So, I felt extra angsty because of random stuff going on and I was listening to this song while typing up this short fanfic. This was the mission “Protect Clan Lavellan.” I didn’t use Josephine but I heard it was heartbreaking and I wanted to type up on how Clare would act and this is her response. Enjoy!
Once Clare Lavellan had heard that her Clan were attacked by bandits, she asked Josephine to send someone who might be able to help; but that was a bad decision. She should have asked for Cullen’s help. Though, she didn’t blame Josephine. She blamed the bandits for her Clan’s death. The blonde Dalish elf was sitting near the garden outside of Skyhold. Mother Giselle tried to offer her peace, but Clare found none. She hated those bandits. She wished that she knew where they were so she could shoot an arrow towards them. Iron Bull offered her a drink from the Tavern, but Clare didn’t want to burden him and a drink wouldn’t take away the pain. Cole asked her if she wanted him to take the memory of her Clan’s death, but she didn’t want to.
Clare was interrupted from her thoughts because she heard her name. She looked over and noticed that it was Solas. She frowned and looked back towards the flowers.
“Hello, Solas…” She muttered.
“Hello.” He said back. “Do you mind if I sit next to you?” He questioned.
“Go ahead…” She said.
Solas did so and he just stayed silent. He had questioned Cassandra on what had happened that made Clare so depressed since they were close. Cassandra suggested that he waited until she tells him. He took her by her word and Solas decided to listen to her. Solas watched Clare as she poked at the rose and he frowned. Normally he would see her so happy and cheery, now she’s depressed. He wished she would tell him what was wrong because the other Companions wouldn’t tell him.
Though, he would rather ask her or wait for her to tell him what made her so sad. Solas glanced at a flower, picked it up and looked over at Clare.
“Da’len, please look this way.” Solas suggested.
Clare got curious and she looked towards him and she noticed what Solas was holding. He was holding a white Camelia which was one of Clare’s flowers. She blushed slightly when he put it on her ear after she looked his way. After a minute of two so Clare could register what had happened, she smiled then Solas smiled once she did.
“There’s that smile.” He said.
She blushed and looked away from him. For a little while, Solas made her forget about the death of her Clan. Clare was thankful to get to know Solas, he made her feel oddly safe. She frowned slightly and looked at her.
“Did anyone tell you?” She asked.
Solas tilted his head. “Tell me what?” He asked.
“… My Clan…” She muttered and looked away. “They… Were attacked by bandits and… Well… I made the wrong decision and they died because of it…” She answered.
Solas’ eyes grew slightly wide. He was shocked to hear this news. Clare was depressed because her Clan was killed by bandits? He had to admit, he thought that her Clan would be able to take on a group of bandits. He remembered that she would talk highly about how her Clan had fought through bandits before. He frowned and looked away.
“I’m sorry to hear about that…” Solas said.
Clare shook her head. “Don’t be… It was my own stupid mistake… I couldn’t believe that they could just… I-I should have been there! This is all my fault! I made a foolish decision and they… They all died… The stupid bandits…” She was very close to crying and Solas could tell.
Solas was trying to figure out how to make her feel better, he stood up and held out a hand towards Clare. She blinked and looked from his hand, then at him.
“Come with me, da’len…” He said.
Clare nodded her head and gently took Solas’ hand as if she was worried that if she touched him the slightest then he would slip away or shatter. She walked beside Solas towards his rotunda; she was curious on why he was taking her there. She didn’t question him and thought about her Clan again. Clare had so many memories of them. She wondered if anyone made it alive from the bandit attack. She sighed and decided to push her sadness aside. Clare glanced over at Varric but didn’t say anything. He knew what happened.
She continued to follow Solas and he sat on his couch and offered her a seat. Clare graciously sat next to him and glanced down at her feet. Solas put an arm around Clare’s shoulder and pulled her close to him. Clare stiffened up but then she calmed down. She gently wrapped her arms around his waist and she bit her bottom lip. She was trying so hard not to cry again, she cried for the past four days over the death of her Clan. They were the only family she had. Now, she had the Inquisition. She loved everyone like they were her family.
But Solas was different, he watched over her while the anchor was giving her pain. He even watched over her while she was sick. To Clare, Solas was different from every other elf that she had met. Especially from her Clan. Clare finally gave up and let her tears fall. Solas wasn’t surprised by this, he wrapped his other arm around her and he pulled her up onto his lap. This was what got Clare to start crying, she had so many memories of her Clan and her Keeper would comfort her like this. The Keeper was like a parent to the Lavellan Clan. She would always miss her Clan. Solas rubbed his hand behind her back to try and sooth her.
“Do not worry, da’len… We are here for you now. The Inquisition, I mean. I am also here for you…” He whispered to her. “I know the world seems to be against you, but trust me… It isn’t.” He told her.
Clare sniffed and nodded her head against his chest. “T-thank you, Solas…”
“You are welcome…”
From then on, she felt protected thanks to Solas. Clare loved that about him, he was always there for her and she would always be there for him. Dorian was looking down from his space and smiled. He was glad that Clare and Solas were close to each other. One thing was for sure, Dorian and the other Companions know that they would have to protect Inquisitor Lavellan.












