#complaining again

[samirasystole]

“i blacked out, i choked, i couldn’t do it” is what robby says after he has a panic attack and had several flashbacks in season one. and the conclusion of that was “it’s okay, you can still lead this department” provided by abbot, a disabled person who understands what it’s like to have limits and barriers at work and in life. and now in season two the fandom has forgotten all of that. you see al hashimi space out three times and you’re all pulling up to debate club to try and say that al hashimi shouldn’t work there and that it’s unsafe or that she’s incapable. and i’m honestly appalled at the double standards.

i’m seeing it. your disabled moots are seeing it. if you only allow disability to exist in the workplace if it’s (white) men who are disabled, and then turn around to immediately make a judgement on whether this disabled woman of colour should be working there, then i need you to take a step back and reevaluate.

[kikimochaq]

The backroom movie is so good but i can’t get over how most posts and edits about the film are just about Bobby 😭 The hot side character whose entire personality is weed and having a girlfriend (I really appreciate his shirt tho) while Clark and Mary are right there giving some of the best performances and character work in the entire movie.

[miwiheroes]

i dont understand why tumblrs blocking system is so shite like i blocked you why can i still see what you posted bc my moots reblogged u SHUTUP

[operation-breakdown]

every time people write breakdown as some dumb lazy gross slob i die inside. never once has he been depicted as "stupid", hes complimented for and shown to be skilled at cleaning, hes competent at his job and is the only decepticon displayed to care for the vehicons, some of you just hate him because hes not a little prettyboy you can call a twink. some of you just insist on excusing the actions of starscream and knock out forever and refuse to treat breakdown with that same amount of care because he happens to be big and reckless. some of you just cannot piece together "big = dumb" is fucking nasty.

[artdecohomeg1rl]

Jules Verne in 1866, writes the following:

Me, in 2026: “You know, this Nemo guy makes some good points.”

(Should have known @ship-to-starboard would have the gif)

[oobilyg0obily]

I'm honestly so upset, my mom lied to me apparently about letting me get a diagnosis, and she said "well isn't everyone a LITTLEEE autistic??" And then started laughing.

Also the counselor I had refused to let us talk about anything related to that and said "ppl under 18 shouldn't be diagnosed with anything, all of you guys are just kids" and my dad doesn't believe in autism.

And nobody's listening to me when I actually express concern about it, and they call it a "trend" but it's not, its a serious thing that I'm trying to see if I have.

But uh it's okay👍 just kinda disappointing a serious thing I feel is wrong with me is being taken as a joke by all the adults in my life :/

[seraphmechan1cal]

i think male deadlock content creators need to shut the fuck up about "using your microphone" or whatever actually. like if a coop game depends solely on mic and doesnt have a perfectly equivalent system set up for comms you are basically just telling anyone who isnt a cis dude without an accent that they dont deserve to actually play competitive. thats it. i mean, i think that people need to get permabanned from all multiplayer games that have ever existed for even thinking about commenting on a teammate's voice, but nobody's gonna listen to little old me, so deadlock just needs to step up their game with the mouse wheel comms. the current ones fucking suck and the wheel for choosing them is tiny, there is literally just not enough to effectively communicate with your team

[kitten-the-cat]

This is a bit of a rant... Aka I rambled a lot. Sorry in advance. Keep scrolling if ya don't wanna read it :] it's about Silent Hill f

So a couple of days ago I tried to finish Silent Hill f. Long story short I got pissed off by the gameplay (which I already said before I don't like) and when I saw my like 6th Birthing Monster (idk that's what google calls them) I closed the game and googled the ending.

I normally don't do this.. actually I didn't really like playing Resident Evil 2 Remake either (completely different game I know) but I still finished it along with Claire's section sense I played as Leon for the larger portion. Silent Hill f, unlike Resident Evil 2 Remake, didn't have the same kind of amazingly interesting story to me. It honestly just felt dumbed down compared to the other games in the Silent Hill series that I've played! I liked Homecoming more! fucking HOMECOMING!! (granted I thought Homecoming was funny bad and it had a lot of potential but still) Of course I know logically that some games just aren't for me.. but it really doesn't feel like a Silent Hill game it feels like it just got that title slapped on because they thought it would sell more. NOT TO MENTION I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE THE ENDING!

Spoilers + I get really mad:

I found out from my friend after the fact that most of the endings are locked behind 1 qualification for you to not be able to get them which would be fine to me if it was a you can only get these after beating the game once thing or a there's something that you could miss on your first playthrough but you can get it later thing or even just the normal multiple things that add up points or smth so you can get specific endings thing. But no. I am not shitting you ACCORDING TO MY FRIEND you have to NOT USE THE FIRST HEALING ITEM TYPE YOU ARE DIRECTLY GIVEN AT ALL. Are you fucking kidding me?! The game basically TELLS YOU to USE IT! It's the pill! The fucking pill! Ofc I'm gonna use the pill it's a HEALING ITEM used to REGENERATE MY HEALTH! If it was something for your sanity meter I'd be more ok with that because you don't inherently need to use those things and you can say it has a drug property or smth idfk but a HEALING ITEM that I used a LOT because it healed a SMALL AMOUNT was the reason I got a BAD ENDING?! REALLY?!

I never expected to get a good ending btw I've never gotten a good ending in any first playthroughs of any Silent Hill game (except Origins but there's only 3 endings in that game and you're locked onto the good one your first playthrough) but this just feels really REALLY cheap. Unavoidable in a way were I don't think I would've ever known I could've gotten any other ending if I played the game again because how the fuck would I have EVER known that?! Because Hinako is a drug addict? That should've just been a reason why she's been given the drugs not a fucking ENDING RELATED REQUIRNMENT!

Now.. the ending itself... The video I watched was just a walkthrough and I skipped to the end. Apparently I still had about an hour left (probably more those people are so good at games and they're so much faster than me) which I think is way too long the game just drags out at that point why are there multiple sections of running through town that seem to feel the exact same??? I never got to the second one but honestly it looked so annoying...

The ending of the game though was so cheap. Hinako, who was high on pills after she was sent off to get married so her father could pay off his debt, murdered 2 people at her wedding. It didn't even have the balls to really show anything.

This pisses me off so much.. WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOTHING I DID WAS REAL OR MATTERED?! This feels like the literary equivalent of just saying "it was all a dream" without any real REASON for it to be "all a dream"! Which I bet you can do that right but this makes NO SENSE especially with a SILENT HILL GAME where everything is shown to you as REAL because that's more interesting than a drug induced manic episode where the main character just had a bought of psychosis because she didn't wanna get fucking married or something! WHAT THE FUCK?! I also KNOW that Homecoming does the same thing with a couple of its endings but I never went into that game expecting much AND I KNEW BEFOREHAND THAT THOSE AREN'T FUCKING CANON! The good ending presumably is! And those even a little are foreshadowed! Alex getting drowned in a bathtub (the first ending I ever got in that game) was a very shitty ending but you can see where it came from with someone being sacrificed (it's still a really bad ending) and the ending where he's insane and in the mental hospital getting electro convulsion therapy comes from the beginning of the game where you see him IN A HOSPITAL! Neither of these are good and I know that but it's better than how I felt after playing f. I hope to god there's better endings in f because holy shit I'm so mad at that.

That's it. Sorry for the ramble I just had to get it out of my system.. Have a nice day, play video games, drink water, idk...