#cheesymoon

[karbonklorida]

White Dress

It's always been a magnificent sight A wish that will never said outloud We were daydreaming all year long How we gonna look like in a white dress Walking gracefully All eyes watch carefully Never mind, it's been in our head a thousand times Heart beats naturally He'll say the vow peacefully And a brand new life just begun It's the greatest gift of all time Love that blessed by heaven above Words were never just words Said the vow means you're ready To treasure all the possibility To a joyful man, be a blissful wife Lead by faith, bonded by trust Nothing is perfect There's a quest in every journey But love can conquer all Shared so much laughter, shared many tears Learn to be better, trained to be stronger We were wondering all year long Who will be the first to wear a white dress? To a beautiful bride, be a charming sister Lead by faith, bonded by trust We're not perfect Our memories is what we'll treasure But our love is evermore

{CCl }

On the occasion of @redrainfalls 's wedding

[karbonklorida]

Two

I see you in so many faces Hear your laugh in the middle of the crowd I learn to cook the food that you love Stare at the ceiling wondering where you are

Two months older, but I'll always mess around Oh, I wish for your sound I drowned, thought we had unbreakable bound

I took your soul You took the beating of my heart Now it doesn't work the same Hold on, you said So, I put my faith in words you won't say I'll be your enemy, I'll be your friend, But do what lovers do.

I've been listening to the silence Wishing I caught your name The best of me is barely breathing When I'm not somebody I believe in

Two months younger, but you'll always shine brighter Oh, I wish they didn't bother Because me and you together, couldn't be any better

Always thought it's gonna be red But, unintendedly it's always been black I pledge to love this man, to be true and loyal to him, and to comfort and keep him in sickness and in health.

{CCl}

[karbonklorida]

Trophy Wife

I'm perfectly fine, I live on my own Casually met a narcissist, saying he loves me I tried to be nice, but he walks all over my peace of mind I made up my mind, I'm better off bein' alone

How dare you, all of you Standing around deciding my future I'm not the consolation prize Not something you resort to

I'm not some land to be claimed Or some country to be conquered Thinking of running for local office? So you want to be a mayor? You barely walk in my city hall Voted most likely to exile myself I'm not a princess that needs rescuing Looking pretty, up in the castle tower 'Cause I'm not your trophy wife Just a participation ribbon kind of girl

I'm perfectly fine, I live on my own Accidentally met a playboy, saying he loves me I stood for myself, but he drops my name I could rewrite it, but I decided to leave well enough alone

How dare you, all of you Bursting out loud deciding my future I am not a prize to be won Not something you resort to

Put a chain round my neck Not a ring on my finger Trick me once, trick me twice I think it's time to teach some lessons Never trust any of you So I fly them all, let them think they saved me But I'm the thunder, rattling your ground Left them all, dropped them down. So sick of people saying that love is just all a woman is fit for But the truth is I'm still so lonely

I'm not some land to be claimed Or some country to be conquered While you were doing lines And crossing all of mine I can reclaim the land Voted most likely to be with a warrior I'm a warrior too, mending all my gashes Trying to be kind, building my castle tower 'Cause I'm not your trophy wife I'm the wife that will help you get the trophy

[karbonklorida]

Evaporate

You've entered my bloodstream You've entered the room And the whole springtime was filled with you 'Til I checked the pulse and nothing's beating Two years in the grave, silence in the tomb

I come back swearing it's the same How naive, how insane I know it's long gone I might look okay But if you ask me again, I might change my mind

Moved by deep feeling, evaporate We breathe ourselves out and away From moment to moment Emotion grows fainter, like a perfume Though someone may tell us; “I can't make you wait." What does it matter? I've stayed, but you find someone better They can’t contain me I vanish inside them and around them Love does evaporate

You've seen my inner-child You've hear my stories And the whole "I wish…" was filled with you 'Til I checked the pulse and nothing's beating Two years in the grave, silence in the tomb

I come back swearing it's the same How naive, how insane I know it's long dead I forget what I've said Cause I forget about you long enough to become so numb

You're long gone, when you're next to me I realized all the blame is on me Happiness is cloud Don't stare at it, or it will evaporate Stop now and pray Desire turn to feeling And you know what? Feeling evaporates.

