Showers are nice. I get to clear my head for a little and if I have to urge to break I can.. but lately the shower is where I’m being reminded to of you all the time, and this time around it’s okay. I just remember the way you put your hands on me and it was the most loving and genuine way. I remember how it felt when you’d place your lips on my face, my neck and other places of my body. I look down and I remember all the love marks you left on my chest.. I tried so hard to erase you and let you go. But your everywhere, in every face I see, in every text I get hoping it’s you. I hope for that that text if “I screwed up. I’m still in love with you and I wanna try this again. Come back to me” and even if I’d be hesitate at first. There is no question in my mind that I’d ever say no. Because with you it clicks, it makes sense and it’s the most home I’ve ever had. I love you and I still wanna be with you. Maybe one day we’ll get that try again.