"I never loved you." //just fuck me up. i'm ready.
Unrequited Love & Heartbreak||no longer accepting
Words could wound just as bullets and blades but when he heard those acid-coated words drip from Knowing’s perfect lips it acted like brakes on an 18 wheeler; bringing his mind to a screeching halt and his heart to miss a beat. It wasn’t the actual context but rather the tone she stated it in.
Such hate and animosity laced every letter and it nearly brought him completely out of his own delusional mind; his logic and reasoning conflicted with its sudden realization that he would never truly be loved but only feared.
better to be feared than loved—yes– ‘let them hate me so long as they fear me.’
His insanity hissed as it quickly slashed away his reason with the brutality of a thousand genocides. The battle that raged in his mind and psyche awoke the beast deep in his gut that was Rage. He would make her think twice before uttering such blasphemous bile again.
He turned on a heavy heel and wrapped thick and damaged fingers around her throat, lifting her entire weight clear from the ground with one easy act. A fury burned so hot behind his arctic hues that they appeared quite ice-like in the light. He gave no mind to her hands wrapping around his wrist in an attempt to ease the strain upon her throat as he slammed her to the nearest wall.
— “YOU WILL L O V E YOUR G O D.” His voice of rust and debris bellowed in the vaulted room and it took all his humanity not to destroy everything that she was. “You will love me even if it k i l l s you….” She would soon endure his cruelty; she would soon know what it was like to feel the wrath of God.
