Nov 18, 2021
Just like you, my soul is abandoning me.
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Just like you, my soul is abandoning me.
Today's takeaway... #nosedivepamore #closedout #wahine #surf (at Moonleaf Baler)
By @krisjasonwesley @therealmrJR Got Closed Out Of The Circle! 😩Don't You Hate When Y'all Are Having A Good Time & Somebody Joins In And Closes You Out?! 😳😢👊🏽😡 TAG SOMEBODY THAT CLOSED YOU OUT! ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ @tonybakercomedy @juhahnjones @hollywowprince @hollywoodlue @therealmrjr ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ 🚨TURN POST NOTIFICATIONS ON🚨 #ClosedOut #LightSkin #ChickenNbiscuits #instafunny #groupTalks #Funny #Comedy #Skits Shot by: @amarielee_comedy
Some how down the line I forgot what its like To make new friends And talk to people But I closed them all out I needed my space So I can learn to grow again
#hyperlapse #baler #balersurfreport #closedout #PhilippineWahineClassic #solarsports #jacktv #whitewatersurf #alongalitka #aliyah #goodluckkatie (at Aliyah Surf Camp, Baler, Aurora)
Made it to St Louis! Closing out on day 3. Crossed the Missouri border, the Mississippi, parked in a murder garage, had a glass of wine at the hotel bar, and now we're in bed. About 1,200 miles from our starting location, 850ish miles to go. Feeling quite tired. Have to wake up reasonably early so we can get food, see the arch, go to the zoo, get more food (obviously), and then make our way to Kansas City. The hashtag we landed on for the trip was "norulesroadtrip". However, alarm clocks feel a lot like rules to me. And I do not like it. Honk if you agree.
still trying to figure it out. constant thinking, flashbacks, feelings that still get to me from time to time. idk what to do at the moment. its been so long being like this, trying to figure out why i ended up the way i am now. im not happy. its killing me inside and it hurts but i've gotten so used to it. i havent been happy with myself being for years. im trying to change that. trying to figure something out, all i can think of is trying to be happy with myself. but how. i gotta regain the confidence i lost, the motivation, the trust everything. i lost my old self i gotta make a new one and better one. idk what to do with the little motivation and hope i have but the little hope is enough. gotta fight these feelings and thoughts everyday, little by little i know ima get better. i have to focus.. ima get better. i will. ima get better. i hope.