#chindo

[patriciazabc]

[hi-iamaj]

As a chindo who have strong Indonesian features compared to Chinese features (although I am genetically more Chinese than Indonesian), it is always amusing to see which country other people think I am from. It is even funnier when they know I'm not from Malaysia and they somehow still guess I'm Malaysian.

I made a list (sort of) of what country people assume I'm from just because I find it funny how no one guessed correctly (yet)

Which country someone assume I am from according to the people who first met me (plus the language they assume I speak):

1. Malaysian by 75% of my classmates at uni and rarely, some store clerks (mostly mandarin, but some also assume I only speak English)

2. Philippines by my groupmate (English) (this actually happen 2 days ago)

3. Chinese by store clerks (mandarin)

4. Taiwanese/Chinese by the old ladies on public transport (mandarin)

5. Malaysian again, but this time indigenous Malaysian (not Chinese Malaysian) by 20% of my uni class mates (bahasa melayu and Chinese)

6. Singaporean by 1% of my uni classmates (mandarin + English)

7. Confused as to where I am from by the last 4% of my uni classmates and just straight up asked (English)

[sepialunaris]

Peacock decorations for Chindo sangjit (bethrotal ceremony) honestly screams gay and trans rights (after peahens are no longer sexually active they grow the long colorful tail and adopt mannerisms usually characterized for male peafowls) and I'm living it.

Like I know its unintentional, but fuck off these guys are gay and trans icons and there's nothing anyone can do about it

[chindoholiness]

Charlie Angelique Irawan

Sebelum kontol menyentuh tubuhnya, dia selalu berlutut dulu di depanmu.

Mata tertutup, tangan dilipat di dada, suara lembut penuh iman:

“Tuhan, aku persembahkan tubuhku ini sebagai persembahan yang hidup.

Berkatilah aku agar dipakai dengan kasar… dipakai sampai rusak… dipakai sampai hancur total.

Jadikanlah aku alat kesenangan-Mu.”

Begitu “Amin” keluar dari mulutnya, doanya langsung dikabulkan dengan brutal.

Baju langsung disobek. Pinggang kecilnya dicengkeram kuat sampai memar. Mulut suci yang biasa berdoa disumpal dalam-dalam sampai lehernya bengkak. Memeknya yang “suci” dibenamkan kasar sampai robek dan berdarah. Tubuh gereja yang dia jaga rapi itu dihancurkan tanpa ampun — ditampar, dicekik, dipukul, dan dibenamkan berulang-ulang.

Dan setelah semuanya selesai…

Saat dia tergeletak lemah di lantai, penuh memar, rambut acak-acakan, dan mani mengalir dari mulut, memek, serta wajahnya…

Dia tersenyum lemah, napas tersengal, lalu berbisik dengan suara parau:

“Terima kasih Tuhan…

Aku bersyukur sekali.

Hidupku diberkati…

Ternyata tugasku di dunia ini memang untuk dipakai seperti ini…

Terima kasih sudah memakai tubuhku sebagai persembahan yang hidup…”

Dia benar-benar percaya.

Ini bukan dosa.

Ini panggilan Tuhan.

[chindoholiness]

[chindoholiness]

Chelsea Dian.

Just another worthless Chindo girl, only good for being a cumrag.

Pretty slanted eyes, slim waist, perky tits

all of it exists to be grabbed, fucked, and discarded like the sex toy she is.

[chindoholiness]