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.Trigger warnings.

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Knowing you could attempt to kill yourself but it wouldn’t be successful and others will make it about themselves or atleast pity you. There’s no win is there.

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Working in gamedev can suck but it's also great. Applying for a grad job soon and third year sounds daunting but I'll survive.

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

It's really nice to see how well people I've followed for years on Tumblr are doing.

[flatsound]

sorry you haven’t seen much of me lately it’s just that everything in the whole world is overwhelming

[gifsboom]

Video: Chubby Hedgehog Enjoys a Belly Rub

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Voicing my opinion when I’m home is always a bad idea. If I do, it’s better to use *we* over *I*. I understand it due to the /staying tightknit/ cultural belief and also the fact I’m away for uni and could potentially be away after I graduate too (unlikely) doesn’t sound nice when family relationships are the most important thing. Trying to explain that you want to maintain a close relationship and not cut them off but justdo your own thing whilst making sure to be close physically and emotionally as things let be will always be interpreted as you wanting to ditch them. I know I’m overreacting to a degree because I have made it about me when it comes to my academics which has led to be being away and letting your kid go isn’t easy.

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Some quotes from the exhibit. Number 5 is relatable.

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Today’s theme is gluttony. Visited the national maritime museum and the royal observatory. Saw some really cool things and the former had an exhibit on the British invading different parts of Asia which is worth being seen. I have a love hate relationship with London because the scenary is amazing and there’s so much to do but it’s not perfect either. Visited Dinerama and one of the vendors had some amazing doughnuts ( check out *You Doughnut!*) that reminded me of my mum’s kulfi so felt fuzzy because sugar and childhood memories. Like most street food, a lot of it is overpriced. Tried poutine for the first time which was around a 6.5-7/10 and you would expect better when you pay so much but the doughnutssss. Rich Mix had an interesting bit on Iranian art by young people and today was a day of many learnings. Less than 24hrs after finishing my placement my next one was confirmed. I’m so excited and it starts in a week. ^.^ At the same time I’ve had no summer and I’m exhausted and I’m the type of person who keeps working so have a crappy work /life balance and I yoyo between the extremes.

[timberphoto]

Running away to the ocean for a few days was a great decision. Grateful to be a kid from Oregon. 

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Last day. Very surreal but I'm glad I did it but also glad it's over because I didn't really have a summer. It feels weird to go back to uni now because I've done so much practical work but I think it'll help me with my studies. I got a book ( yay!) as my leaving present and it's somethng that's been on my wishlist for a while (double yay!) and lots of cake so it was a nice way to end it. :)

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

When you get this, reply with 5 things that makes you happy, then send it to the last 10 people you have notes from in your activity!

1. The sound of white noise / rain. They clear my mind to the point where it’s just them there so I don’t think for a while, just be.

2. Having a meal that is: filling, nutritious, affordable and tastes fucking good especially on a bad day because finding something that is all those things isn’t easy. Also getting that last piece of cake is nice.

3. The warmth and serenity that comes with a cuddle within a duvet when you’re both all wrapped up because it’s really cold outside your fort. A hot drink on the side is a plus.

4. Recently after finishing Hannibal it has been this ( tw: gore and blood) : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vOpBVIQ7jUE

5. Knowing I achieved something because of the effort I put into it, not if it was given. It feels like what I did paid off was worth it but also the fact that I was productive. The adrenaline rush brought on is always motivating and leaves a fuzziness and a drive.

6. (Still counts?) And seeing those I care about doing well / feeling happy.

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[everyotherusernameswastaken]

This is how I saw him for a while. 

[baudelaire-sanctuary]

“Dear Reader, I’m sorry to say that the poster you are looking at is extremely unpleasant.”

[thevfdproject]

OH MY GOD

[fatgirlopinions]

The eleven year old in me is very excited

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

I just applied for a job where the company uses terms like * conscious capitalism*

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

White people and white allies have the whole world to talk about their issues and their own spaces. Don’t hijack posts and spaces that are for poc to voice how you feel. We don’t care about your feelings if you have the audacity to comment on posts made about poc issues to tell people * but i / white ppl feel this too so what about us?*. That’s not to say your feelings aren’t valid as ofcourse everything is intersectional so all women do face some issues that are the same but there’s a time and a place to voice how you feel It’s not censorship. Hence why I’m not against BLM taking over bernie sanders’ and hillary clinton’s rallies. There are so many good articles that articulate it well. I have my own privileges which i understand and have so much more to learn, but don’t go decentering things to make it all about you whilst on the other hand considering yourself progressive.

[everyotherusernameswastaken]

Trying to see how many women I can get pregnant in one go, atm it’s 5. The parents look so happy with the birth of their child.

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Update: I reached 10. ^-^