#chase being unhinged

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I should have been the devil on somebody's shoulder. What a peak form of existence.

[adhd-and-anarchy]

I'm getting kind of sick of this bs. If it's not period cramps, it's a headache. If it's not a headache, it's nausea. If it's not nausea, its that my guts feel like somebody is forcibly grabbing them and twisting them into knots. STAWPPPP LET ME FREEEEEE

[adhd-and-anarchy]

Sometimes I wonder if the grumpy grandparents were right and I just decided I was lesbian / bi-but-strongly-wlw-preferencing-due-to-being-a-certified-manhater too young and I don't actually know what I want, but then other times I will feel incredibly nauseous at the idea of being with a man, and it's like nah I'm good 12 y/o me knew what was up 👍

[adhd-and-anarchy]

"Maybe he'll grow on you!"

Yeah, so will fungus when I'm dead and buried, but that's not happening either tf

[adhd-and-anarchy]

I've really just stopped giving a fuck how I come across, I think. Oh, you're bigoted or abusive or hateful or just generally an bad person? Kys. Oh, I can't say that because you find it offensive? I used to be suicidal, she and I are actually really good friends and you don't know her like I do. Oh, that's not funny, you say? Womp womp, you weren't there.

It's so fun not giving a fuck.

[adhd-and-anarchy]

Its monday

I forgot my coffee on the counter this morning

And my girlfriend is away all week

She's going to come back to find me crying in an alligator swamp