Messy CHEM100 class notes from August-September 2021

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Messy CHEM100 class notes from August-September 2021
sometimes you win, sometimes you learn you’re a dumb bitch who can’t do basic chemistry.
Messy CHEM100 class notes from October 2021
Finishing my syllabus/lesson planning for my first class & all I can thinks is KEEP YOUSELF ALIVE
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So turns out that my friend does have a boyfriend, it's whatever though. In all honesty she is really cool and I am actually a little confused at how much our friendship grew in the span of 10 weeks. I can still remember purposefully walking in late to lab and hoping there was a seat open to a cute girl. I am glad I made that decision. Of course nothing more than a platonic friendship will come about from this, I still had a great time talking to her. She is dope. Why she ever drew a heart with her initials on my arm I will probably never know. All I know that it is her birthday today err yesterday (it is midnight now). I hope she had a great time with her family and her boyfriend. I'll see her one more time when we take our final, and then we will probably never see each other again. In a way I actually like this. On a brighter side I may go to the lake with one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met, and though nothing between us will happen, I still have the same crush I've had on her since I met her and hanging out with her is good enough for me. On a sad note I really need to write in my journal.