais would be different, as possessing a monstrous nature only ever has one outcome. it's also possible there's some resentment if mhin's own monstrosity is inherent, while ais chose to make a deal with ocedeus, so mhin would despise ais for choosing to be monstrous instead of walking away, like mhin is unable to. at the same time, i wonder if mhin is ever jealous of ais and vere for their lack of restraint, when they're so cautious all the time in comparison.
who’s the dog, again?
(commissioned from wtchysvto)
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(commissioned from dacquoisettes)
there's something interesting in the demo about how, if you choose the more "kind" and less abrasive answers, such as thanking them for their assistance, MC notes that mhin looks guilty, probably because they feel some shame at their own caustic manner if you still choose to treat them civilly. they're used to dealing with difficulty personalities and they value kindness, so it never makes them feel good to step on that.
whereas when you choose the more assertive answer, usually pointing out their contradictory behavior or being more straightforward, they tend to blush and grumble, but take what you tell them in stride. your anger or honesty is reasonable, and mhin doesn't actually react harshly if they believe there's a measure of logic to your words. they know their own attitude is frustrating to deal with at times, and can understand why someone would call them out on it or be more blunt.
touchstarved can't even disappoint me atp bc all the energy i direct towards loving mhin has condensed into two feet of impenetrable titanium that shields me from any potential bad gameplay experiences
mhin is someone whose bitterness and jaded nature develops as a consequence of their deep love for other people. isolation, distrust, harshness--these are all measures they take to hide their desperately bleeding heart and how much they yearn for connection, and how much they hate to live in a world where that yearning will be used against them and can never truly be fulfilled.