#codependent?

[put-me-on-a-hitlist]

Not me scripting our dreams are always connected together so we see each other there and can always remember it in the morning so we don’t ever have to be apart. Even in our dreams <3

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BPD Diaries

FUCK! i'm so in love and i can't cope. i feel so many things at one time and most of the feelings are sad. i want you so bad it hurts. i feel so out of control. you're talking to me now and that's good but it also makes me want you 100x more. i just want to be with you. but i can't. i just told you how much i don't want you to SH but you just went to bed and i'm so alone and feeling so many fucking feelings about you that i want to cut every inch of my body to let it all pour out. living without you being mine is so hard. i think about you all day long and i find myself being impulsive and unsafe because i miss you. need you. nothing matters. i just want you. god i'm going to hurt myself really badly if i can't calm down soon. i've tried so many other coping skills but all i want to do is dig a blade into my skin so i can feel something other than my heartache. why does it have to be this hard? i can't cope 😭

[chanthings]

TFW you wanna call bullshit, but don’t want to ruin someone’s night.