Announcement
I know most of you probably won’t even read this long ass post that is going to follow but I think I just need to get things off of my chest. So... I’ve been a fan of Megan and Liz for over 10 years now. I’ve always supported them. They were one of my biggest role models at that time. Those who know me know that I’m also a huge fan of Marilyn Manson (I know huuuuuge contrasts here) but him, the twins and a couple of other artists were the reason why I’ve somehow managed to get through high school. It felt special cause on the other side of the screen it’s just been two girls just a couple of years older than me going through a lot of similar stuff like I did. It didn’t feel like they were untouchable, they’ve always kinda been like friends. Friends that I’ve never met, friends online thousand of miles away from where I was living. But as I said I’v always supported them. The Macers, back then that was like a little family, helping each other and helping the twins trying to fulfill their dreams. Good old days.... Now there is nothing left of that fandom. Fanaccounts are dead, people moved on (which you can’t blame them for) and the twins decided to concentrate more on IG than on Youtube which was totally okay at that time. But recently I’ve been so angry and frustrated and I’m really struggeling to hold back my emotions. Don’t get me wrong, if the twins said straight away what was going on, what they were doing, if they continue making music or if they quit, it would have been a whole different story. Bhe past year has been full of lies and silence. And up to this point I was somewhat of “okay” with it until today. I quit smoking two months ago but today was the day where I just needed a good cigarette (or maybe half a pack) I was just so so angry and that was the only thing that would get my heart rate down again. I’ve unfollowed the twins on their social medias a while ago since I couldn’t stand their sponsorships and let’s be honest 95% of their IG posts are sponsored content. Usually I don’t mind that. They have to earn money some way since their music career has been placed on hold the past couple of months. But I don’t want to constantly look at something that I cannot fully support. I still check on their IG every now and then. Yesterday, I saw that Liz has posted a picture saying that she’s going to get her undereye fillers refreshed. Excuse me?! The twins have been whining about us not agreeing with what they are doing, they know exactly what has been going on in the fandom ever since they admitted that they were getting fillers, so why post it again? So today I woke up seeing Liz’s post about “preventive botox” and all that shit like that they were thinking about making a video about it. WHAT THE FUCK?! They were the ones constantly blaming society for today’s beauty standards, saying they struggle with it and how hard it is so be comfortable in your own skin in the music industry. THE ARE PART OF SOCIETY!! Young teenagers watch their videos, look up to them and they act like getting botox is totally normal?! There are dangers involved as well and they are praising it like they just bought new clothes. “Preventive botox”, they are 25! 25! They are bashing Kylie Jenner for overdoing plastic surgery! They are not a single bit better than she is! They have become exactly that what they say what makes today’s society to fucking toxic to young people! Don’t get me wrong. It’s their bodies, they can do whatever they want but don’t act like it’s natrual, like it‘s an everyday thing. I’m sorry, I’ve always been trying to be calm and respectful and I’ve been trying to empathize with them. Back when I first started this blog messages that have been slightly disrespectful got deleted, But guess what? I’m turning 21. I have my own opinion on things, I don’t have to (and I don’t want to ) kiss my former idols butts all the time. And I don’t care about the people who do cause they feel like they need to because their idols follow them on social media. Just because you looked up to someone at one point in your life does not make them angels. I’m really really sorry. I know what I’ve said is pretty harsh and disrespectful. But I feel like I needed to release that anger that has been building up inside of me ever since they stopped posting on Youtube regularly. I sitll wish them the very best. I hope they’ll be fully and entirely happy with themselfes and their decisions. I’m just so sick it! I’m so so fucking sick of it! And that is exactly why I feel like I need to move on. I don’t want this kind of negativity in my life. There’s already enough of it, I can’t be bothered with that as well. I don’t want to delete this blog, because I feel like this blog is where there are the only people who actually use their brain sometimes and also dare to disagree with the twins. And I think that’s important. To speak your mind even though some people may not agree with it. So, you can still send in our thoughts and opinions, I still will post them, I just won’t make the effort to edit them and I won’t be involved like I used to. Thank you guys for 4 amazing years on this blog. Bye bye Meganandlizconfessionsblog. xoxo F.
