I need to talk about this whole situation with you know who, basically I hate that this happened that he lied to all of us about who he really was it hurts so much and I just hate that I even have a sliver punt of connection with the factor that I was his thrall I hate it
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I am my own person, I am capable of so much greatness.
The whole reason I feel I need to say this is because no matter what when people called me “Travlord” the name that he came up with it just felt less like they were referring to me as me and more of to me as Trav, I didn’t mind it so much but after thinking from all this stuff going on it made me realise I really didn’t like being called Travlord by others since the way it was done in that manner it felt like people were putting me on a pedestal tbh (also I only realised after this whole thing that I didn’t like to be called it :p), it very much didn’t always feel great when people saw me as “Travlord, his thrall from the event!” It really felt like I wasn’t seen as an individual a lot of the time sometimes, and ofc I know people weren’t meaning to I’m not upset about people saying Travlord or saying hi to me like that, I just am sharing how I realised these things made me felt, this is the first time I’m actually processing how I’m feeling in that regard, so yeah that is the biggest reason as to why I say that, I didn’t feel like people saw me as my own individual because I am planning on making stories and sharing my passion for games, now with that over let’s talk about a new smp :3
With Coffin SMP starting up soon I have my own story planned I have plans to create a wonderful POV I hope you guys will watch it, it includes a LOT of animation like Owen did here’s an example:
I am so excited to make a lovely story for all of you and I hope you guys will enjoy 💜💜💜
Anyways now going back to the whole situation thing I refuse to say his name as I don’t wanna shine ANY spotlight on them even if it’s just bad mouthing him :p