#christmas bitching

[mjayatlas]

“everything is done online these days. it’s ridiculous. you apply for a job and get a job all online.”

like yes. that’s how it works.

[abalonetea]

I just woke up at 2am because I realized that there were people I left off the “written gift” list and now I’m just so disconcerted because I thought I was done with that

[crowglossed]

christmas was just weird and tense. basically really shitty, though i liked all the little gifties i got.

[rizzajax]

You wanna know what fucking sucks? Everybody bitching about having to be around a ton of people during the holidays. At my dbt instead of a teaching session, they had a "how to survive the holidays" session. Pretty much all about having to deal with family. It wasn't until the end when I had to ask "what if you have nothing for christmas, how do you deal with that?" They just said take care of myself and suggested going to the conservatory since they were open. Asked my Mom about it, but she didn't wake me up to go today. And of course, aaaall over facebook and tumblr is people bitching about having to, god forbid, spend time with family. My blood relatives had a party. I wasn't invited. I was actually invited to a friend's family thing, but we had to bring a 25 dollar gift card and something to exchange in some game, but we can't afford to do that in this part of the month. I have a 20 that I've been saving for the Hobbit and dammit I'm gonna see the fucking hobbit...even though I went from wanting to see the 3d high frame rate to going to standard...at least ill have money for popcorn or something. Point is, I can't take the complaints today whatsoever. Normally I'm all about helping out by lending an ear, but not today. Oh no, your in the cities for Christmas instead of being in your precious hickland you are always bitching about? CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER. I woke up at 3pm and have been watching movies about pathetic women who have to have a fucking man in their lives because apparently that's the meaning of Christmas according to the fucking hallmark channel, but I feel too bad to leave my Mom alone in the living room. Played Terraria on my phone all damn day since it was on sale for a dollar. I bought everybody candy for Christmas too. *monotone* Oh no, I spoiled the surprise. Just gonna feel like a piece of shit if anyone got me anything nice. So wonderful, I've turned into what I hate the most at Christmas time. I've turned into my grinch of a Mom. Couldn't even finish decorating the goddamn tree.

[gorgon-heart]

I realize that Mondays are my normally scheduled days, but really it's kind of shitty to make me work until eleven on Christmas eve when I worked on Halloween, Thanksgiving, every fucking call-in I get, and overtime when they need someone to help out if it's busy.

I'm just getting really sick of this place already, and I've only been working there for six months. I want to find a job that IS NOT FOOD SERVICE, where I can at least whatever I like to work and have a nose ring.

Look, this is me expressing my emotions in a healthy manner.

Also, I'm really annoyed that every time I ask for a day off, I add, "Or a first shift if you need it." So I end up getting scheduled really shitty 6-2s, and not only that, I got two of those in a row for some stupid reason.

I'm just going to start straight-up asking for days off when I want them. I am not getting paid enough to give that much of a fuck about this place.

I'm gonna wait until the ten-month mark, right before summer starts, and then start looking for another job, hopefully at a clothing store or something.

[appleseeddrama]

I am so sick of studying that I gave up and have been crafting like a motherfucker. Luckily, it’s almost Christmas and this shit is all gonna look SO GOOD.