#civilan

[clonewarsarchives]

Raydonian children in 4.21 Brothers by Polina Hristova

[whumpforthewin]

Whoomp Prompt - 2

“Kill me you coward!” The civilian snarled. They were laying over the hero’s unconscious body. “Because that’s the only way you’re getting to them!”

“I’m not here for you,” the villain assured. Then turned on their heel to walk away. “There will be time later to finish the hero. Maybe next time they won’t be such a disappointment as to need saving from a nobody,” they called over their shoulder.

The civilian let out a shaky breath. They’d survived. Now they had to make sure the hero did too.

[renna-translations]

Face / CIVILIAN

[ The second song that Koyama-san for the sake of his fans—and for everyone out there that feels a little down about themselves (Face (Kao) was the first song he ever allowed their performance to be recorded, because he wanted as many people out there as possible to hear it). It’s a song for the sake of saving people, and helping them to accept their flaws and imperfections, because others might see it as your strengths or positive traits instead.

Personally, this song also saved my life and helped me learn self-confidence, so I’ve been wanting to translate it since it came two years ago. I also included under the read more, the short speech he gave during CIVILIAN’s 2nd anniversary live, right before they performed this song. ]

“Thank you for saying something so nice, But I hate this face of mine I’ve been made fun of for it, so that doesn’t change how I feel” I’m wearing the same, resigned smile as always Well, it’s morning again, The start of another day

I stand in front of the mirror, And decide I don’t look too bad today, But my dead expression reflected in train window Makes me feel so pathetic, wishing I could just go home, Even with today being my birthday

‘Your eyes are too big,’ ‘Your nose is too small,’ Being compared to others since the day we are born, Before I knew it, I became afraid of other people ‘Become more pure and beautiful than anyone else,’ I’ve long given up on that sort of thing, And yet, why do I keep bringing my hopes up?

Someone, somewhere, Is still crying again today because of the face they have If everyone were just born with the same face, Would there be no more sadness in the world? We would all be laughing without showing our pain, our scars

I’d rather not go, I don’t want to see them, But everyone is waiting for me, to celebrate my day, I’m quite certain that they are I have to get going, to that person’s house, I have to wipe away my tears and get going

Small, narrow eyes; clumsy feet; dirty hair, Pale, blemished skin; A heart that aches over the slightest things, I was noticed  because I was born this way, so in that case, It’s not so bad, it’s not so bad at all, I’m sure I want to think that way about myself, someday Someone, somewhere, Is still crying again today because of the face they have But someday, somehow, I want to be able to say ‘thank you’ instead

Because I have this face, because I am me, The people I cherish are out there smiling

Ah, this world is so fair, so equal, Once you’re born, everyone has no choice but to learn to walk, Even with all my flaws and mistakes, I’m so alive today, just as I always am And I will keep on living, just the way I am

When we changed our band name 2 years ago, there were a lot of different things on my mind. While there were things we gained while we've been active these past few years, there are things we weren't able to attain, as well.

No matter how much I polished my knife,  no matter how much I sharpened my scissors, no matter how I much I sang with the intention of cutting someone down from on top of the stage, everyone else would smile at bands that sang of love, hope, and other happy things….

There were times where I thought to myself, ah, I knew it, all I'm doing is hurting myself with my music.

But, even as I realized that, I've always just been the kind of person that would sing about these kinds of things. There was a time where I thought, I'll just leave it to other people to sing about love, hope, joy, beauty, and all those other things that make people happy.

But this time, I thought of using this sharp knife that I've been desperately sharpening on my own my whole life, to write a song with the intention of protecting someone.

[theurbanhippieswe]

Today’s style. Spring is on its way back. Photo: @joachimsoder #spinginthecity #urbanstyle #mondayoutfit #beanie #cotton #jacket #raschelwooljacket #brownsbeach #chambrayshirt #armypants #civilan #therealmccoys #therealmccoyslondon #jeanjacket #levisvintageclothing #sneakers #commonprojects #eyewear #savileroweyewear #theurbanhippieswe (på/i Malmö, Sweden) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwRvpeBBiHv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nhah6bg09zq6

[theurbanhippieswe]

The indigo dyed jean jacket by Pure Blue Japan got its own expression. Photo: @rahland #ruggedstyle #heritage #beanie #robertmackieofscotland #armypants #civilan #realmccoys #therealmccoyslondon #jeanjacket #purebluejapan #rivetandhide #theurbanhippieswe #agingwithstyle #agingwithattitude (på/i Magistratsparken) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrdXykHBRZD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=v7nbsqpeszu9

[svartabergetart]

Slaves Accursed Cultists demon ascension speed paint for Dailyspitpaint. I have worked a lot with the #comic and the world around. Its #beastmen #cultist #civilan and the #inqisitor and #menatarms I like the complexity of #warhammer40k and how #armys work in #reality Thats why its take time to paint and find the #grimdark #wibe Watch my sagas here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaV7-9fIKAP4FaMHlqSucpA https://www.facebook.com/Svartabergetart/ #wh40k #speedpaint (på/i Trollgrottan) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClV0EEqo6dI/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[svartabergetart]

Nigth lord Horrors in the rain. #choas is #horror to the #ingnorante #inperialguard and #civilan. But choas dont se in so. #nigthlords are masters of horror and terror. Watch my sagas here; https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaV7-9fIKAP4FaMHlqSucpA https://www.facebook.com/Svartabergetart/ #mutant #chaosspecemarine #hereticarstarte #rain #illustration #digitalart #sketchbookapp #wh40k #warhammer40000 #warhammer40k (på/i Trollgrottan) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClOzmx8IH9A/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[zolo1917]

I'm Burnt out on this life

I've been wondering what i should do with my life. Its the everyday hit and miss dismissal of passing interaction that annoys me more than anything. This is why I have Decided their is no place for me in day to day american society. I'm not killing myself so don't sound the alarm. I remember the life i once had with my now Long gone Cohort. it is in how we confided in one another that i miss the most it is the way we spoke that i miss with candor and sincerity. i do not believe i will find it amongst the commoners of my evironment. I belive the only place for me is in the army. i have no one i wish to be around. no one who takes me seriously. so i have decided to join the army. Its not that i belive in what we are fighting for. I am simply Looking for something to fight. I cant pretend like everyone else. i dont mind waking up and saying THIS MIGHT BE IT !!!. it soothes me the thought of death. my own death others deaths the idea of death. i wish i could live the life of a civilian. i just dont feel like a civilian or a soldier i just feel ignored. even if i make it back i wont stay. i am now an adrinlinne junkie. I'm done with this whole LIVE FOR TOMMOROW life. if i dont let myself be happy now then when ? if not now then when