#co-miyavi

[akemeev]

Pero que sexy :L

[niko-ru]

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[omimonstar-blog]

I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes, and a lifetime of hurt in my heart. The idea of co-miyavi as a family is still difficult for me to fathom even though I'm trying to reach out for it. My sense of what a "family" is, isn't quite right. I've never experienced any deep and meaningful moments with family members that didn't include death. The idea of instantly being welcomed to people I don't come in contact with often is very foreign to me. And I don't mean that by the Co-Miyavi. My actual family is very distant and we don't speak to each other often. Even when I see them in person, there's nothing. I guess in my case, blood is like water to me. I don't know if my extended family feels that way, but it could just be me. I don't know, and possibly more sad, I don't really care to know either.

When attending Miyavi's concerts in Portland and Seattle this year, I was aware of the Co-Miyavi family, but didn't know what it meant to those who consider themselves Co-Miyavi. I think I've always yearned for a family that would give me warmth and embrace me for everything that I am. Not just one that gathers when someone dies or leaves me stranded crying for help. I'm so guarded, but my broken family is all that I've ever know that I don't even know how to ask for more then what is there. I feel a binding connection with some of my family members, but I've always felt more love from those who I'm not blood related to. Why is that?

I want everyone to be Co-Miyavi too. A world wide family accepting of everyone, and where everyone can just rock out.

[omimonstar-blog]

My confession...

I was just thinking about this, but I probably seem very selfish to people. This is come to my attention because of the solidarity and closeness that Co-Miyavi's share with each other. Denying it isn't exactly what I'm getting at, but at the same time I don't feel selfish.

Maybe it's cause I don't often find myself in a group of people who share my interests with as much passion and enthusiasm as I do; so I tend to be very aloof around them. I want to show that I appreciate them for sharing in the love for Miyavi, but I'm not good at communicating this more often then not. I'm so use to being alone with my experiences and thoughts that I don't think that people will care if i'm there or not. So why be let down by other people when I can reject them in the first place. Right?

It seems good/depressing in theory, and really, it's only just depressing.

I've made a handful of friends from attending various J-rock/V-kei concerts/shows. And I love them dearly. But Co-Miyavi's, unlike other fan groups, just feel so much more like a family. They're there in ways that you wouldn't believe. The support from the collective love of Miyavi is so deep. I'm having a hard time tryin to figure out how to describe the emotional comfort that I get from being around other Miyavi fans.

At the moment, I am at pains to call myself Co-Miyavi. Am i really a Co-Miyavi? I love Miyavi, he makes me feel like I have wings, that anything is possible. Being around other Miyavi fans this past few days has shown me that it's more then just a few people that are friendly and trustworthy.

Quick story. At the Seattle show, I had gotten to the front and it was about a half hour before showtime. I had to pee REALLY bad and by the time I gave way the group of people behind me was at least 5 rows deep. I was thinking, "God, there's no way I'll get this spot back, someone is gonna snatch it up right quick." I told my friend behind me the situation and she asked the people around us if I could get my spot back if I ran to the bathroom (Thank you heather!) And everyone around said yes! If you've been to ANY concert you know that once you give up your spot, it's gone. Snooze you lose. Course that's what I was thinking, that's how most concerts and fans are. Seriously, that was the most kickass thing anyone has done for me at a show. Really, I was scared to ask. If I find myself with strangers at a show, it's cold and ruthless. But with the Miyavi fans it was good. I got my spot back, I screamed my lungs out, and headbanged til i thought my head would fall off.

The warmth from nearly all the fans, all those who consider themselves co-miyavi, is so overwhelming. I want to be apart of this. I want to feel this comfort and freedom always.

Will Co-Miyavi's accept me?

[yuchanxd-blog]

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I swear i was almost dead when i saw this pic for the first time T______T

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