Dec 6, 2016
I’m going to be giving a marketing presentation in the next 45 min, and I have no confidence in myself to give this presentation. FET’S LUCKING GO!
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I’m going to be giving a marketing presentation in the next 45 min, and I have no confidence in myself to give this presentation. FET’S LUCKING GO!
My bed looks so good right now....but this homework NEEDS my attention...
Maybe I should just study drunk instead.
I have to admit, this may be the toughest winter break for me since entering college. I made the decision to not go home the full break. I made the decision to stay in camarillo to work full time. Our office only closes for a week so I will be going home for only a week out of the total 6 weeks that my school gives us. At first I thought I can do this without feeling some sort of guilt. But I made the decision mainly out of financial reasons. But now seeing my friends snapchats of coming home for the holidays, it made me regret my decision, but for only a split second. This is my first winter break officially away from home. But the things I miss most about home are the friends to be completely honest.
I suck at math
I honestly just want to cry. I have no hope for this business calc final. I will be taking it in 5 hours, and after an entire semester of seeking tutoring and much assistance, I still cannot seem to grasp onto all the concepts at hand. Personally, I was never much fond of math teachers, and I would say my math skills before calculus were pretty up to par. However, there is just something I cannot full grasp on, I always felt that when math was taught, we were given a fairly easy example to push the concept forward, quick and easy, and then comes the application. Math is all about application, you get a formula, apply it in every single fucking problem you are given in front of you. Math has always been about showing the easy way out, and then when we get home, we are thrown with problems that are so bizarre that they look far from the examples we went over during class. I'm just accepting the fact that I suck at calculus.
when you end up diving into the finances/budgeting, logistics, mannerism, professionalism, and authoritative responsibilities for your org, but it’s not in your description.
i really don’t get what your problem is. I’m sorry but I’m tired of supporting a foundation of nothing. You of all people should be grateful that we are all still behind you even when you’re not doing anything. Do you know why that is so? Because satisfactory isn’t good enough for the rest of us. So you can sit there and pout and complain that we’re not supporting you and shit. But once you get it through your mind that we all want something better than just good, and can actually support that, then this problem would go away.
6 months.
The severity of the situation is still hard for me to comprehend.
So my mom has been laid off for 6 months as of this month. Harsh reality for myself to really face. For her to be a single mom, I do sympathize for her. That does not change the fact that there is still a strain on our relationship due to one another’s past actions, but yes, I do sympathize with her on this situation. Yet, it’s hard to sympathize for her past a certain extent.
6 months, my mom hasn’t been able to find another job. And now with her unemployment checks coming to a halt, I have been asked to give more than what I usually give in terms of bills and such.
Yes, I will admit a few feelings of resentment. This stems from my feelings of growing up with lack of satisfactory parenting from both my parents. But besides that, I now resent John (my mother’s boyfriend of 9 years). I am resentful of the fact that my mom did not go to her boyfriend, but her oldest daughter of 20 years old.
And this can relate to the topic of them and their attempt at marriage but I shall save that for another post.
Now I could probably rant all day on this matter, I really could, but I shall spare whoever is reading this that time.
Bottom line, I am not stressed over getting another job, I am stressed over the fact that people are going to doubt me in doing so.