To The Guy I've Fell Out Of Love With
You were just a boy standing at the door And there was a girl finding herself a cure You bumped into each other, Felt like it’s going to be a happy ever after
It was between June and July, When you started to say “Hi” Months passed by, But you are still holding tight
The girl was afraid, Seeing you with another girl someday She didn’t deny what’s in her side, And even the gladness that might be her darkness
She was dreaming that you can be together, But there’s a doubt that you can live without her Every time you make her happy, Her world becomes beautiful exquisitely
But one day, her eyes were filled with tears Asking you, “Why you have to leave?” You left her without any reason And she had nothing to do, but made it a life lesson
You didn’t let her know what you were going through Family, friends, career, and the love that you want to It’s been years of denying, years of trying to let go But the way you feel for her is unlike any other you’ve ever felt before
Seasons have changed, so have we You were trying to get back, but you saw me happy That happiness I’ve felt after all the heartaches That happiness I’ve felt that you could ever make
You explained everything after all what happened I was listening to you and my heart was dying I know in my heart, I haven’t moved on yet Because I have anchored so much of my life around you
I’m still deeply in love with you You are the one, the one that I pursue But you already moved on, And I’m still holding on…
If there’s one thing I want to say, “I am sorry…” Sorry for giving you pain, And not the love you want to get
Remember what you said, That you would be here forever I pray that you would stay, But then you’re gone so far away
As time passed, I felt like I wasn’t your priority anymore You have taught me the greatest lesson and that is to love I love you, and I never stopped loving you I pray that someday, I can finally say it in the past tense
With or without you, I should be happy So this is the end, my lover I hope when I wake up tomorrow, I can finally give this letter to you…
I love you, good bye.
— Christine Dotillos, 2015