Name: Edwin
1. Where are you originally from?
I was born in San Lorenzo, Puerto Rico. My mother moved to Boston area in 1975, when I was 13 years old.
2. How old are you?
I am 51 years old.
3. What was growing up like?
My Mom raised me and my siblings off of a house on Memorial Drive in Cambridge. My parents separated when I was really young because of alcoholism.
We lived a good life. I have four brothers and one sister (who passed in 1989).
It could be tough growing up in Cambridge/Boston in the '70's because of prejudice. My siblings and I had to fight just to go to and from school everyday. Being latino could get you killed, no what I'm saying? The harassment from whites didn't stop, even when we started to go to high school. I was scared about what could happen to me.
It was a emptiness. Like," you are not worth anything" kind of emptiness. I always got the impression that I was nothing. It is no one's fault but my own.
Alcohol was my ultimate downfall. When I was a kid, I used to get alcohol for my grandmother, running errands (she was an alcoholic). I was never told that it wasn't right for me to drink. So I've been struggling with alcoholism most of my life. It runs in my family.
There have been times when I've been sober. I stayed sober for four years going to A.A. meetings in Boston. I even worked in landscapping then. But I had a bad back injury and went right back to alcohol.
The only thing that could help me now is going to a farm away from civilization for a few months to sober up.
Also, there was no father figure around so that got me into the street life. The street life is no joke either. You either hustle to survive, or die.
5.How long have you been homeless for?
Since I was 17. Mostly in Cambridge.
6. Any words for people reading your story?
The homeless are human beings too. Just like you. That is why I like the message of my sign, "Seeking Human Kindness." We are already human. We all need love and support from each other to grow in a healthy way. Also, think about the consequences of your actions. I am still paying for things I did when I was kid. I wish I had someone older telling me the reality of the costs for living in the streets.
7. Do you have any dreams?
I would like to have my own house one day! That is my dream.