I'm sorry YouTube but FUCK YOU! And fuck codda to! if you touch ANY of my fucking YouTubers I will go phyco on yo ass I've been watching YouTube since I was nine!! I've been through several traumatic experiences some of those experiences have given me anxiety and PTSD YouTube has become a safe place to come and cool down during a panic attack or on one of those days where I feel like nothing is ever going to be the same I'm never going to be happy again
Matpat and Thomas Sanders and Planet Dolan are one of the many reasons why I'm so smart.
Mark and Jack are one of the reasons I still attempt to socialize even despite my obvious introverted social anxiety and the fact every person I come in contact with pushes me away. why im more open with my feelings (Along with Thomas' "Sander Sides")
James, Jaiden, Danplan, and Alex have unlocked a talent I never knew I had and set a new career option as a artist something I never thought I'd be able to do.
All these people have drastically impacted my life for the better and honestly if I never found them I'd probably be dead Wich I know sounds hella cliche but it's true
about a year ago I entered a suicide facility and while I was in there all I could think about, all I could talk about was YouTubers I would talk about Matthews and many theories i would talk about how Jack and Mark always made me laugh and I would talk about Thomas Sanders Stewie vines and his story times and how is the Sanders Sides make me laugh every time I see them they are the reason why I'm not still in there.
And the taught of all that disappearing honestly terrifies me I'll no have that safe zone to go to. I could be alone again.
YouTube please please don't go through with this. if you won't do it for yourself, at least do it for the thousands of people who watch your content creators. Or better yet do it for your content creators
After all you wouldn't be the same without them
