when you read a post on my blog how does that make you feel?
Because every time something terrible happens to my people, especially to women, i feel like it happened to me.
I see myself in them. I know the way they feel. I feel their rage and desperation and helplessness. I have been there before. And i keep coming back to it. This nightmare is never ending.
Yesterday a university student named Ahoo Daryaei was attacked by the regime’s forces on campus for not having hijab. They grabbed her and her hoodie was torn and stripped off her body in the struggle. Enraged and helpless, she took off her pants in protest. They forced her into a car and drove away. They say she’s been admitted to a psychiatric ward and is under heavy security.
Sure the pictures are iconic and she was extremely brave and the message that her act sent was strong and historic. But im worried about her. And im enraged for the continued oppression and dehumanization of the women of my country. I feel her helplessness and fight for taking back control and feeling like a human in every fiber of my being.
I wish we didn’t have to feel this way. Every single day.
The hijab that women outside muslim countries call a ‘choice’ is a ‘law’ here. And it gives the oppressive regimes the ‘right’ to punish and torture and kill women for choosing not to cover their hair. Its not even about the hair. Its about the control they have over women’s bodies and lives and identities. Its the way they feel powerful by making women powerless. Its the way they are more worthless than a worm without the protection of islamic laws they hide their ugliness behind.
I just hope she’s going to be alright.













