#cokeproblem

[mkdonalds]

i need new friends

[geesecalls-blog]

At least I think I'm cool

[210pm]

who broke my tag

[theunbalancedblonde]

Day four - coke no more

So when people say that there are no physical withdrawal symptoms from coke, they're talking out they're fucking asses. I feel like shit, I look like shit...shit. My skins dry but spotty, I'm bloated, I've got some bullshit cold and I'm all rundown, wow, cocaine is so glamorous, please let me have another public nosebleed just to add to the fucking disaster that my life is at the moment. Every noise has me jumping off the sofa and I'm constantly too hot then too cold. So yeah, detoxing FUCKING SUCKS. To try and combat these shitty symptoms I've started the smoothie detox, so a green(ish) smoothie in the morning with breakfast, a fruity one with lunch and an almond milky one with dinner. Some sites recommend doing a juicing cleanse, but fuck that, the only positive so far from not doing a line every couple of hours is that I can eat again. So in summary, day four has started out as being a complete c*nt of a day, but I still haven't touched any drugs, cigarettes or booze. Here's to the clean life *raises glass of mulchy smoothie* T.U.B

[theunbalancedblonde]

Rehab is for quitters

It’s a big, beautiful country home in Hampshire, with gardens, and yoga classes, and equine facilities, and I’m not fucking going, and CBT, and group therapy, and a fitness centre, and I’m not fucking going, and wellness lessons, and I’m not. fucking. going. Rehab is for quitters and that just isn’t me. I don’t need a group therapy session to realise I’m an addict and I definitely don’t need to be told that drugs are bad whilst sat atop black fucking beauty trotting along to kumbaya. So I’m doing it myself. Has anyone ever read the 12 step programme? Because if you have you will realise that it doesn’t sit well with atheist me. Giving myself to God isn’t really my scene, although up until about three days ago my scene was three day coke binges, waking up in a strange bath tub with my legs wrapped in tinfoil and a crown made of bike spokes on my head so…this is day three of being clean and I’m going to try and incorporate all of the things I liked about the 12 step programme, rehab, counselling, detoxing and wellness without all the fluffy bullshit. It’s going to be a c*nt but I’ll write it all down here.

T.U.B x

[biphoenix]

Hey

1. First impression: shit she got dem collarbones2. Truth is: you're great tbh3. How old do you look: 124. Have you ever made me laugh: yes w the post when that brony commented on ur selfie5. Have you ever made me mad: nop6. Best feature: <37. Have I ever had a crush on you: nop8. You’re my: friend :)9. Name in my phone: :///10. Should you post this too? ok

[skullkld]

not soon enough :////