[karbonklorida]

Who are YOU?

I get older but just never wiser I'm the one with weird coping mechanism I want someone to paint me golden Yet my heart had been frozen So, who are you?

I never grow up, it's getting so old I'm the one who trapped in these altruism I don't belong with anyone And my love will be frozen So, who are you?

Who are you? Your pray is so powerful Your whisper has reached the sky No one gives me butterfly anymore Seems like it's more than just making Du'a How dare you!? Do you take my name? Do you talk to Allah about me? Because if you do, I will pray too; Ya Allah, if I am to fall in love, let me touch the heart of someone who is attached to You

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Somewhere in the haze, there's someone raising his hands…. "Ya Allah, if she's the one for me, please guard her heart. I beg You to take care of her. Please don't make her fall in love with someone else."

[karbonklorida]

City of Rain

I stared through the window Watching the city's glow I tried to count all the raindrops But they came to an abrupt stop

Traveled to so many places Tried to fake so many faces You know, this was a different rain That was a different kind of pain

I always love this city The place where I met all my besties The wind blows warm and steady The rain that brings the best of me Every nook and corner kept memories I had no choice but to face it I keep dragged back to this city Guess the City of Rain really is my destiny

I stared through the window Watching this town's shadow I tried to forget those raindrops But they followed me around the globe

Visited lots of different town That's how I became a clown You know, the rain was never the same That remind me of a different pain

Big old city was more than cruel My hometown needed more fuel This city's held the truth That I want to be with you

{CCl}

[karbonklorida]

White and Grey

Facing an old black gate They said this school is the best in town You take a deep breath It's the morning of your very first day

Stay out of senior's way Since it's your freshman year It's 2013, the beginning and the end of something My love life's about to crash just a little harder

I was sixteen, when you're messing around It was somewhere around June But I listened to Back to December under the moon I needed a good cry Cause when you're sixteen Feeling like there's nothing to figure out I wish I was smarter This is life before I know who I'm gonna be

Facing the most important test They said this thing decide your future You take a deep breath It's the morning of your senior year

Stay out of cheap drama Since you've had enough It's 2016, the beginning and the end of something My love life's about to crash just a little harder

I was eighteen, when I messed you around It was somewhere around July But you see, I didn't give you any replies I needed to save you Cause when you're eighteen Feeling like you started to figure something out I wish I was wiser This is life before I know who I'm gonna be

Yeah, everyone wore white shirts And grey pants or grey skirts Wish I could go back And tell myself what I know now I hate him for hurting me but I hate myself more for hurting another him

Thanks to that famous high school whatsoever 'Cause it's white, and it's grey But you see, it's frankly never black I needed to move on Could've ended different, then again I've found time can heal most anything And you just might find who you're supposed to be

{CCl}

[karbonklorida]

Surrogate Pawn

It was the great of times, bunch of dimes Lots of rhymes that blew my mind To all the kings and the queens I must bow down Couldn't stare at their crowns It's like we’re playing chess. Moving strategically, testing boundaries I'm a piece in your chess game Not a leader of the pack Nor the face of a revolution But I light my furious flames I'm a pawn in your chess game, I'm the person who takes the blame, I'm a person who can used for fame, But you won't be with me on this walk of shame Surrogate pawn, in the light of day These moves aren't yours, in this game we play Make your move Take your time Show me what you got 'Cause I'm your addiction, you will try to claim It was a lovely place with friendly face But then you came to make a mess To all the kings and the queens I must bow down Couldn't stare at their thrones It's like we’re playing chess. Moving strategically, testing boundaries I'm a piece in your chess game You'll be the first to laugh But it's all pretend 'Cause I always win Who knows what the future holds Not a queen, but I lead a crowd Just a pawn, but my voice so loud This little piece in your game Turned out to be the one who said checkmate I'm a pawn in your chess game, I'm not the person who takes the blame, I'm not a person who can used for fame, And you'll be the one on this walk of shame Surrogate pawn, in the light of day These moves aren't yours, in this game we play Make your move Take your time Show me what you got We all know how this games ends The pawn destroys you and steals peoples' heart {CCl}