#formerescort

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One thing I haven’t been able to give up since stopping being a escort is getting my nails done.

I don’t like to call him my pimp but yes I had a pimp and part of the ‘rules’ was we always had to have our nails done.

I’m a painter, a baker, home maker and general Macgyver. I use my hands a lot plus I’m always scratching myself so having nice nails never appealed to me but ever since then I haven’t been able to give up my nails

[honestynhedonismthings]

Would love to know if other former sex workers have a hard time going back to ‘normal’ 

I don’t leave my house anymore and when I do I have to be fully covered otherwise I panic and I usually only end up spending no more than 2 hours outside. I feel so exposed and at risk. not just my physical appearance but also hanging out with people. Having family members say ‘welcome to the real world’ little do they know I’ve put myself in literal life threatening situations just to pay the bills.