do you ever read a fanfic that turns you inside out, and look to the author’s notes to find their social media handles? to see if they’re still around today, what they’re doing, to message them and let them know that their writing changed something in you. and it’s a blank blog, a deactivated handle, no way to know where they’ve gone to now.
maybe i passed them at the grocery store this weekend. maybe they got accepted into the same college as my sister, on the other side of the country. maybe i reblogged a funny post by them on their new account. maybe they have kids now and i will one day teach them how to write the alphabet so that they too, one day, can share stories with the world.
i hope you’re doing well. i wish i could thank you.
















