#compulsive posting

[goomy]

What am I even doing reblogging stuff right now, I have to wake up at balls o'clock and it's already 2AM

[curiouslysilent]

You know when you compulsively post sad things on the internet and you don't expect or really welcome the flock of people that think they're coming to alleviate whatever your feeling. And yet they do anyways, because they care a little bit, but you don't want them to because posting is really more of a rhetorical, getting your emotion off your chest kind of gesture. 

Yeah, me neither. 

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Have this bad habit of comparing myself to others which is obvious.

Thinking about it, idk why I do, I've felt inferior for a while and whenever I gain confidence it feels like arrogance. It's apart of that being insecure thing, but that's something I'm going to have to get over. I think I see people get awesome stuff or are it and then think, why am I not like that? Why haven't I got any positives? I'm essentially a blank slate. It's not about being perfect or whatever, just more about being comfortable with myself and being a better person rather than projecting a certain image.

[sabercute-blog-blog]

Off to work

Let's see how this tumblr monster works on the phone.