#confessionsofasexworker

[honestynhedonismthings]

I go through times where all the things I put in boxes and hid away in my mind, come out and attack me.

Today I realised the things I put my body through as a prostitute.

Today I cried until I couldn’t I couldn’t breathe and then some.

[honestynhedonismthings]

Would love to know if other former sex workers have a hard time going back to ‘normal’ 

I don’t leave my house anymore and when I do I have to be fully covered otherwise I panic and I usually only end up spending no more than 2 hours outside. I feel so exposed and at risk. not just my physical appearance but also hanging out with people. Having family members say ‘welcome to the real world’ little do they know I’ve put myself in literal life threatening situations just to pay the bills.