#chesayin

[ivoryheaven]

i like my friends a lot.....

[leonawriter]

He would make coffee for the both of them and go up to Ayin while he was working, and he would know that nothing further was expected of him. That he would not have to smile if he did not have to. He could talk at length, he found, and Ayin would not tell him to be quiet. He could be silent as the grave himself, and Ayin would not ask him to talk.

Excerpt is from Lament.

Back when I was writing and illustrating that fic, I wanted to draw something that'd really get across the idea I had, which I couldn't at the time with just my phone. Now, though... now, I can do this.

Which I think probably took me several hours, haha. And hands are still my worst enemy.

[ivoryheaven]

Top 5 Yaoi in ur opinion?

i only like pmoon so you'll have to hear just pmoon ships from me. N u get bottom, top, or switch too because I said so

my favorite yaoi ship atm is heathclair again. i miss em (heathcliff x sinclair) for these two i prefer sinclair top and heathcliff bottom. really nice dynamic n they make me cry and have a panic attack they're so cute

close second is mattrien (matthias x rien). toxic yaoi toxic yaoiiiii big fat chud x larper chud. i prefer rien top and matthias bottom

third is chesayin (chesed x ayin). they're cute n glaze eachother. i like them both as switch but chesed low-key tops

fourth is rolgalia (roland x argalia) yyyesss they're great but likeee i like other ships yaknow. i prefer argalia top and roland bottom

fifth is yandeni (yan x denis). THEYRE REALLY CUTE THE RAREPAIR EVER. and we ignore how denis really wants to kill him. haven't thought of a dynamic for them so switch prolly

idk if this is what u asked of me so uhh here

[leonawriter]

"Hey, Ayin, so - your colour scheme is black/gold/red, right?"

"Uh, yeah, okay, you're giving me the unimpressed look."

[Door opens.]

[Daniel walks in.]

"Ah! There's the red!"

[leonawriter]

Everybody's feelin' warm and bright It's such a fine and natural sight Everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

Look I love imagining them dancing along whenever I hear that song so. I have the POWER. And can I just say that I am super jealous of Ayin right now? Because yeah, I so am.

[leonawriter]

Saw fake dating brought up as a trope again and. I just immediately went to Daniel having to fake date Ayin so that they can have access to... something. Daniel's just kinda "okay, well, it could have been worse" while Ayin is internally screaming the entire time and as a result looks even more wooden-faced than normal.

[leonawriter]

And now I'm thinkign of Daniel asking if he can kiss Ayin and Ayin just going "okay?" and seeming kinda cool on the surface but underneath, in his head, he is overheating and making steam kettle noises.

Daniel kisses him and he melts a little and instantly thinks this is why you're a massive distraction.

[leonawriter]

I GOT CHESED ANNOUNCER SEVERAL TIMES OVER, HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT HIS LINES, THESE ARE ALL AIMED DIRECTLY AT AYIN/THE MANAGER

MY CHESED/AYIN HEART..... I AM BEING FED.

the perfect announcer rotation is going ot be real within the year. I just need Hokma.