#chronic something

[getoutofthefire]

Nothing hurts more than my pain, fatigue, and symptoms of a yet-to-be-diagnosed chronic illness, being dismissed by people who claim that its just because of my age.

Because 37 is 'ancient .'

[babsthegingerqueen]

The last couple of wednesdays i have felt pretty good. Not as much fatigue. But today is rough.

- wearing my trying-to-be-compression-socks-but-failing-at-it socks bc i couldnt find my actual compression socks

- period time

- i did 10 squats (TEN) on monday and apparently that was enough to make me so sore that sitting and standing takes intense effort

I’m only gonna get through this day by taking it slow, sitting when I can, and drinking as much water as i can get my hands on.

[wilddogscaniconfess]

woah ! came back into my body for a sec and realized i was in awful pain everywhere! let's not do that again

[wilddogscaniconfess]

going on a 20 minute walk and coming back exhausted, nauseous, unable to move, and feeling like i need to sleep for 4 hours. like a normal person #nothingwrongwithme

[spitefuletsywitch]

my joints hurt so i just took dbl the recommended dose of advil

[childetartagliaenthusiast]

My body whenever I try working full time: what if we don’t. Btw you can’t stand up anymore or sleep and your joints are gonna feel like they explode (not optional!)

[artemisiatridentatas]

Today was my birthday party and I half organized it and it’s in my yard but The Curse that has been bestowed upon me (current guess is epilepsy but damn it’s been 8 months of guessing I hate this) decided to act up today and so I had to leave my party cause I needed to be laying in bed and even so when I was at my party I couldn’t stand up long enough to hug anyone or say hi. Also my mom showed up started drinking at 10 so that was helpful and fun. Also birthday well wishes suck when they are all “happy birthday I hope one day they figure out what is wrong with you and you feel better”. Great wish but god

[cannedlychee]

Ah yes. My age-old literally-been-happening-for-so-long-idk-when-the-fuck-it-actually-started nemesis.

Getting up means my throat feels like it's trying to collapse in on itself, inhaling feels like sandpaper, and I can't fucking breathe without my lungs and throat hurting. Wheeeeee

I wanna reroll my constitution stats

Let me reroll, they fucking suck