I like you a bit too much
I’m falling for a boy at my school and all it does is hurt, slowly break me. I’ve never before had as strong feelings for someone as I have for him, but we can never be together. Not matter what I feel, I’m not allowed to date. But even if I had been, we could never have done that. Whenever I’m around him, I act very strange and I think he might have started to dislike me. All I want to do is spend more time with him, but I can never seem to act the right way towards him. He rarely choses to speak to me and it bothers me way more than it should. How can you feel this much for someone you barely know? How can it hurt you this much?
There’s nothing in between when it comes to him. Being around this person either makes my day of breaks my heart. It’s all up to if he talks to me or not. I know you shouldn’t let anything control you this much, but there’s nothing I can do about it, but hope for a day that will never come. A day when we’re older and far away from what happens now. I know that I will break every time I see him smile at another girl, but the wait will be worth it. Because can’t imagine being happy without him right now.
I wish that I could read his mind and see that he liked me as much as i like him, but also that I will never see him again. I want him to love me now, but the next moment I wish we hadn’t met until we could really be together.









