Liar liar, pants on fire. But my love you’re not really a liar, you’re just mentally retarded.
How do you justify a psycho? Do you hold it against them or forgive them for who they are. Keep preaching about accepting people for their realities but when someone wrongs you, that’s when the real test begins. Are there only two options, can we not find a middle ground? Do I keep excusing you knowing your mental condition or should I react like anyone in my situation would? I’m human too, I should react but not giving the reaction you deserve kinda makes me a better human. What a dilemma!
All that reading and analysis of your condition inspires me to be better help for you and to accept you for who you are. I want to be the shoulder you need and the help that pushes you to a better position in life. But that alone is a huge responsibility and burden on me. It’s a burden I’m willing to take but can I really afford taking?
For now, I’m going to take a deep breath and let it all in. I’ll let the dust settle and put you before me cause I can. This time, luck is in your favour and I can afford being a better person. Selfish again but at my convenience, I’ll be who you want me to be. Not looking forward to the time when I have to choose between you and me...