#clomipramine

[morgue-xiiv]

Disco elysium buddies I'm so sorry know only that if there was a drug I could take to go bacl to thinkingg about disco elysium for 23 hours per day so I did all the stuff I planned in the fandom I'd take it in a heartbeat. very cruel they made a drug to get people to stop caring about the important stuff in their life but idk if they ever made a start caring one, Am I drunk? huh funny you should ask....

[existential-screaming]

I hate medication so much and the mess of having to adjust for multiple weeks before even knowing if it works. All of the side effects are shit, and the worst thing is that the alternative of not taking anything is crap as well.

And meanwhile I have a fulltime job to maintain while having to pretend I don't have any withdrawal symptoms.

[oracleofthenorth]

Trigger warning: Meds by name for depression and ocd

I finally got my official correct diagnosis! I’ve been running on the old bipolar label since 2006, when my new nurse practitioner managed to put the pieces of my incessant and constant suffering together. OCD. I have obsessive compulsive disorder. I, like so many, thought ocd was a cute, quirky, control-freak, perfectionist personality trait, so I had no idea why she thought I had it. I am the opposite of those things. I did my own research an lo and behold, painful thoughts hounding me all the time, making me cry uncontrollably at least 3 times a day, nail biting, skin-picking, black and white thinking, it was all there.

After a few months of trial and error with Luvox, I swore of ssris for good. It helped somewhat, but made me angry, and very suicidal! I begged her to put me on something else and so Anafranil (Clomipramine) was added and Luvox was removed. After a 2 day adjustment period, I began to feel something I’d never felt before. Self-Love. It emerged through the toxic din of Hellish chatter in my brain, and grew so tall and lovely above it. I still hear the chatter once in a while, but I can easily turn it off. My black and white thinking dissolved overnight. I feel good about my life. I’ve NEVER felt GOOD about my life. Not in 32 years! I havent cried in DAYS!!! Sobbing was a several times a day act since I was a little kid (Thanks mom and dad for not getting me treatment as a child *rolls eyes*) To go days without the throbbing ache in my head telling me “It’s time to cry we have to release the pressure now.” Days without crying quietly at work because I have no choice. Days! This is a record!!

IDK why I’m sharing this. I’m just so overjoyed. All these things most people take for granted, I am relishing. I learned I have a favorite color, and it’s green! I learned I love music, especially classical, where before I’d drive in silence because music disoriented me. I love the gym. I am determined to get stronger (Not slimmer, not hotter, just stronger for me!) Most importantly I can say that i love myself without shame, or doubt, or guilt. I love myself. 

This drug changed my life. The future is so vast, and I have plenty of time to fill it up. No more urgency. No more self-loathing. No more dread. I’m gonna make it, and I’m gonna be okay. I have me now. Thanks R.S., the NURSE who gave me my life back.

[chickenpeep77]

I miss my awful freak muse.

I'd gotten off the clomipramine I'd been taking since elementary and replaced it with a Zoloft(I was actually fine on the daily 50 mg clom, but zoloft is more recent and safer and what my mom and sister also take) every few days and various serotonin boosting supplements (magnesium, omega 3, folate, probiotics). And I've been doing fairly fine unless something upsets me. But my dreams have become so very dull in comparison to how they were. Its really bummed me out. The last time I was able to play as blorbo I basically just ran around and scratched in the dirt a bit. This integral part of my life, entertainment and inspiration isn't there anymore. Sure sometimes the dreams were horrible and upsetting, but sometimes they were spectacular and grand. So I think the good was worth the bad. I'm planning on increasing my 25 mg Zoloft to every other day partially because it's upset me so much.

[fantasmadebarovia]

#clomipraQUEENS sound off

[drpedi07]

Clomipramine Drug

Medical information for Clomipramine on Pediatric Oncall including Mechanism, Indication, Contraindications, Dosing, Adverse Effect, Interaction, Renal Dose, Hepatic Dose.

[psalm40speakstome]

I’VE BEEN AWAKE SINCE 8AM. I know for most people that’s not early but for me that’s basically like waking up at 4 in the morning.

In other news has anyone else tried going off clomipramine and had it try to destroy you for the effort?

[nadavandalen]

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